Edward's POV

This was the 10th time today and she still doesn't answer. What the hell is she doing that is so important she can't even answer my phone. She better not be with Justin, I swear I will rip him limb from limb if his with her. I don't understand her anymore. She's always getting irritated and mad. I know I get jealous, but can she blame me. yes she can Edward. Your driving her away from you. The small voice in me said. It was right though I was going to loose her if I kept on pushing her. But my insecurity's were getting the best of me. I never understood why she loved me. I always though I was lucky to have her. What if I was right, what if she deserved someone better. I took another shoot. I was currently at a bar, and I was already getting a little tipsy. I took one more and took a cab home. I couldn't even walk straight. After struggling to open the door I threw my shoes off and walked to bed. I saw a short skinny figure standing in front of me bed. Her hair was long with curls. It looked like Bella but it was so dark I couldn't see. I couldn't even find the switch.

"Bella" she nodded.

"What are you doing here, how'd you get here." I walked over to her. She just shrugged. She cupped my face and crushed her lips too me. It felt wrong, but who was I to deny my love.

Tanya's POV

Ugh. Wait to fall asleep at the wrong time Edward. How am I suppose to get pregnant now. Wait I don't have, I can pretend. Hm, this might actually work. Even if his asleep on me.

Bella's POV.

"Come on Bella play with us." Nina said.

"Emmett won't like it." I saw Emmett frowning.

"Emmett can deal with it. Right Baby." I heard Rose say. Emmett beamed up in a second.

"Fine Fine, I'll play." I said. We were about to play strip poker. Then the last two who had most clothes were going to play truth or drink. The game started soon, and I was winning so far. I had all my clothes on and every one had at least something off. It was Nina, Danny, Justin, Rose, and I playing. At the end it was Justin and me playing to see who won. I still had my jeans on, and he had his as well.

"So is there any rules?" I asked him as I purred the tequila in the shot glass.

"You have to answer the question or take a shot. That simple. No rules. Besides not repeats." I nodded and set the glass on the table. Alice jumped from her seat.

"How about we make this more interesting." I looked at her.

"We are the questions." I shrugged and looked at Justin.

"Alright." he said. I smiled and waited for them to go in order. It was Alice, Jasper, Irina, Nina, Danny, Kate, Andy, Emmett, Rose, and Lily.

"Bella when was the last time you had sex." I laughed.

"Spring break when Edward came over." Alice laughed.

"Wow that was a long time ago." I shrugged.

"Justin who was the last person you wanted to get laid by" Jasper asked. Justin puckered his lips and smiled nervously. He took the shot and everyone boo'd.

"Bella, Have you tried any kinky position with Edward." I felt like I would choke on my saliva. I took the shot for Emmett's sake.

"Justin, who was the last person you like after Bella." he looked at the shot glass for a while and then looked up at me.

"No one." he said and looked away. I wasn't sure what that meant.

"Bella have you ever gone skinny dipping." Danny asked. I chuckled and looked at Rose and Alice. They laughed with me.

"Yeah, it was a pretty long time ago."

"Justin, if you could have anything or anyone who or what would it be." Kate asked. Justin again looked at me.

"The girl of my dreams." I didn't know what that meant again.

"Oh who, who?" Alice asked.

"That's two questions. I believe it's Bella's turn" Alice pouted.

"Bella did you ever have sex while people were home. Like Emmett, Alice or your parents." I chuckled at Andy's question.

"If only you knew." I said looking at Emmett.

"That's sick Bella." Emmett said.

"Shut up Emmett, it's not like I haven't heard you and Rose before." I shot back making him have a smug smile only to be slapped on the back of the head by Rose.

"Oh it's my turn." Emmett said moving his hands evilly and looking at Justin with a smug smile.

"This should be good." Justin said.

"Have you ever been turned on by a Disney character?" he chuckled.

"Emmett" Justin warned.

"What dude?" Emmett said like he was innocent.

"Ugh. It was once. Okay, just once. It was Ariel from the little mermaid." Justin said a little shy.

"Random, next question." I said looking at Rose.

"Bella have you ever wrote a really really stupid song." I laughed.

"Yeah it goes something like…honey where's my bunny he runaway and took my bunny now I need to catch that bunny." I heard laughter all around me.

"Why did you write that song." Nina asked.

"I was small and I wanted to write music." I said like it was the most obvious answer.

"Lily" Justin asked.

"Who's your dream girl?" she said. I could see him look at his hands nervously. He looked at me, and then took a shot. The game went on from there, Emmett ended up carrying me too my room and I fell asleep. This past month in Italy was doing good for me. That didn't mean I didn't miss Edward.

Edward's POV.

I woke up with something or more like some one laying on top of me. I opened my eyes and saw blond hair. Wait what, blond. No this couldn't be, I was positive it was Bella last night. Wasn't it? I looked and she was completely naked. She was wrapped in my sheets and spread over me with blond hair. It was Tanya. How in the hell did she get here. Why was she here. And most importantly, did I really sleep with her. Please tell me no. Because gosh that would be the biggest mistake in my life. Bella, oh god, she will never forgive me. I can't tell her, but what if she finds out by someone. Why am I even think of not telling her. I can't be disloyal to her like that. Oh god, what happened.

Bella's POV.

It was august already and I hadn't talked to Edward since I broke my phone and that was 2 months ago. I needed to talk to him, to see what was going to happen between us. I was leaving early, I was going to New Hampshire. I was going to see Edward. I walked down stairs with only my purse and a luggage, Alice was taking the rest home. I was stopped by Justin. He pulled me into a room and looked at me.

"I need to tell you something Bella."

"Okay, go on." I encouraged.

"Well, I know you don't feel the same way. But I want you too know that no matter what, I'll be here waiting for you because I'm in love with you." I froze. He closed his eyes, kissed my cheek and left the room. I hadn't thought of it that way, I never did. I always thought we were just finally getting along. Those times ridding horses and I singing and trying new songs. I thought it was us bonding. I couldn't deal with this, not right now. I walked out the doors to the mansion and left to the airport. I could find a solution for Justin later. Right now I needed to find my solution.

Edward's POV

It's been 1 month and a 2 weeks since the thing with Tanya. I still haven't told Bella, mostly because I haven't bothered to. I couldn't, I would loose her. But if I didn't tell her myself she would hate me and I would really loose her. But how do you tell the one you love you slept with someone else because you were so drunk you thought it was her. Can I make things more complicated. Apparently I could.

Bella's POV.

Soon I was on my way to Edward's apartment. The cab driver was driving so slow, well not really but it felt that way. I just really wanted to see him now. I missed him so much.

Tanya's POV.

I guess it's time to brake the not real news.

Edward's POV.

I was sitting in my desk doing work when there was a knock on the door. I stood up and opened it, it was Tanya. Great.

"What do you want?" I asked letting her in and not bothering to closed the door. I was sure this would be quick.

"We need to talk Edward." my back was facing the door.

"about?"

"You and me" she said.

"There isn't a you and me. There's a me and Bella." I said.

"Are you sure about that. Because from what Irina told me, Justin's been getting closer to Bella."

"Shut up Tanya, Bella would never cheat on me."

"Like the way you cheated on her." she said with a smug smile.

"I did not cheat on her. It was a mistake, an accident. You shouldn't have been there. Especially take advantage of my drunken state."

"It doesn't matter though. Either way I'm still pregnant." everything came shattering down. No she couldn't, that's not possible.

"Edward, I'm a month along." Tanya said. She walked over too me, she tried to put her hand on my shoulder but I shrugged it off.

"Tanya your lying. You can't be pregnant." I heard footsteps behind me and I turned around and saw Bella. She had a smile but it faded when she saw Tanya.

"What is she doing here." Bella said.

"Oh Bella great too see you too. How's Justin?"

"How the hell should I know." she said with a shrug.

"I don't know maybe because you've been spending a lot of time with him."

"Because his helped me clear my mind. Again I ask my question, what is she doing here Edward?"

"I..ugh…don't..know." I stuttered.

"Edward, are you going to tell her. Or am I going to do all the dirty work." Tanya said.

"Edward, what is she talking about." Bella said looking at me.

"NO, I can't, I can't loose you. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Bella. I love you." I said falling to my knees. I could feel myself wanting to cry and punch the wall. Bella was at my side.

"Edward what's wrong." she said trying to push my hand away from my face.

"No, I'll loose you." I repeated.

"Why would you loose me Edward. I love you. I'm not going anywhere."

"What Eddie's trying to say Bells. Is that Eddie here got me pregnant." Bella froze.

"Bella love please forgive me. It was an accident I was drunk I didn't know what I was doing, I though it was you." I begged. I pulled her in a hug, but she pushed me away.

"Don't." she whispered.

"Bella please." I begged again.

"I said Don't" she yelled. She stood up and walked away from me. She walked out the door and that's exactly what I was afraid would happen if I didn't tell her.

"Well I hate to be the reason for a break up Eddie, but you either take responsibility or you don't see me or your baby ever." Tanya said before she walked out the door. How could I loose the most important person in my life. My heart felt shattered.

Bella's POV.

"No, I'll loose you." Edward repeated again. I didn't understand why he was acting this way.

"Why would you loose me Edward. I love you. I'm not going anywhere." I tried to reassure him.

"What Eddie's trying to say Bells. Is that Eddie here got me pregnant." I froze. This couldn't be true. Edward, would never cheat on me. He wouldn't, this had to be some kind of sick Joke. All I had to do was wait for Edward to laugh and deny it. Right?

"Bella love please forgive me. It was an accident I was drunk I didn't know what I was doing, I though it was you." he begged. It was true. He didn't try to deny it, because it was true. My heart shattered it broke even more then I though it would. I could feel the pain. He pulled me close to his chest. As much as I wanted to be there, I couldn't. I pushed him away.

"Don't" I begged. I couldn't have him touch me, not anymore.

"Bella please" he begged. I needed to get out of here.

"I said don't" I yelled and ran out the place. I ran as fast as I could. I stopped at a payphone and called Emmett. He answered quickly.

"Hello dominos pizza how can I help you." he said with a chuckle.

"Emmett" I said threw my sobs.

"Bella, oh god what's wrong Bella."

"Emmett, I'm going home to New York in a little bit, can you pick me up."

"Of course Bella. I'll be waiting there soon."

"Thank you Emmy."

"Of course sis. But please don't cry. Please." he begged. I hung up the phone and got a cab. Once I was in the plane I tried to control my sobs. I didn't want to attract attention, especially right now with paparazzi being everywhere. The flight to New York didn't take long. I was soon getting off the plane and looking for Emmett. There he was waiting for me alone. I ran to him and threw my arms around him. He let me cry and carried me too the car. I don't even remember when I lost my bags but right now I didn't care. He had one hand on me and the other on the stirring wheel. When we got home, he carried me up to my room and Alice came. She laid my head on her lap and Emmett squeezed my hands.

"Jelly Belly what happened?" Emmett asked.

"he…Tanya…baby…together." I couldn't even say it. It sounded wrong. Edward wasn't suppose to have baby's with her. I was suppose to be the mother of his kids.

"Bella please tell me I'm hearing wrong. Please I'm begging you. Tell me your not trying to say what I think your trying to say." Alice begged. I could see the tears in her eyes.

"It's true. He cheated on me. And now Tanya's pregnant." I felt like I would choke on the last words.

"No , Bella that's not possible. He would never do that." Alice said.

"He didn't deny it." I whispered. I felt Emmett shake and I looked at him he was furious. I touched his cheek and he relaxed a bit.

"I loved him." I said and let the tears fall again. Alice stroked my hair.

"Sleep Bella. Sleep my dear sister." she said. And I did. I feel asleep in my sister and brother's arms. I didn't know what I would do next. I didn't know what would happen with Edward. But I had Alice and Emmett, and they would pull me threw this. They would.

Alice's POV.

My dear sister. Here she was on my lap, crying again. It hurt me too see her that way. I wanted to go and look for Tanya, I wanted to chock her to death, but now I couldn't because that would mean killing a child. That didn't mean I couldn't kill Edward. But that would break Bella more. It pained me to see her this way. Some how, Emmett and I would find a way to make her happy again.

Emmett's POV

You can't kill him.

But I want too.

But she'll be mad

But he hurt her.

And you'll hurt her more.

But he cheated on her.

And he'll suffer on his own.

But I want to see him suffer under my hands.

And you'll leave a innocent child with out a father.

BLANK!!.....