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Short chapter, but I'd say it was pretty effective!
In this chapter...Now to approach Jade...
Chapter 28: Logan's POV
I closed the door and walked across the yard, hesitating once I reached Kendall and James' doorstep. I took a deep breath, and opened the door, walking into the kitchen to find James in tears and Kendall and Jade having a stare down. Perfect timing right.
"Okay, both of you sit down," I stepped in. "James you come over here too and why are you crying?"
"Hormones," he said. "I can't believe she's back."
I turned from James back to Jade and Kendall, who were still staring each other down. I decided to help them by grabbing both of their arms and seating them. They were still staring at each other across the table, so I stood at the end and started to talk.
"What happened?" I asked.
Both of them broke their gaze and started yelling at me at the same time.
"One at a time!" I yelled. "Kendall, go first?"
"She's being ungrateful to everything we've done for her!" Kendall said.
"Oh, maybe I'm very pained to find out that the two people that I thought were my parents actually aren't."
"Okay, we can work through this," I said.
"You're the worst of them all," Jade said. "Instead of taking responsibility for me, you pushed me onto your friends."
"Okay, maybe I deserved the first part," I said. "But I didn't just push you onto them. They were falling apart as a couple because they couldn't conceive themselves."
"Yeah, and then they got pregnant with Adam six months later," she said. "It's called patience."
"Jade, you need a reality check," Kendall said. "It doesn't matter who your real fathers are, all of us raised you and for that reason, we deserve your respect."
"And I deserved your honesty, but I didn't get that did I?" she said.
Kendall was fuming at this point.
"Logan…" Kendall wouldn't even look at any of us.
"Okay, like I told Jade, I refuse to let you use the excuse of them not being your father for you to not listen and disrespect them," I said. "They cared for you, and they took care of you, and they love you so much. Like I said, at the time, I wasn't even ready for one kid, let alone two, but when I got in the delivery room I found out I was having twins and being responsible, I took one of you and sucked it up, not to mention I put my life on hold…for you and your sister."
"What are you talking about?" Jade asked.
"You honestly think, I gave you to them and then forgot about you?" I asked. "I almost didn't even go through with the adoption, but I made a promise to them. Carlos and James had to work, so when I didn't have class or on site experience to do before I got my license, I was here with Kendall, helping take care of you, Emma, Ethan, and Erika because I loved all four of you the same, and Kendall did it because he loved the four of you. No, I don't regret helping my best friends out, but I do regret keeping the truth from you and for that I'm sorry."
"I can try and understand that, but it doesn't take the pain away!" Jade yelled. I'm surprised they even noticed I was gone paying attention to the babies! I feel sorry for them. If they could, I would hope they surely escape this jacked up family."
"Jade!" I scolded.
That had to cut deep for Kendall and James. I was waiting for it, and it was only a few seconds before the sob came from James' body.
"All we've done for you and this is how you repay us!" James yelled. "You think it's funny!"
James got up and stormed out of the room.
"What?" Jade yelled. "It's true!"
Kendall simply stood up and gave her the dirtiest look.
"I know you aren't stupid," Kendall said. "You think making fun of it is supposed to make this all better."
"I don't even know what you're talking about!" Jade yelled.
"Look at my stomach," Kendall said, tightly.
Jade's eyes landed on Kendall's stomach.
"It's flat…AND ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU! SO be happy! She doesn't have to live with this family, sometimes I don't even want to do it!" Kendall slammed his fist on the table before walking out after James.
She was just looking ahead, covering her mouth as the tears flowed. I walked over to her and rubbed her back.
"He had a miscarriage the night you two disappeared," I said softly. "Not even a miscarriage. She was born and for a few hours, they had their own little girl. Her name was Faith, but her life was short lived. The past two weeks since you girls left have been hell, and its mainly because of that, and the fact that you girls cut us deep every chance you get."
"I didn't know," she cried. "I didn't even notice. I am selfish and stupid. I just wanted them to hurt like they hurt me, but if I noticed I would've never said that. I didn't mean it!"
"Don't tell me that," I said. "James has been through so much stress, it can literally happen to him at any time. Kendall's broken, but James is devastated, especially since he's in the same state and circumstances as Kendall was."
I headed towards the doorway of the kitchen. I stopped right at the doorway and turned back to look at her.
"They're trying Jade…they really are, and it hurts all of us for you girls to be so upset, yet we get that you are. You owe them an apology big time," I said. "We love you Jade, and we didn't mean to hurt you. We just hope you can finally see it our way. The sooner you just accept it, we can all move on and continue on like the family we are."
And with that, I walked out.
JAMES GOT A FUCKING PERFECT SCORE ON MONDAY DID YOU SEE THE DANCE OHMYFUCKINGGOSH HIM AND PETA DID GREAT, AND HIS BABY PICTURE ASASJDALKSDJ HE WAS SO ADORABLE. ANYONE GOING TO SEE HEFFRON DRIVE IN NJ?
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Question: Did Jade go to far? How will this effect her relationship with Kendall and James in the long run?
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