"Eddie, please stop," Jamie begged. "I said I was sorry. I couldn't just let them shoot her!"

Eddie stormed into the apartment and went straight to the bedroom closing the door.

Jamie sighed, this was the first time they had really come under fire in this way since getting together. Eddie had put herself in harm's way when she worked undercover, but Jamie had not been in the line of fire so to speak since they got together.

Jamie pushed the door open, "Do not talk to me, Reagan. I mean it. I do not want to hear your bleeding heart excuses as to why that was remotely a good idea!"

"Eddie, she is sick," Jamie sighed. "She was scared, you learned it at the academy too, you have a delusional schizophrenic, and all you have to do is play the role they put you in!" Jamie sighed. "I pretend I understand, she trusts me, no one gets hurt. No one got seriously hurt!"

"What if she lunged at you Jamie? You were standing right in the line of that knife, there was nothing we could have done to protect you."

Eddie began to undress slamming her jewelry on the dresser, tossing her clothes into the hamper, and vigorously applying her lotion before getting into bed.

Jamie sighed, "Eddie…"

"I'm tired, Jamie!" Eddie snapped. "I'm going to bed."

"Can't work talk this out, honey?" Jamie asked. "I realize you were scared…"

"Scared, try furious. I am furious with you! If it was a gun fight or something like that, where we didn't have a choice, or even an Op that was predictable or planned, okay, that's the job but this…You did it willingly!"

"So did you!" Jamie fired back. "I was against the undercover operation, it was not safe and you nearly died, I nearly lost you!"

"That was different!" Eddie fired back. "We talked it out first, and you weren't on board but you did support me. You did have at least a say and that was before we had all of this time, before we shared our baby!"

Jamie reached for Eddie but she slid away, "No, you aren't going to snuggle and cuddle it away, not tonight!"

All Jamie could do was let her be mad. He settled himself down and tried to sleep. He could feel Eddie's sobs but felt he had to respect her process. At some point Jamie fell asleep from sheer exhaustion only to be awakened later by Eddie's screams.

Jamie appeared alone turning to study his surroundings, spinning with each dancing shadow that jumped out at him. There were faces, so many faces of the men and women they had confronted, all of them stood laughing with knives.

Eddie called out to Jamie, "Why are you going alone? I'm here, don't go alone…wait for back up!" Jamie didn't answer. Instead he absently continued looking around, no fear just determination in his eyes.

A shadow jumped out from darkness, seemingly for no reason and grabbed Jamie around the waist so the officer couldn't fight back.

Eddie started to scream but nothing came out, she was frozen watching helpless as the shadows stabbed Jamie several times before disappearing.

With loud sobs from deep inside her Eddie ran to Jamie and knelt beside Jamie's lifeless body screaming in agony at the corpse of her lover and partner.

Eddie's screams jolted Jamie out of a dead sleep. He turned to see Eddie crying, tossing in her sleep. "Eddie!" Jamie shook her gently trying to wake her and free her from the horrific dream trapping her.

"Jamie…Jamie, no!" Eddie cried. "Don't leave me…no…"

"Eddie, I'm here. Wake up, baby! Wake up!"

Eddie shot up gasping for air. "Hey, breathe easy. Breathe easy," Jamie soothed. "I'm here, I'm here, sweetheart."

Jamie pulled Eddie closer as she covered her face and cried, "You're here…You're okay…"

"I'm fine, baby," Jamie soothed. "I'm fine, I didn't get hurt. I didn't get hurt now or before, I am fine, I promise."

"Don't let go!" Eddie sobbed. "I'm sorry I was so hateful. I was scared and I…we can really talk it out tomorrow as partners but can you just…?"

"Hold you near and take all the scary away?" Jamie asked kissing her head. "I can do better than that. Let me go for a minute, okay? Just a minute, I'll be right back."

Jamie slid out of bed to get Eddie a glass of water, "Here, you hold this…take a couple sips." Jamie removed his shirt and lowered the band of his sweatpants. "You see? I'm fine, not a mark on me. I am fine."

Eddie put the water down and crawled closer to Jamie, She laid her head on his chest and rubbed her cheek on the soft skin there. "I'm sorry, I was awful. I'm sorry."

Jamie sighed, "No, it's all right, you were scared. Tomorrow, as partners, we'll work this out, for now…come back to bed."

Jamie pulled Eddie toward him and began to stroke her back. "You are soaked. You want to take a shower?"

"No," Eddie sniffled. "I want you to hold me. I can't…"

"Okay, all right," Jamie soothed. "I won't let you go, all right. I promise I won't let you go."

Eddie shut her eyes and tried to fall back to sleep. It was easier to doze with her head on Jamie's chest. The thumping of his heart and the warmth of his body a continual reminder that his death was just a dream and that he was here to hold her close and keep the horrors of life outside their little world, he had faced danger and he had survived…this time…

A/N: This one was mostly Jamko fluff, but since we don't get that on the show…here it is. Hope you all liked it, one more story for the episode tomorrow. Don't forget to leave your reviews, I like them almost as much as Jamko fluff…okay maybe they are equal. ;)