Okay, pretty sure that this is the final update for the night, but I am honestly not sure just yet. Anyways, this was very very very hard for me to write and things are about to get really ugly really quick.

Disclaimer: I don't own Austin and Ally or The Disney Channel. I don't own the song lyrics either.


Ally's POV

Then again so can...

Logan.

He looks between Dez and I and while my hair and makeup look perfect, Dez's hair looks kind of unruly as if he just had sex, but we didn't so I'm sure that this looks bad really bad. I keep saying the Hail Mary prayer over and over again, but really there's no point. Dez and I might as well have been caught in the act from the look on Logan's face. I didn't think that he'd be standing there, but I should have known better.

He's standing literally outside the door, he looks just absolutely heartbroken. Oh my God! How long has he been there?

"Logan, we can explain."

He says absolutely nothing at first, I'm sure that it doesn't help that Dez smirks at him. I touch his arm, he recoils at my touch and refuses to look at me. "Tell me what happened, Ally. Did you sleep with Dez?"

"No." I say sounding very short with him upset that he just assumed that I did.

"But you fooled around with him?"

I don't say anything and nod my head, "What did you guys do?" He asks me and I can see that his eyes are starting to look glassy.

Dez decides to answer, "I fingered her and she gave me a hand job."

He blinks in disbelief, "You son of a bitch! I didn't need the graphic detail especially with how I feel about her." He yells and Logan just completely flips the fuck out, sucker punches Dez and knocks him out cold.

"Logan. What was that? I told you that I don't like violence." He looks like he's about to explode, he's just as scary as Austin is when he's this angry.

"What was that?! WHAT WAS THAT ALLY?! I know that we're not exclusive, but how in the fuck am I supposed to feel with you being with other guys and doing things with Dez? Is this the first occurrence?"

"I don't. Of that?" Referring to Dez and I hooking up,"Yes." I manage to stutter out.

"A few days ago you know the day when we were leaving Ireland when you came out into the hallway looking flushed. Did something happen between you then too?"

"He had me pushed up against the wall, and yes we made out but that's all we did then."

"I've heard enough. I told you. I told you that I was scared, here I was worrying more about you going back to Austin when you just fucking hooked up with Dez. He's the one that I really should have been worried about since he's right here and all." His eyes are watering and he blinks them back and remains strong.


What the fuck have I done?

Imagine how much worse it would be if you actually slept with Dez.


At some point Jess comes into the hallway, "Guys, what is all this screaming?" He looks at Jess with his hand balled in a fist and starts flipping out again.

"Ally just fucking might as well have had sex with Dez that's what just happened!" Jess looks at me, then Logan and then Dez and immediately sees that whatever we're yelling about must be really really bad. Yet I can see that she's still really confused.

"Uh, Logan. Dez is unconscious. Oh my god, did you hit him? You know that you shouldn't because of your background and what you're capable of."

"Logan, what is she talking about?" There's edge to my voice when I remember that earlier he had said that there were other things that he wanted to tell me but just not yet.

"Jess, tell me. I need to know what he's keeping from me."

"Don't you dare Jess, your loyalty lies with me. I'm family, Ally's just your friend."

"Don't take your anger out on Jess. She doesn't deserve your wrath. It's me that you're angry at and obviously Dez, but probably more-so me."

"You know what, I'm sorry Jess." He pauses and looks at her apologetically, "Ally's right I'm beyond fucking livid with her right now, I'm not dragging you into the middle of this. Now, how about you give me some more answers Ally. Are you going to fucking tell me that you did it because you feel something for him and/or to put the icing on the cake let me venture to guess that Dez is in love with you?"

I don't even respond, Dez is now conscious and must have heard what Logan said, "I do and yes I'm in love with her."

"You have got to be fucking kidding me. I should have known. I should have known that he was acting more as a protective best friend. God fucking damn it, and here I thought we had an actual and real connection." He throws his hands up in the air wildly.

"Logan, stop you're scaring me."

"I'm leaving and going to the venue now." He walks away leaving Jess and I standing there to help Dez up.

"Guys I have to try to go talk to him. You understand right?" Jess just nods her head and Dez feels guilty looking like he's beating himself up when I'm just as much at fault here.

"LOGAN!" He keeps walking and doesn't turn around once. I finally catch up to him and put myself directly in front of him. "Logan, we have to talk about this."

"Ally, I have nothing to say to you right now."

I manage to find the words to choke out, "Please Logan."

"I've said what I needed to say and I don't want to say anything I might regret, so I'm just going to go."

He calls for a taxi, just leaves me standing there completely in tears right in front of the elevator. Thank God I have false eyelashes on and waterproof mascara and I'm just hoping that it doesn't smudge. I can't say that I blame him though. I'm just so confused or I was. I am attracted to Dez, but realistically I just can't date him. It's not right and I know that I'm going to have to tell him at some point and hope that he understands because he said that he just wants me to be happy.


Logan's POV

I'm in the back of the taxi on my way to the venue where all of my stuff already is for the concert. I left her and walked into the elevator and she was crying, and I don't even know why. Was it guilt? Was it because she genuinely cares? There's no way that she feels the way that I do, at least that's how I feel right now.

I can't believe that Ally was with Dez, and he made her and ugh! I don't even want to let my mind take me there right now. I'm so angry at myself and I feel so stupid. I just opened up to her about what happened with Tracey and I told her that I was scared. I don't even know what to think or how to feel. I had all of these special plans for Ally and I while we're here and I just don't know. One thing's for sure, my last song that I open with I'm bringing her on stage and I'll have her sing it with me. I mean I know that we're not exclusive but you would think after all of the shit Austin put her through with Piper she wouldn't put someone else through this.

The cab driver pulls up to the venue, I pay him and get out. My phone starts to ring, it's Jess. I pick up on the second ring,

"Hi Jess."

"Logan, are you at the venue already?"

"Yes, I am. I'm going to rehearse or something backstage."

"Logan, Ally's falling apart right now. I just had to re-do her foundation and blush."

"What do you want me to do about it?"

"Will you talk to her?" She's got this certain tone, the one that she uses when she wants me to concede and give in to whatever it is that she wants me to do.

"No, not right now I'm not. I can't even to put into words."

"I know Logan. You don't have to tell me because I saw it in your eyes and the devastation behind them. You rarely get upset unless."

I cut her off, "You have no idea what you're talking about."

She gives me something in between a smirk and like she feels bad for me, "Oh, I think I do which is why you're acting so on edge right now."

"Jess, I'm not talking about this right now."

"Are you still singing that particular song tonight?"

"Yes."

"Are you sure? And you still want her on stage with you?"

"Yes and yes."

I don't even know what I'm thinking at this point honestly, if anything at all.

"Alright, well I'm going to try to put Ally back together and then we'll head over there and be there in a half hour or so. I honestly have no idea how long she's going to be upset."

"I honestly don't see why she's so upset that I'm not talking to her right now, but whatever I'll see you when you arrive." I then hang up on the phone and start rehearsing for the concert.


Thirty Minutes Later

Jess, Ally and Dez arrive and I notice that I gave Dez a real shiner and he has a pack of ice on his eye. Jess walks up to me, meanwhile Ally and Dez just stay talking in the corner to each other. I guess she's just trying to keep her distance because she knows that I'm really agitated at the moment with her.

"Are you calmer now?" Jess asks me and there's worry in her voice.

"Honestly, no." I look down at my feet and avoid eye contact with her.

"Logan. We really should talk about what it is your feeling. I don't want you flying off the handle again."

"Jess, no. I just want to do the opening act. When I'm finished I'm leaving and going back to our hotel." She sighs, "Well you're on in five minutes."

I still haven't talked to Ally yet and I need to pull it together. I need to be professional. I need to be able to perform successfully on stage and whatever emotion I'm feeling I'll just put it all into the songs I'm singing. I take the stage and perform Not A Bad Thing but while performing there's pain clearly evident while I'm singing and there's girls in the audience actually crying.

And every other night for the rest of the nights that there are
And every morning I just wanna see you staring back at me

Cause I know that's a good place to start

I know people make promises all the time
Then they turn right around and break them
Then someone cuts your heart open with a knife
Now you're bleeding

I go on to sing the rest of the song focusing solely on the audience and not even bother to look to see if Ally's watching or even listening to my set. Right now, I honestly really don't care if she is or not.


Who do you think you're kidding?

It feels like my heart is bleeding right now.


I finish singing Not A Bad Thing, proceed to go onto the next. I can't believe that I've already been on stage for ten minutes already. I'm nervous because it's time to bring Ally onto stage. When I finish the song I bring Ally on stage. She comes out with a smile on her face, but I can tell that it's forced. She doesn't look like she's been crying.

That's probably because Jess probably had her put red eye relief eye drops in her eyes.

"Alright guys so Ally and I here are going to sing a duet. I hope you guys are ready and that you enjoy it."

I don't look at Ally, but made it clear to Jess that Ally needed to have these lyrics memorized by the time I brought her on stage tonight. On her sheet paper that Jess would've shown her. My vocals are the bold italics whereas hers are just in italics alone, when it comes to the chorus we pretty much split it and then end up harmonizing together. Once again I'm standing in the middle of the stage with my guitar and there's orange and a dark green lighting in the background. Ally is standing at her mic stand on the side of me.

Neon Trees: "Sleeping With A Friend"

All my friends, they're different people

Anxious like the ocean in a storm

When we go out, yeah, we're electric

Coursing through our bodies 'til we're one

I feel the electricity course through my veins when we're together and her lips are on mine, I want to look at her, but I just can't right now.

And why mess up a good thing, baby?

It's a risk to even fall in love

Still refusing to look at her and singing the previous lyrics to the audience with a force fueled in my voice.

So, when you give that look to me

I better look back carefully

'Cause this is trouble, yeah this is trouble

Those lyrics are pretty self-explanatory. She's hung up on Austin, yet she's intimate with me and she has been fucking around with Dez at the same time.

I said ooh, ooh

You got me in the mood, mood

I'm scared

But if my heart's gonna break before the night will end

I said, ooh, ooh we're in danger

Sleeping with a friend, sleeping with a friend

All my friends, stay up past midnight

Looking for the thing to fill the void

It's the truth all of my friends are just out looking to get laid late at night, I'm not going to lie. I definitely wasn't a complete angel in the past.

I don't go out much like I used to

Something 'bout the strangers and the noise

(Logan & Ally)

And why leave when I got you, baby?

It's a risk but babe, I need the thrill

As I sing this line I turn to her and she turns to look at me, our eyes lock while I sing that verse directly to her, only her. The crowd starts to go crazy because it's the first time that I've actually looked at Ally since before the song even started. We're harmonizing and singing this part together.

I never said you'd be easy

But if it was all up to me

I'd be no trouble, hey, we're in trouble

I said ooh, ooh

You got me in the mood, mood

I'm scared

But if my heart's gonna break before the night will end

I said, ooh, ooh we're in danger

Sleeping with a friend, sleeping with a friend

(Logan & Ally)

We are both young, hot-blooded people

We don't wanna die alone

Two become one, it could be lethal

Yeah, no kidding.

Sleeping with a friend

All my friends

All my friends

All my friends

All my friends

I said ooh, ooh

You got me in the mood, mood

I'm scared

But if my heart's gonna break before the night will end

I said, ooh, ooh we're in danger

Sleeping with a friend

(All my friends) Sleeping with a friend

(All my friends)

If my heart's gonna break before the night will end

I said, ooh, ooh we're in danger

Sleeping with a friend

Ally and I finish the song and I let her take over and start her concert. I smile and wave to the crowd, briefly bow and walk off the stage. I grab my guitar and decide as promised that I need to not be here and just leave and go back to the hotel.

"Logan, where are you going?"

I turn to see that it's Dez and not Jess inquiring. "What's it to you?"

"I'm sorry man. I wasn't expecting you to be outside the door, but I do have feelings for her."

He's just making everything so much worse. "Yeah, not just any feelings you fucking love her."

"Please don't give me another black eye. Why are you so jacked up about this? She left my side to go after you, shouldn't that say something to you?" He inquires and I push right past him. "Enjoy Ally's concert. I'm going back to the hotel."


A/N: I'm not even kidding you guys I was crying while typing this chapter.

What the hell is up with Logan? Why is he acting like he is right now? What do you guys think is going on with Logan? What the heck was Jess trying to say but he kept cutting her off?

Looks like Ally might not have to say something to Dez after all, that he may have realized it on his own. Don't worry guys Dez is okay, he's just gotta figure everything out.

Dear Logan: I'm so sorry baeeeee! I just want to hug you.