Jay and Emma drove in silence, the night was calm, and all you head was the speed of the car driving along the road.

Jay opened his front door. Emma took notice it wasn't the townhome he use to live in but a whole new house, and just his.

Wouldn't it be lonely, all by himself?

As Emma looked around and leaned on the back of his leather couch, she admitted he probably wasn't alone, and Spencer was here a lot.

Emma sadly looked around the cozy house.

"It's nice." she confessed in a small voice.

Jay was still by the front door, leaning on the frame and watching her until he nodded and stepped inside, closing the door.

Emma bit her lip nervously as it was quiet, just them.

"I-Is Spencer here.." she drifted off and looked up at him when he chuckled slightly, standing infront of her and cupped her head into his hands, she melted into his touch.

"I don't live with Spencer, Emma." he answered the question on her mind.

Emma tried not to look so relieved, but he always saw through her and smirked leaning down and kissed her again, this time it was soft and tender, and her heart was beaing fast. It lasted a minute until they slowly pulled apart but stayed close.

"Who is he?" Jay's deep voice croacked out, his hands now falling to her hips.

Emma knew he must of meant Todd, there really wasn't any men in her life after Jay. It was too crazy to even try and just no one caught her attention. Guess that's why it hurt so much Jay was actually in a relationship when he came back.

Oh god.. he's IN a relationship.

Emma took his hands off of her and gave him a look of disbelief and he turned his head confused, "What?" he asked.

"You're with someone." she reminded him. He wasn't suppose to be this guy anymore, a cheater.

Jay gave her a look, so? She was with Todd was she not?

"And what about Todd?" he snapped back, "I'm not the only one in the wrong here. Least I know who I'd pick in the end!"

Emma snapped back, "He was my date for one night!" and it was JUST to make him jealous. She wasn't in a relationship, she couldn't cheat, Jay made her do it once to Peter and though being with him felt so right, it was wrong to hurt other people by not telling the truth.

"Usually fuck guys on the first date?" bittered Jay and her hand automatically hit his face.

She glared madly at him as he clenched his jaw and looked back at her

"Wow, Greenpeace, who knew you had that in you." he taunted, and she shook her head at him. He had to use that old nickname..

"What's wrong with you now? Why are you so.." Emma looked for a word as she sized him up and down, "Empty." she breathed.

Jay wanted to laugh, or get mad, he wasn't sure. He looked at her like she was insane though. They lost a baby, he almost died for her, and she left him. Not only did she leave him with just a goodbye but the last memory he had to have of her was them kissing.

Jay finally answered her with so much anger in his eyes, "Maybe because I had a knife stabbed into my heart and physically into my stomach."

Emma avoided his glare and looked away, her gut turning. He was right. Yet she had some good points too. Maybe it's just not the time to be together..

"You made me empty." he finished.

Emma peireced her lips together tightly, feeling awful and since she held even more secrets away from him, it made her feel even worse. Jay watched as tears came to her eyes, he didn't think that'd make her cry least show it.

"I'm going to go." Emma choked out and went to walk out by he grabbed her back against the couch.

Jay shook his head, "No, we're going to stand here like adults and talk this out." he told her.

Emma tried to fight his hand off her but couldn't and snap, "When do we ever talk? It's sex, sex and sex. I can do better." she didn't know why she was saying these words, she just wanted him to let her go.

That or she'll say something she'll really regret, and she didn't want him finding out.

He raised his eyebrows, "Oh really?" he called bullshit right there, Emma wasn't the 'sex only' kind of girl, he had to learn to talk and share just because of her. But if she wanted to play it that way?

Emma gasped when his hands gripped her hips, jumping her up on the top of the couch and he ripped at her jeans and spread them open.

She knew she should say no, but his hands were so talented and he worked one hand right down her jeans. Emma's mouth fell, and she held onto the couch tightly as his fingers trailed up and down her wetness.

God she was already so turned on and she couldn't even hide it. She bit her lip hard and he stood over her and rubbed harder but slower and she cried out and reached her arms up to his shoulders, clinging onto him now and grinded a bit back onto his hand. he inserted two fingers at once and Emma started to tremble.

"Jay!"

There it was, that cry of his name. He was hard already but only stayed focused on her.

He pumped his fingers, slipping easily in and out by how wet she is, "I would of done anything for you." he bittered at her, but admired her pleasurable looks on her face and she moaned when he said that and opened her eyes

She crashed her mouth to his and they kissed deeply until she was tensing so much, she couldn't. She was getting there and right when she shut her eyes tight to feel herself explode, he stopped, and she panted, opening her eyes and gave him a what the hell look.

She watched him look down at her and then slipped his hand out and stared down at her jeans as he slowly buckled them back up and he then leaned forward and softly kissed her forehead. She finally caught her breath and was just so confused. Why'd he stop? God he was only one that could make her feel so good, even just by looking at her.

She watched him walk to the front door and opened it. Wow. Was he kicking her out?

He scratched the back of his neck and spoke, "If it's just sex, you're going to stay here, and finish this..or you're going to walk out this door, because now you feel humilated, and mad at me for showing you you're more than just a fuck.. and I'm more to you too. You're going to be mad, because you know I just proved you wrong."

Emma's mouth fell, seeing exactly what he was doing, that LITTLE jerk off. She couldn't believe him, and some of her was trying to get the courage to just stay and sleep with him, just to prove him wrong and now show how embarressed she really did feel right now. Her anger was just too much though to stay, and that's what he was trying to proove, that they were more than sex, they had feelings, deep feelings. She still loved him and she couldn't believe he won this round and stood there so sure about it

She stormed up to him and spat, "I'm leaving cause you're a piece of shit." she insisted and he just nodded, rolling his eyes and closing the door behind them.

"That's why." he taunted, seeing he won and he now was 110% sure she still loved him too and he was over joyed by that. Jay Hogart finally could make Emma feel wrong about something for once in her life. He wanted to roll in that all day

He drove her home to her parents house and Emma growled, getting out.

"No kiss goodbye?" Jay taunted her and she slammed the door behind her and walked up to her front door, glaring over her shoulder at him.

Jay smirked, lovingly at that.

He could even hear the door slam behind her.

Oh well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes, I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words; it makes me weak
And I never want to say goodbye
But girl, you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

(Hinder-Lips of An Angel)