Carrying The Killers Spawn
Ian raped Spencer... and now she is the one pregnant and not Melissa.
Follow her in her journey with Toby by her side.
A/N: Decided to make this longer. I'm sorry that I've been busy. I have been spending my vacation with family on trips. I had wifi on my itouch for a few days but that was my only connection to the outside for 2 weeks since I was in Ossipee and Winepesoci (Two lakes in New England) plus I also had to visit my dad for a while sooo I'm pretty busy .
Chapter 25
Spencer's POV
Dream
I sat in a rose garden in one of those little cafe tables with my mother we were drinking tea together and there was nothing around us besides an endless rose garden.
"So how are you doing Spencer?" My mother said after taking a sip of her tea.
"I'm sad , today was your funeral and I almost broke down. Mom what will I do without you?" I asked looking down at my tea.
"Things will be fine Spencer. I know you can do this. " She told me looking me in the eyes." She told my with confidence and then I heard a faint ringing sound.
"I have to go." She told me standing up and I stood up as well .
"I'm going to miss you mommy." I said getting teary eyed hugging her.
"I will miss you too Spencer. Just know that I will always be with you in your memories." She said and I could tell she was getting sad too.
"Tell Nemo and Lola I said I love them." I told her and she smiled.
"Tell Aaron that his grandma wishes she got to spend some more time with him." She told me and I mimicked her nod.
"I'll see you later Spencer. "She told me turning around and walking into the garden slowly fading away.
"By mom." I whispered and then a light consumed me...
End of Dream
I opened my eyes as my reality sank in and i began to weep a little . I curled up against my pillow in my old room and had tears dampen the pillow.
"Hey there honey are you okay?" I heard Ashley ask from the doorway and I shook my head. " We all understand if you want a few minutes with your mom before the funeral or even after." She said.
"Thank you Ashley. " I whispered as I rose up from the bed in a zombie like state (or like A at the end of the last episode) .
"No problem honey. " She said walking away as soon as I heard her footsteps disappear I took a deep breath in and looked at everything around me and as I looked at all the old pictures on the wall of me as a kid with Melissa and my mom.
I stood up and went to my old closet and looked at it as though it were alien. Just a year ago I was living in this room , 6 months ago even. I had not been out of m house long but I have been long enough. I went to my closet and chose the simplest black dress there.
That Afternoon
"May Veronica Hastings rest in peace and we all remember as a wonderful loved woman who's life was cut short." The pastor said and he nodded to me and Toby. We looked at each other and Toby nodded at me to reassure me that I could do this.I looked around for my dad to see if he had come yet but he was no where in sight
I took a step forward and placed a white rose on her casket. As soon as I let go of the rose I dropped to my knees crying again as I felt Toby rubbing my back. Thank god Aaron was not here and was with Jenna and Mrs. Cavanaugh because I don't know what I would have done if he was here.
My own father couldn't be here for his wife and daughter. Toby and I were the ones that put together all the arrangements , he just payed for them. Which was nice but I wish he were here to say goodbye to mom. Ironically I am the only family member of hers here and I was the one she hated the most.
"It's okay Spencer." Toby whispered as he snaked his arms around my waist. I nodded slowly but I kept on crying. I don't know why mother who was a complete bitch to me is making me feel this bad. I want to hate her but I can't . I love her and I hope Melissa gets what she deserves in 3 days at her hearing.
So this is supposed to be sad.. the next chapter will be too. Then there will be a few fluffy chapters and a big surprise... okay maybe not that big but in 2 chapters something big will happen! Any guesses? It has something to do with a liar... so here are 4 possibilities.
1) Ezra leaves Aria and she gets together with Jason (Which I wish will happen in the show)
2) Emily runs into Maya and Emily says she is
3) Hanna announces she is pregnant
4) Spencer and Toby decide that they are going to move.
