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Dear Diary,

I needed to prove him otherwise. Mustering all the strength I could, I stood up and stumbled past my statues also known as friends.

I tapped him on the shoulder and he turned around to face me...

At first he didn't do anything but stare straight past me before hopelessly mumbling, "Leave me alone!"

I don't think it had registered in his mind that I was standing here in front of him. I know if I was in his situation I probably wouldn't have even turned around.

His mind was obviously in another universe as was his thoughts. His green eyes had lost their sparkle and he looked completely drained, both physically and mentally. This worried me, in all the years I've known him not once has he ever been as physically drained as this. He hadn't even gone running today!

Those words still played over in my mind like I should be satisfied, that I got what I wanted.

"... Until death do us apart!"

"... Until death do us apart!"

"... Until death do us apart!"

UNTIL DEATH DO US APART! If I hear that phrase once more I won't be responsible for my actions...

Also the very same words from our argument that caused all of this pain...

"Amy! For god sake, I'm your husband and yet I'm treated like dirt, like you couldn't care less. I'm sick of it! What we have, I wouldn't call it marriage Amy. But yet I still love you. When we got married I took my vows, I said I would love you for better or worse, until death do us part..."

My cold bitter reply.

"Who said it had to be our death? Maybe our marriage was over when Eternity died..."

Maybe I deserve all of this. Maybe karma caught up with my actions, the lies and cheats. Maybe if I'd just told him about the baby from the start, then I wouldn't have gone to Shadow for comfort. I wouldn't have nearly kissed Shadow for comfort. Maybe if he knew about the baby he could understand my violent mood swings, but maybe if he knew I wouldn't have had those mood swings.

Either way, I can't go back and rearrange the past. Sonic knows about the baby but yet no-one knows his true emotions and feelings towards the living thing. He's put a mask over the fathering side to him, concentrating on only my health... Or in his mind lack of health.

Still staring past me into nothing.

I whispered his name trying to bring him down to earth. Truth is I'm scared. I don't even know if he's still in love with me, he couldn't have just moved on that fast, could he? Surely there's got to be something still there. I can only hope.

His blank eyes flicker at his name but apart from that there is no change to his frozen state.

Time to try something else, my last resort...

I grab him by the shoulders and lean into him. Pressing my cold lips against his warm lips. If the machine hadn't confirmed that I was still alive, this would have reassured me fully. Feeling the warm flow around me, my world spinning as my eyes closed gently.

He didn't return the kiss for the first few seconds but slowly I felt his strong arms wrap around my fragile body. His lips fighting for dominance that I easily gave, he wanted to feel in control again.

Seconds that seemed like hours passed and so did our kiss as we both parted; looking into his eyes I saw the same shine reflected upon him. His depression had lifted and was replaced by shock and surprise.

For a while there I didn't know what to say, so I spoke from the heart.

"...I'm sorry. For everything. Please forgive me?"

I looked hopefully into his eyes, showing him only remorse and love.

He needed to forgive me; I needed him to forgive me. Is that selfish? Am I acting on my own selfish impulse?

I didn't know if he was going to forgive me or not, his eyes glazed over again. Leaving me feeling cold as a draft blew past my shoulder.

His expression changed rapidly; only by close inspection could I pick out the true meanings in them all. At first he was happy, I was alive. But then he became sad, I'd lied. Anger, our arguments. And finally the last one stuck. He was angry about all the lies and tales and arguments. Angry that he had shed tears over my 'death'.

Finally he broke the intense silence with a cold hearted laugh, a sadistic laugh.

"Forgive you? I can't even stand to be in the same room as you right now... And as for 'you're sorry'? Ha another lie to add to your list." His poisonous words hit me like that car did, flashing everything before my eyes and covering me in a bright light. I closed my eyes, blinking back the tears. But when I reopened them he was gone. Can't say I blame him really. What hurt the most was he was right...

And I was wrong, Sonic the Hedgehog had moved on...

Amy Rose x