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I'm so sorry for almost going two weeks without updating! School is really kicking my but right now, but I finally got something out, and this is apart of the Kames storyline :D

In this chapter... Babyness and a little Kames surprise ;)!

OH LOOK AT THE BOTTOM AUTHORS NOTE BECAUSE THERE'S SOME IMPORTANT INFO THERE!

Enjoy :)


Chapter 28: James POV

Today is very exciting for Kendall and me! Today we go with Carlos and Logan to see Dr. Martin about our little baby. We get to find out the sex of the baby and we just get to share in this experience, which is just nicewithin itself.

I can't believe Logan decided to have us adopt his baby. I don't know if Kendall would be able to do that. Allthis time of wanting a child and we can finally have one, as long as the pregnancy goes well and all, which I'm sure it will.

Ever since we've been blessed with this, Kendall has been noticeably happier, and so have I. How couldn't we? We're having a baby (kinda)! Kendall and I haven't had to waste our time trying to conceive and we actually make love again…with condoms and without the pressure of conceiving…it's great!

Even through all the greatness, I feel like I'm robbing Logan and the little baby. They won't be together and Logan is bound to feel jealous at some point, but hopefully Ethan can distract him from that. I just feel like that will get in the way of our friendship at one point, but it's not like he won't ever see her.

Ethan is another topic. I love my godson so much! He's only 2 weeks old and his chocolate brown eyes are much more prominent and piercing than before. He got a little darker like the doctor said, and he's like Carlos'complexion with a pale addition. He also grew a bit of hair…black hair like Carlos'. He's so cute and he's bound to do great things. I'm just excited about life…can't you tell?

I shook Kendall brutally until he was awake and furious.

"Jamie, what the hell!"

"You aren't really mad because you called me Jamie," I smiled.

"…Whatever! Why did you wake me up?"

"Today, we find out what Logan is having!" I yelled.

"Oh right!" he shot out of bed beaming.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Going to take a shower," he ran into the bathroom.

"I'll join you to save time!" I ran after him.

A warm and slightly naughty shower later, I sat on the bed with just my towel on and applied my daily face cream. A face this flawless doesn't just stay clear on its own. Kendall walked past me naked and I smacked his butt. He yelped and reprimanded me, but the blush and smirk on his face told me that he liked it.

He pulled some underwear out of his drawer and I followed suit (with my own underwear of course). I dropped the towel and put on the underwear. I found a simple pair of blue jeans in the closet and threw on a Hurley tee. I did the rest of the day prepping, like brushed my teeth, deodorant, combed and fixed my hair. After I was ready for the day, I looked at myself in the mirror and gave my reflection a dazzling smile, but I felt like something was missing, so I grabbed my pair of glasses…I want to look intellectual today.

I turned around and Kendall was standing there waiting for me, giving me a look.

"What?" I asked.

"It's just fascinating to see you dress and pick out your depiction for the day," he chuckled.

"Well, you are always sexy."

"James…"

I smiled and captured his lips in a heavy, yet loving kiss. I loved the taste of the remnants of the toothpaste on his lips, the lips that I'm married to. It's still great to say. We pulled away and left the room.

"So, what about breakfast?" I asked as Kendall grabbed his keys from the key holder.

"We're going to the appointment first, and then we're stopping to have breakfast," Kendall explained. "Why, you starving?"

"Yeesssssss!" I whined.

"Just grab a banana or something to take with you," Kendall said.

I did that because I was seriously hungry. We walked out of the door and I locked the house up. We walked next door to Carlos and Logan's. I opened the door because I have a key and stepped into the living room.

"Well, good morning to you two," Carlos chuckled.

"Whaddup Carlitos?" Kendall asked.

"Just fed Ethan and now he's asleep and ready for a ride," Carlos said.

"There's my little man," I smiled.

"That's my little man," Kendall said.

"No, he's mine!"

"Mine!"

"I wanna hold him!"

"No!"

"Hey!" Logan yelled quietly, coming down the stairs. "No fighting over Lil E."

"Seriously Logan, that name won't catch on," I said.

"Oh, but it will," he smiled. "Ready?"

"Yes we are," Carlos kissed him. "I'm taking my baby; you two will end up hurting him if you keep fighting over him."

Kendall and I pouted and followed Carlos and Logan out the door. Carlos buckled Ethan into his car seat once we reached his car. Kendall quickly took a seat in the back.

"James, can you drive?" Carlos asked.

"…Sure," I pouted.

He tossed me the keys and climbed in on the other side of Ethan. Logan sat in the front seat and I got into the driver's seat. That's when I truly noticed that Logan was getting big…like noticeably pregnant. He's showing more than Carlos was at this time…hmm...weird, but I guess every pregnancy is different. If there was a problem, we would find out at the doctor.

I started the car and made sure everyone was buckled.

"James, be careful," Carlos warned.

"I'm always careful, you're the speed driver," I said.

"No I'm not!" he defended.

"Yes you are." Logan and Kendall added.

I laughed and pulled out of their driveway into the street. I drove (carefully) to the clinic and pulled into a parking space. I put the car in park and shut it off. Carlos climbed out first and helped Logan out of his seat.

Kendall started unbuckling Ethan from his spot and pulled his carrier out…I was jealous, but I let it go. We walked inside of the building, and it was pretty empty. I guess because it was the beginning of the day, so it took no time for Martin to call us back and get us into a room.

"Hey everyone, How's it going?" he asked.

"Exciting!" Kendall blurted out.

"I know, I can practically feel the excitement radiating off of you four," he said. "Well, we all know what this is about, so this appointment will be simple. I check Logan's vitals, do an ultrasound, give Logan some tips for around this time and then deliver the sex of the baby if you want to know.

"WE WANT TO KNOW!" the four of us yelled.

"Okay, so you want to know…"

The doc took Logan's blood pressure, took his temperature, checked his ears, eyes, etc. Felt his stomach, weighted him and took his height…you know all the boring stuff. Logan got back on the examination table and we got to listen to the baby heartbeat.

I beamed as I listened and Kendall almost teared up, along with Logan. The slight thumpthump thumpthumpwas not only reassuring, but beautiful. All of us couldn't help but be excited after that.

The doctor put that gel on Logan's stomach and used the transducer to conduct the ultrasound. The baby wasbeautiful…extremely beautiful. I really can't wait to meet him or her.

"Alright, Everything is going great and your princess is growing very well."

"Wait, Princess? So, it's a girl?" Logan asked.

"That it is," Dr. Martin smiled.

We all cheered. We were all hoping that this baby was a girl. I didn't really have a reason for wanting that, I just did.

"You hear that Ethan? You're going to have a little sister!" Carlos cooed. "Of course you won't know that."

We closed out the appointment and made our way out of the clinic, which was quickly filling up.

"I can't believe we're having a little girl!" Kendall said.

"I know, it's great!" Logan agreed.

"It's like she has four fathers," Carlos pointed out.

"Well, yeah we're a team," I smiled as I carried Ethan's carrier.

We reached the car and got everything situated before going to our favorite diner for breakfast. We sat in a booth and ordered our food. While we waited and during our meal, we talked about the baby (We need names!)and our careers. Carlos still has a bit of time for his maternity leave, but I think we're going to go back soon to start working on another album.

"So, you're going back to work?" I asked.

"Well, yeah. I'm fine and so is Ethan. All we do is record and dance, still being to watch Ethan at the same time."

"Didn't the doc say to take it easy?" Kendall asked.

"No, he said don't lift anything heavier than Ethan for the first month," Carlos answered.

"Well, it's your choice babe, and if you want to go to work, then we can go," Logan smiled.

I felt the atmosphere shift, and I knew what the next topic was, and I wasn't ready to talk about this yet. I knew it was going to happen as soon as Carlos got pregnant, but I thought maybe we could hold on, then Logan got pregnant and I just knew it was over. I had to prepare myself to talk about Big Time Rush ending. My dream was to become a pop star, and I'm there. I can't hold onto things forever and it eventually ends for everyone. We had a good 6 years, but I know it has to end and it's time for me to walk into the next stage of my life.

"Guys, you do know this is probably our last album," I said, quietly.

The guys sighed…I knew they were thinking just like I was.

"Yeah." They sighed.

"I'm sorry," Carlos said.

"Why?" Kendall asked.

"Because I started all of this by getting pregnant and then life just spiraled out of control," Carlos said.

"Listen, you and Ethan are the best things that ever happened to me, and it's my fault too. It takes two to make a baby. I went and made it worse by getting pregnant," Logan said.

"It's no one's fault!" Kendall said. "This was meant to happen for a reason and we are going to embrace it, not sulk over it."

I love Kendall optimism. We continued our conversation and ate in peace. Once finished, we once again piled into the car and we decided we were going to go to the baby store and get some things. I also had to get some supplies to start working on the nursery. Kendall wasn't going to let me slack like Logan had.

After we were done shopping, we decided to head home so Ethan could actually use his crib. It was about 2 PM when we got home and I decided I was going to take a nap. I kissed Kendall and headed upstairs. I stripped down to just my boxers and got into bed.

I was about to close my eyes when I heard the door open. I turned and Kendall came in and stripped to his boxers also and climbed in bed next to me. He laid his head on my chest and I wrapped my arm around his shoulders.

"I love you," He whispered.

"I love you more."

He lifted his head up and placed a soft, slow kiss on my lips. I moaned into the kiss, and I found myself getting aroused by an innocent kiss. I wanted more…I needed more. I pressed my lips harder against Kendall's and he moaned in pleasure.

I pressed my tongue against his lips, asking for access, which he granted with a moan. I moaned as my tongue connected with his and we wrestled for dominance. It was a great fight for dominance and it was hot.

Kendall slipped his hand into my boxers and grabbed my hardening member. I moaned at the contact and he started to stroke slowly. I stuck my tongue as far into Kendall's mouth as I could get it. I was in pure bliss, this was the magic I was supposed to feel when we had sex and I missed it.

Kendall pulled away with a loud smack and lowered his head down to my lower areas. He pulled the boxers off of my waist and quickly deep throated my cock, getting a loud moan out of me. Kendall really knows how to give a blowjob. The way his tongue swirls around my shaft and my head felt great and he really knows how to deep throat.

After a few minutes of the pure amazement, I changed into the 69 position, so I could pleasure my husband as well. I wasn't as much of a pro as Kendall was, but I quickly got into the blowjob. Kendall's shaft tasted great.Kendall was great. The only sounds heard now were the moans of both of us receiving our blowjobs.

Kendall pulled away for a second.

"Jamie, I want you inside of me," his eyes were so full of lust.

I moaned at the words and quickly flipped positions. I got in missionary position because I wanted to see his face when this happened. I grabbed a condom and some lube from the nightstand and pushed in slowly because Ididn't stretch him first. He groaned at the pain, but gave me the okay a minute or so later.

I didn't want this to be fast, I wanted this to be slow and sweet. I pushed in all the way slowly, getting a longmonotonous moan out of Kendall. I pulled out as slowly as I pushed in and repeated, getting a moan every time. Ialso found myself moaning along the way because it was just that good.

I buried my head next to Kendall's while pushing in and whispered, "I love you." He didn't make any noise,you could simply see the pleasure on his face. When I would push in, his eyes would roll to the back of his head and he would open his mouth wide and throw his head back in pleasure.

As I pushed in, I bit his bottom lip softly, pulling his lip against the nature of his action, then I let go, his sexy lip retracting back into place.

"Oh, Jamie…I'm gonna cum," Kendall moaned.

"Me too babe," I whispered.

After a few more slow thrusts, Kendall came all over both of our stomachs, and it was a lot of it. I couldn't handle it and I came as well, filling up the condom to the brim. I pulled out and kissed Kendall softly.

"I love you so much," I whispered.

I wrapped my arm around his shoulders again after he repeated the words, and soon we were both asleep, content with the day.


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