Missing You
My Dearest Annie,
The Capitol life is the same as always but even worse now that I know I'm betraying you. However I will see you in four more months we both need to just hold on until then. I still love you, as always, say hi to Mags from me,
All my loving and millions of kisses, Finnick xxxxxx
I reread it for about the fiftieth time. My heart aches like crazy thinking of Finnick's eyes, Finnick's hair, Finnick's voice, everything to do with Finnick. I miss him so much! I get up from my bed and walk downstairs to the front door, open it and walk along the winding path to Mags' house past all the previous Victors who are in the garden on this warm, sunny day. Most of them were Careers. Mags' door is unlocked so I open it and walk inside, as I do regularly. Mags is getting on in years but she always loves to see me.
"Is that you Annie?" she asks from the living room. I walk in and smile at her. "How's Finnick, has he sent you another letter?"
"Yeah, he says he's coping but he's finding it a bit hard. He also says hi to you." I reply to Mags, "I miss him so much!"
"I know it's hard, but you can always go and visit him in the Capitol." Mags says reassuringly as I sit down beside her.
"Not until the attention's died down. I'm under surveillance. Snow's watching my every move and if Snow knows that Finnick and I are still together he'll kill both of our families. He also told me that I'm another weapon that he can use against Finnick." I say sitting stiff on the sofa. I blank out my thoughts roaming all over the place just trying not to scream out by biting my bottom lip… I need him back with me.
