Blaine

"I can't-."

I'm not sure what that means but Kurt looks panicked.

"Kurt? What do you mean?"

He sits up to let my cock slip out before he sits back down again.

"Blaine. Can we maybe enjoy this until the competitions are over and talk then? Please let's not make this harder now. There are so many things to talk about. I know you want to. I want to talk too but please. Let us have this first. Can you? Can you do that for me?"

First I am confused, then hurt. I don't understand why he doesn't want to talk it out. I really don't get it. We're making things harder this way.

I sigh in defeat.

"If you insist."

"Blaine. Please please believe me that I really really like you and I love what we have right now. I really do."

Well that doesn't sound too bad now. I watch him closely and I can see fear and affection. Maybe I just have to give him time.

"Okay. But please promise me that we will talk. You're not just a hookup for me, Kurt."

Oh. There is relief in his eyes but on top there is still the fear.

"I promise. And you're not a hookup for me either."

That was kinda obvious for me now too.

"I know."

We clean up quickly and cuddle in bed. Just enjoying the presence of each other. No talking needed right now. Just when I'm about to dose off, my stomach starts to growl. We both laugh out loud.

"The beast must be fed, it seems."

He's so mean to me.

"Kuuuuuuuuurt."

"Blaine. You worked hard the last couple of hours and I think it's time to reward you with breakfast. And please keep in mind that it's my turn today to make you come so eat well. But don't overdo it. I can't stand to be puked on or something like that."

He isn't real, is he? I slap his butt when he gets up and the yelp and the look he sends me makes me shiver.

We get dressed, brush our teeth in the en-suite bathroom and share sweet glances in the mirror.

This whole morning feels like paradise. I grab his hand on our way to the breakfast room.

"Do you meet up with your family today?"

"No, I'm all yours for today. And tomorrow for that matter."

Oh the possibilities.

"Excellent."

"Something I should know about?"

"No. Not yet. Wait and see, Kurt. Patience is a virtue."

He snorts out loud and some people look over to us.

"Honey, my virtue is long gone."

There are some dirty dirty thoughts clouding my brain. Oh Kurt is so in charge.

"Oh maybe you could pretend to be one for me, sometime."

Oh gosh how cute. He blushes a little at my suggestion.

"Wait and see, Anderson. I may have something up my sleeve, sometime."

Ah there he is again, the forward, sexy guy.

"You turn quite some heads here, honey."

I look around to look what he is referring to and some guys are definitely staring at me. I have to grin when I look back at Kurt. He seems a little jealous.

"Not interested."

"Good boy!"

Oh this is so much fun. I could get used to that.

We agree to watch a movie in Kurt's room. We thought about heading out to Columbus but what should we do. We're both not really in the mood to head out today. 'Relaxing' is the word of the day.

The room is cleaned and we lounge on the bed. Cuddling and enjoying each others presence. Kurt has his head on my shoulder and I caress his back under his shirt.

We didn't chose an action movie though and the story line is quite tiring and it doesn't take long until Kurt is sleeping soundly on me.

I watch rather him than the movie now and when he sleeps his face is soft and open. No confusing expressions. Just relaxed and young. He definitely should have some rest. The past days were exhausting and our spare time was satisfying but tiring too.

So I breath him in and am quite happy with just watching him sleep until my phone vibrates in my pocket.

It's my mother.

I slowly get up, without waking Kurt and hurry into the bathroom to take the call.

"Hi Mom."

"Blaine! We are so proud of you. We saw it in the news. Wow. American Record Time. Honey that is so amazing."

"Thank you. I have no idea how I did that."

"Oh well. But you did and that's amazing."

"How are you and Dad?"

"We're great, Blaine. Everything is great. Let's talk about that another time. I actually had a reason to call. So what is going on between you and that guy from the New York team. I saw pictures of you all cozy in the water and out of the pool."

"Erm. Nothing. We're colleagues and we attend the same competitions. He's nice and very cute and sweet and kind. We talked a lot the last couple days."

"Blaine don't even try to lie to me. You're smitten like a cat. I can see that in those pictures. I know my son. Are you coming over today or tomorrow?"

"Mom. No I'm busy. How's Kiki?"

"She's good, Blaine. She's a good girl."

"Yeah? Oh good."

"Blaine. I want to meet him. He could accompany you and visit us."

"No, I can't ask him to accompany me."

"Why not. He's off today and tomorrow too, like you, right? I want to meet the guy who stole my babies heart."

"No! He'll be gone in a couple of days."

"I get that but I want to get to know him. Just for coffee or something. You should fight for him, Blaine. Aren't you happy that we want to meet him?"

"Of course I'm happy that you want to meet him."

"So where is the problem then. Are you ashamed of us?"

"No Mom. Come on. I don't know where we stand, okay?"

"Yeah well I understand that but we won't bite. And you like him right? Like really like him?"

"Of course I like him like that."

"See? That's the reason why we want to meet the guy who makes you all googly. Come on, Blaine. Can't you at least ask him?"

"God, can you please stop it?"

"Alright. But please come over to see us, will you? We wanna hug you."

"Yes, I'll come see you in 2 or 3 days to get Kiki."

"Hopefully not just to get Kiki. You haven't been around much, lately. We miss you, Blaine."

"I know."

"Will you please at least say hi to him?"

"Yes, I'll say hi to him. Have to go. Love you. Bye."

"Bye, honey."

"Gosh... I can't believe her."

My mother can be too much, sometimes.

I step out of the bathroom and see that Kurt is awake. He sits in bed with adorable bed hair.

"Oh. You're awake."

"I am. Was that your mother?"

"Erm yes. She told me to say hi to you."

I hope he's not creeped out now.

"Ooooh that's nice. Please say hi back when you talk the next time. What did you tell her about me. Or us?"

What the hell should I tell him now. I mean I didn't tell them about my feelings for Kurt. But I know my mother.

"Um well. I told her that I met someone and that we get along really good."

"And?"

"That you are very cute and sweet and kind and nice and that I like you very much."

"And what did she say?"

"She was trying to get me to take you with me to visit her soon. I told her that you'll be gone in a couple of days and she said that I should fight for you. Basically. I know she's acting ridiculous. But she's always like that."

I have no idea, what Kurt is thinking right now. Meeting the parents was a no-no in the last years. Well. I didn't date so there is no reason to take a hookup to my parents to meet them. It's different with Kurt though.

He doesn't reply and just nods. Well, I guess I have my answer to that.

Every time when I think everything falls into place, a stupid call or conversation or whatever changes everything again. My time with Kurt is like a roller-coaster. Ups and downs. I don't know how to change that. Maybe start a conversation again.

"What do you want to do now?"

Kurt looks at me and I can see him thinking before he smirks again.

"I wanna do you. You can choose the position."

Holy shit. Every time I ask for direction he comes up with sex. Is he me now? Not that I don't want to. Of course I do.

"I am up for anything, really. What do you have in mind, Kurt?"

He's naked in a fraction of a second and crooks his finger to beckon me forward.

"Get naked and lay down on your front. I will prep you and then I'll take you like that. Are you okay with that?"

"Kuuuurt. Of course."

"Good. Come on. Take your clothes off."

I do as I'm asked and when my clothes are lying on the floor my cock is ready to go. This guy gets me hard only with a look. Holy hell. I lie down on the bed and Kurt hurries into the bathroom for a second before he comes back with a bottle of massage oil or something like that. Okay, I didn't expect that.

"Relax, honey. I'll take care of you."

Oh you have no idea.

"Okay."

Kurt climbs onto my thighs and opens the bottle. He dribbles a bit of the oil onto my back and closes the cap of the bottle before I feel his warm hands rubbing up and down my back to spread the liquid.

His hands are warm and smooth. He starts kneading my shoulders and I can't stifle a groan of appreciation. My muscles are sore after the last 2 days of exercises.

Kurt snickers and massages lower. It's heavenly.

After maybe 20 minutes I am pliant and my limbs are heavy.

He squeezes my butt cheeks and I can't wait for more. I hear the lube bottle being opened and I know what's coming.

Kurt's preparation is slow and delicious.

"More, Kurt. I need more."

I can hear the condom wrapper and soon Kurt spreads my cheeks and pushes his cock inside of me. Slow, deliberate, teasing.

"Please..."

"I've got you, honey. Patience."

I spread my legs wider and then he's in me. All the way inside. It feels like heaven.

Kurt shuffles a little until he's fully on top of me and I welcome the weight on my body. It's intimate and personal.

The drag is slow. In-out-in-out. He kisses my shoulder and puts open-mouthed kisses on my neck and my upper spine. I shudder. It's amazing. We stay like this for a while before Kurt snaps.

He picks up the pace and I push myself up on my elbows. The nudges against my prostate are much needed now and I moan loud and low. I can't do that much longer.

"Kurt. More. Harder. Faster."

"Okay, baby."

The endearments are nearly enough to send me over the edge. Kurt is loud now. Even louder than when he bottoms. I'm done. I scream. Kurt too. He slumps on top of me again and I can't move.

I'm blacking out from the sensations in my body.