We're back to where we left, Randy hugs Candice because she's crying while the others are crowded round her wondering what's wrong with her.

"Yo what's up with Candice ?" asks Evan

"Don't worry guys, just do whatever so I can talk to Candice alone" says Randy

Everyone goes away from Candice and Randy so he can talk to Candice alone.

"Candice...is Mickie's baby ok ?" he asks looking in Candice's blood shot, tear filled eyes wiping the tears off her face

"No...she...she had to have an abortion...the baby...d...di...died" says Candice struggling to talk because of the crying

"She what ?" he says hoping Candice said something else

"She had to have an abortion because...her baby died because of the attack" says Candice calmed down a little bit

Randy's hopes that Candice didn't really say that Mickie had an abortion thanks to the attack were crushed, he stared at Candice in shock with tears filling his eyes. He couldn't believe it...he thought that he misheard Candice but he was wrong, Randy came out because he thought he cleared his head and got over his feelings for Mickie. Now he realised he hasn't, he still loves Mickie.

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It's Monday (yes I skipped a day...=P), everyone is in school apart from John and Mickie. They were suprised to see Randy at school after what happened on Saturday, he still looked traumatized but not as bad as he looked on Saturday. He sat on his own with Mike and Cody behind him.

"Well look who decided to come out of his mum's basement" says Mike

"Dude...I never was in my mum's basement, I always wonder when you're gonna come out of your mum's basement" says Randy

"Well if you weren't in your mum's basement...where were you ?...collecting Star Wars action figures" says Cody

"The ironic thing about your comment Cody...is the fact that you cuss me about collecting Star Wars action figure, which I don't thank you very much...but you collect them" says Randy "now can you guys stop wasting my time ?"

"NO !!!" they say

"Fine...well I'll just do this" Randy says banging their heads together

"OW !!!" the say holding their heads

"Now stop wasting your time" he says turning round towards the window

Randy starts looking out the window and he notices it begins to snow, he starts watching the snow then he sees a girl holding a baby in her arms. He blinks and the girl is gone, he stares at the place where she was until the spot just fades away as the bus is driving up the road. He tries to remember what the girl looked like, she had brown hair, brown eyes and she wore bright colours and he realised something...the girl he thought he saw looked exactly like Mickie. Randy didn't know if it were just a coincidence that he saw a girl that looked exactly like Mickie or if he was seeing things after hearing the news about Mickie. He got off the bus when it stopped outside the school gates, after he got off he just stared down the road where he saw the girl that either was Mickie or just looked like her a lot. That's the only thing he thought about all day, did the news make him see her, is it the love or has all the problems that's been going on for the past year made him go mental in the head ?, so many questions that Randy didn't know the answer to got him fustrated, confused and paranoid, the 3 emotions he hates the most.

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It's after school, Randy goes on MSN to talk to Mickie but there's one problem...Mickie isn't online. He tries to call her, but there's no answer. He decides to knock on her door, but once again...no ones there. Randy starts to panic and he rushes home back on MSN, he starts talking to John asking what was going on.

Randy:
Hey John...have you talked to Mickie ?

What Randy didn't know was that John did talk to Mickie and John knew that Mickie was going to move to Boston, which was the last time they'd spoke to each other. When John read the message he felt like crying, but he knew Mickie didn't like him upset and neither did Randy. So he stayed strong, he held back his tears and starting writing to Randy.

John:
Hey Randy...yeah I did on Friday and that was the last time I talked to her...why what's wrong ?

Randy:
I need to talk to Mickie coz I need to tell her that the feelings I have for her are making me go crazy...and don't get mad coz I need you right now man...we've gotta put our differences behind us coz this is some serious shit happening here

John:
How are they making you go crazy ?

Randy:
I was on the bus today on my way to school...I started looking at the snow falling outside and then I saw a girl...she was holding a baby...I blinked and the girl was gone...then I realised that the girl looked exactly like Mickie.
So today I tried talking to her on MSN and she wasn't online so I tried calling her and there was no answer...I went to knock for her but there was no answer again.
So I'm asking you John...do you know where Mickie is ?

John:
Wait...so you tried MSN, calling her and knocking for her and none of them got a response ?

Randy:
Nope

John:
Randy...I think I know where she went...meet me outside her house in 10 minutes

Randy:
Alright then John...see you in 10 minutes

John and Randy sign out at the same time and make there way to Mickie's house.

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Randy shows up outside Mickie's house first and waits for John, 2 minutes later John shows up looking nervous.

"So do you know where she is ?" asks Randy

John starts looking around the front garden of the house and doesn't see a "For Sale" sign outside her house anywhere, so he has a look through the windows. The inside of her house looks exactly the same as it did the last time he came round, then he notices the cherry red BMW isn't on the driveway so he takes a long hard look at the driveway until Randy breaks the silence from fustrastion.

"JOHN !!!, WHERE'S MICKIE ?!?!" he shouts in a demanding way

"I dunno Randy but I know she hasn't moved to Boston" says John

"Moved to Boston ?" asks Randy "why would she move to Boston ?"

"Because the last time I spoke to her...she said she might move to Boston" says John holding back tears again

"But...why ?...why does she want to move to Boston ?" asks Randy

"Because she's upset about everything that's happened" he says still holding back tears "she wants us to go back to our normal lives like she never even came here"

"Why would she think that ?" asks Randy with so many questions he wants answered

"Because she thinks that she's messed up our lives" says John close to crying "she thinks it's her fault that we keep fighting all the time, that everyone keeps falling out, causing people to get jumped for ridiculous reasons...basically everything that's happened since she's moved here...she thinks it's her fault"

"But it's not her fault" says Randy "it's my fault we keep fighting coz I keep following my heart at the wrong time, it's my fault that Mickie got pregnant and had to have an abortion because she got jumped, it's my fault that Candice, Layla and Torrie turned on us...we've got to tell Mickie to stop blaming herself...because none of this stuff is her fault...it's mine"

"Right...so how are we gonna find her ?" asks John

"Well, we've gotta find out from the others if she's gone any where for a while and if they've got no information...then we'll have to try and call Mickie or get in contact with her some how" says Randy

"Ok, I'll try and MSN her tomorrow and I'll call you if I can't get hold of her and if I call you then you call Mickie and if there's no answer then find out some information from the others and if they've got nothing...meet outside her house again" says John

"Alright then, so I'll see you tomorrow" says Randy

Ok that's the end of this chapter...where did Mickie go ?, will John and Randy get in contact with her ?, do any of the others know where Mickie is ?, read the next chapter of Love Wars to find out.