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Back to Forks- chapter 28- Fate
***still in Edward's POV***
"Yes," Mrs. Cheney choked, "We will leave. I don't think any of us could handle watching her go."
She stepped shakily off the bed, Mr. Cheney following her, and they walked slowly out of the room, Mrs. Cheney crying heavily into her husband's shirt. Angie stayed a moment longer, kissing her great grandmothers hand, whispering, "I love you, goodbye Nana." And she walked quickly out of the room sobbing, and wiping her hand under her eyes and nose. I heard her meet up with her parents at the top of the stairs where they were waiting for her and then all of them walk down the stairs sniffling and letting out small sobs. I heard them all sit on the couch downstairs in the living room.
"Alice and Jasper? Could you lead the Cheneys outside? Tell them you will drive them home in their car Jasper and Alice will follow in her car and pick you up. Jasper try to calm them, comfort them, make them feel better. Also tell them we will get the casket, and all of that for a funeral. Tell them they should only grieve for their loss.
"Ok Carlisle, we'll go." Alice said grabbing Jasper's hand and they walked slowly downstairs. I heard them talking quietly to the Cheneys, convincing them to leave the house and leave the planning to us. They eventually obliged and let Jasper lead them to his car. Alice hopped into her now new canary yellow Porsche 911 turbo.
As soon as we all heard Alice's car pull out of the driveway, we all moved looking towards Angela, breathing a small sigh of relief of the first step being done.
"Carlisle is there any chance she could wake up while you do the CPR? Maybe if we could tell her what she is becoming…what to expect…she could be like me…having more self control…?" Bella whispered quietly staring at the floor, looking up as she got to the end.
"I'm sorry Bella, but no, there is no chance that she could, she went into a coma as soon as the heart attack started, and since her heart isn't beating on its own, and it won't beat on its own, and so she won't be waking up." Carlisle answered quietly.
"Ok, I just thought I would ask if it were possible."
"Are you ready for me to do it? To…bite her?"
"Yes. Go ahead." Bella turned into me, shielding her eyes from watching. I leaned my head down to hers, kissing the top of her head, but I kept my eyes on Carlisle. I watched him as he repositioned himself pulling his knees up on the bed next to Angela, making it easier for him to do the CPR and lean over her neck. I watched as he lowered his head to her neck, opening his mouth wide over his teeth glistening with venom. I watched as his mouth got right onto her neck, Carlisle hesitating for a moment before biting securing his self-control one last time-
"WAIT!" Bella yelled flinging herself out of my arms and to the side of the bed. Carlisle leans away from Angela's neck looking puzzled. Bella looked down at her twisting hands and said quietly, "I want to do it."
"Bella…" Carlisle looked weary and worried for Bella. But I couldn't believe what she was thinking.
"Bella be reasonable!" I exclaimed, panicked for her, what is she were to lose her self-control and feed on Angela ? What if she killed Angela? She would never forgive herself.
"I can do it Edward!" She said strongly looking into my eyes begging me to understand, "I couldn't kill my best friend. And I have always had more self-control than other vampires my age. And you were my age when you changed me, a century old. "
"Bella…that was different. I loved you, you were the world to me, and I could never have killed you, never."
"Edward, I love her too. She is my best friend; you know more than anybody how I miss my friends from when I was human a lot. Edward," she whispered coming to stand in front of me, holding both of my hands in each of hers, staring into my eyes pleading, "Edward please trust me, please."
She knows I can't say no to her when she does this to me! "Fine. I trust you. But, Emmett and I will be right there along with you, just in case you get carried away. I won't let you kill her, don't worry. If we need to wee will pull you away, and she will still change no matter how little you bit her. "
"Don't worry Bella, we will keep Angela safe from you if we need to." Emmett said stepping forward towards the bed.
Bella nodded, breathing deeply, preparing herself.
"Alright Bella, are you sure?" Carlisle said slowly stepping off the bed, looking tentative and confidently at Bella.
"Yes, I'm positive. I can do this."
"Ok. Bite in as many places as you can handle. Don't breathe, and don't smell. And try not to taste the blood as much as you can. Run your tongue over where you bite to seal the skin and stop the bleeding."
"Ok," Bella said starting to look a little nervous, she was fidgeting. "Edward, will you climb on the bed here behind me, be ready to pull me back if need be. Emmett you stand behind him off the bed and over a little so Edward could step back with me when needed. And Carlisle you be in position to take over if needed."
"Of course Bella." We answered solemnly.
Bella climbed onto the bed opposite Carlisle. I followed her lifting my hands to be just beside her waist in the air. Emmett took his position on the floor next to me. Carlisle once again climbed up on the bed on his side next to Angela. Bella leaned back into my chest for a moment taking a deep breath of my scent and holding it in.
"You can do it Love, I know you can. I trust you." I whispered in her ear.
She nodded her head, and leaned forward. She bowed her head to Angela's neck opening her mouth and showing her teeth glistening in venom. She slowly placed her teeth on Angela's neck right above the major artery. She hesitated for a moment longer and then…………..plunged her teeth into Angela's neck. She pulled away quickly, licking the mark sealing it closed and tearing off Angela's shirt as she moved towards her chest, and bit right above her heart, and licked it shut. She pulled back yet again, and lifted Angela's arm from the bed in front of her, and bit her wrist, licking it shut quickly. She pulled away and followed doing the same to Angela's other arm. She paused for a second, seeming to be deciding on where to bite next. She decided quickly and went for Angela's upper arms. Running her tongue over those also. She quickly bit and closed Angela's calves.
She was done, she collapsed into my chest, burying her nose and mouth into my shoulder. Breathing in long shaky breaths.
"You did it love. You changed her. And you didn't feed at all. I am so so proud of you." I kissed the top of her head.
She snuggled her head deeper into my shoulder, still breathing deeply.
And then the screaming started, Angela let out one large blood curdling scream of agony. Bella's head snapped up and looked to Angela. Bella froze for a moment; I could see the pain in her eyes. And as another loud scream emitted from Angela's lips Bella's shoulders started to shake, she was sobbing. She hated to see her friend like this. I know anybody would hate to see anybody in that much pain, especially knowing how it felt themselves.
"Shh Love." I pulled her into my arms squeezing her tightly to my chest, she sobbed into my shirt, that is one plus to becoming a vampire, no shirts being ruined by tears. I continued comforting her, rubbing soothing circles on her back with one hand. "Bella it's ok, it's only three days. And there is nothing we can do now anyway. She will live a long and happy life with us, find her soul mate, and she will be happy, these three days are nothing compared to the long life she will live after this."
She nodded her head, and spoke for the first time since she had bitten Angela, "But, the only thing wrong about what you just said, is that Ben is her soul mate, he's dead."
"She will find someone else, we always end up finding someone. Like how I found you."
"True." Bella's breathing was getting back to normal. Good.
"I just wish we could have gotten some morphine in her. It would have helped with the pain. It did with Bella." Carlisle said quietly breaking a some-what awkward silence.
"Uhm actually Carlisle…I'm sorry I haven't told you sooner… but I didn't think we would be changing another vampire… anyway, the morphine didn't help at all. Well it could have a little…but I couldn't have told you the difference. The only thing that had kept me quiet and still was my mentality of not wanting to let Edward hear or see my pain, because I knew he would suffer along with me. And I was thinking of my family, and new daughter." She looked down to our interlocked hands, and squeezed my fingertips a little.
The room was silent -except for some loud moans coming from Angela- of shock.
"Do you mean you were in that much pain the whole time?" I asked quietly into the silence. My poor angel, I thought she wasn't in that much pain, but she was, she shouldn't have been in that much pain, she was so brave to not move or make a sound, my poor Bella. "I'm so sorry Bella. I thought-"
She pressed a finger to my lips stopping the words from coming out of my mouth
"Yes I was in just as much pain as you were. But, I knew you would suffer right along with me if i writhed and screamed, showing my pain. So I used all of my strength to stay still and quiet. I was mad at myself when I arched my back that one time near the end."
I was so shocked that she or anybody could do that, "You are so unbelievable Love, I cannot believe that you could do that. You are so brave. God, I love you so much." I squeezed her tight to my chest kissing her lips long and hard. We pulled apart when we heard Emmett clear his throat. Bella pulled back.
"Well it was only because of you Edward, and the rest of you guys," Bella looked around smiling at the rest of the family, "that I was able to do that, I listened to Edward's breaths, counted them as a mark of time. I would listen to your conversations trying to get any information about my baby Renesmee. And by the way those conversations were not at all revealing as to how my body was, how much time was left of my agony" –I flinched at her blunt words talking about her pain- "or how my baby was! That I had hardly seen more than a minute, and had no idea how she was, and she was probably about forty percent of my salvation at that point." Bella stood up from her position on the bed and walked to Nessie and wrapped her arms around her squeezing her to her chest, "I was so afraid she didn't make it, that she didn't live." Bella's voice cracked and I walked quickly over to her and gave the two of them a hug.
"But anyway," She breathed deeply letting go of Nessie and walking back to the bed. Continuing with a happier, annoyed tone, "As you can imagine it is VERY frustrating when you have no idea what is going on, especially since you only hear one side of the cryptic conversation." She looked at me a smirked. Alice chuckled quietly, followed by the rest of the family. "Oh and you missy, your visions didn't help me at all either, never actually saying the amount of time left of my transformation. You helped so much. The only way I had any idea was how Edward's voice sounded, happy or not." Alice smiled sheepishly. "So can we talk out loud more for Angela? So she can know?" We all nodded in agreement smiling a little.
"And I can't be sure if the morphine helped or not, I had never really felt it before. Except when James bit me, but it seemed way worse than when I was bitten by James." Bella finished.
"Thank you Bella for telling me," Carlisle said quietly, reaching across and squeezing Bella's hand that was lying on the bed, "Even if it is one hundred years later. You still told me."
"Well, I didn't think we would change another. And I really had planned to tell you. And I didn't want Edward to feel bad…"
"I understand. Thank you Bella."
A/N: sooo??? Does it sound ok?? Bella finally telling Carlisle about her pain and what about Angela being changed??? And what about Bella doing the biting?? What do you think!??!?!?!?!? Tell me in a review!!! And don't forget! A longer review equals a longer reply and SNEAK PEEK!!!!
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