I want to scream.

And cry and sob and then scream some more. But that would give away my cover and I don't think me crying in the corner will make the situation any better.

I try to ignore the hand as I look around the room for a good exit route. There is a door but I', guessing it's locked from the outside, so that will never work. I can't reach the air vent and I don't want to go in there ever again. There's a window in the right left corner, I run over to it and try to pry it open but annoyingly it won't budge. I start bashing my good hand on it with all my weight. As hard as I can to bust it open.

"What are you doing in here?" I turn around to see a lady dressed in a white lab coat and her hair tied back in a high pony-tale. Her glasses seemed nice and new but if you looked closely enough you could see the tiny bit of tape holding the middle together.

I stutter, not knowing what to say.

"I said, what are you doing here?" She crosses her arms in an impatient manner.

A part of me wants to beg and plead for her not to tell I was here but that was the old me, now I'm the badass, strong, natural born-leader Clarke. I have to stand up for myself.

"Looking for an exit." I state, slowly making my way to the door.

"Well you won't find one in the north area of Mount Weather." She informs me, yet I don't trust her. Not one bit.

"Where is the exit?" I pester.

"Follow me and I'll show you." She makes her way to the door and gestures me to follow her. I gulp. If I go out there I know everyone will recognize me and then I'll be screwed. I can't trust this lady, she works in this torture chamber. But I try to play it cool.

"Okay." Taking me first step into the echoing corridors of Mount Weather, I turn back to Bellamy's body, and I mouth 'I love you'. Even though I know he will never hear me say those words again.

The nurse doesn't seem to want to talk and neither do I, we just walk in silence. Looking around I see other unlucky patients being tested on. And sometimes I do wonder who else is here, obviously, Bellamy and Monty are but I've never seen anyone else. Maybe they're alive out there or they died in battle, I truly hope the former.

I know that this nurse walking me to the exit is unbelievable but I have a plan and she just fitted perfectly. I feel like we've been walking for miles, when we suddenly turn a sharp corner and there is a door leading to dark stairs.

"Is this really the exit?" I ask her.

"Of course." She gestures for me to go first but I refuse. "Fine, I'll go first."

I quickly look around the corridor in case anyone is here to witness what I'm about to do. I follow the nurse down the steps until about half way.

"So, the exit is just round the corner to your left-." Before I realise what I've done, I have just kicked her in the back and she's stumbled down the stairs, hitting her head a lot on the way. I turn and sprint back up the steps, the corridors were empty so I started running. I don't know where I'm running but I keep going. I didn't feel bad, these people tortured me. These people tortured Bellamy. These people murdered him! I had to do this.

Suddenly, a siren rang, which meant that they were coming. I look around for some sort of get away and I see an open door at the bottom of the corridor. I sprint with all my might towards it, my broken wrist flapping at the end of my arm. Finally, I get to the door, I peer inside to see a young looking man hooked up to a computer typing away, headphones in his ears. There's a ladder at the corner of the room, leading somewhere up high. Sadly, the only way I was going to get to it was to distract the adolescent. The guard's footsteps were louder and louder and I had no idea how to distract the boy, so I grabbed the sharpest thing I could find, I tip-toed behind the boy. I place my hand on his shoulder, lightly, and get the sharp item and scrap it across his neck. I close my eyes and look away as he falls onto his desk, blood flowing out of his neck. I should feel bad but he's one of them, how could I feel sorry for him? I rush to the ladder and climb up it. The ladder keeps going up and I follow it, for what seems like ages.

Eventually, I reach the end, which is like in a very un-modern attic type thing. I rest my broken wrist as I stumble to the attic floor. Taking in large breaths, there's a huge window and then I realise how high up am and I try to look around for an exit but then I see the tons of Mountain Men, standing there with guns in their hands.

"Prisoner 98, come with us now or we'll have to shoot you on the spot." One of the guards tells me.

I feel like I should give up but how can I? After everything I've done to get to this spot. I really don't care if they shoot me but I have to try to do something.

"Prisoner 98-."

"Okay, okay, I'm coming." I interrupt him, two guards start trudging towards me but before they get to me, I kick one of them. "Screw you!" I shout before leaping into the glass window and it shatters to as my body pushes through it. I can hear the gun shots that miss me and suddenly, I hit the ground. The force so painful, I feel like I'm dead. I look around and I've landed in the water. Which has a strong tide, then I realise.

I'm free.