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I want to run away

"Hikaru leave Kaoru the hell alone. Your acting childish" I said trying to get his mind off his twin and the shy maid. Hikaru looked back at me with agitation but for reasons unknown to me that agitation quickly disappeared.

He grabbed my hand and pulled me closer his forehead rested upon mine and he looked down at me with a tiny smile. He kissed gently resting hands on my hips. I returned the soft kiss and wrapped my arms around his neck.

With Hikaru it was so different than what I was used to. He would one minute make me so angry and than he would kiss me and suddenly all that anger would melt away. I woke up screaming and crying but instead of running away like I expected him to he stayed with me the entire night.

There was times that I wanted desperately to convince him that I was no good. I tried to push him away and I would become frustrated when he would remain stubbornly by my side. It was in those moments that I would allow myself to think that he loved me. Of course neither of us ever said it and I don't think we would say it anytime soon.

"Kagome let's get in to the water." he said trying to pull me in to the pull and I dug my heels in to the ground.

"I'll stay here" I said and Hikaru looked at me curiously.

"You know I noticed that you never seemed to want to go in the deep end with me. You can't swim?" Hikaru asked and I glanced over at Kaoru he glanced at me and grinned. He quietly asked the tiny blonde girl if she wanted to go have dinner and she quickly agreed.

I sighed and I silently pleaded with Hikaru to just drop it but instead he scooped me up and dropped me in to the water.

The thought of you wanting me,

Holding me, caring for me,

Terrifies me.

I quickly grabbed on to the wall and gripped the concrete structure. Terror filled me once I realized that my feet couldn't touch the bottom. I squeezed my eyes shut as I felt water splash on to my face. I turned back and saw Hikaru behind me somehow managing to stay afloat.

"Come on Kagome" Hikaru said holding out his hand and I shook my head.

"Trust me" He said and I looked in to his eyes unsure if I could trust him or not. I had a feeling that this was about more than just trusting him enough in the water. I gripped the edge tighter unsure of what to do.

Despite all of these things

Pulling me away you

Have already manage

To take a hold of my heart.

I reached out an d grabbed his hand. Hikaru quickly pulled me to him and I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. Surprising Hikaru manages to keep both of us up.

"I didn't know you was scared to swim." He said

"It just doesn't brings along good memories." I muttered against his shoulders. Remembering that it was at an indoor pool that my step father violent nature first reared it's ugly head. I shivered as I remembered the sight of my own blood floating around me mixing in the water.

"You know it's kind of hot having you pressed up against me like this." Hikaru said and I looked up at him with a tiny smile. He always manages to pull me out of my dark thought. I lightly sucked on his neck and I heard his breathe hitch a bit.

I was surprised when suddenly my back was pressed against the wall and Hikaru ground his growing erection against my core. I moaned against his neck.

I am starting to love you

And you made me realize that

You can't claim to love someone

Without trusting them with al that you are.

"I love it when you do that" He groaned as I pushed back against him. I ground myself against his erection and Hikaru grip on the wall tightened. Hikaru bent over and gently sucked on my ear lobe causing a small moan to come for me.

"What the hell are you doing?" A familiar voice shouted hysterically and me and Hikaru cursed. I just loved my cousin and his perfect timing.

Thank you and since I

Am learning to love you

I am learning to trust you

And I am also learning that

Staying by your side is the only

Way I will ever be able to live.

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AnImE-cRaZy2014 -Only in one chapter did I use song lyrics but mainly this is just Kagome's thoughts. I'm still deciding if these are Kagome's thoughts at the moment or if these are her thoughts once she reflected on these events. It's just a Hikaru/ Kagome fic but there might be a tad bit of Kaoru/Kagome action.

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