A/N: Sorry for the delay, I've had a lot going on. I'm finally out of summer camp though, so hopefully I'll be able to update more often. Maybe, maybe not. Hey, did you see on it said that Terra might be coming back for the fifth season? I can only wonder if that's a good thing or a bad thing. Anyway, I hope you like and as for the length, I think I'm going to keep it short because they're diary entries and after all, how much time does a superhero have to write in his/her diary?
Starfire
Dear Diary,
I do not yet completely understand earthly ways. I do not understand why one human would wish to hurt another…it does not make sense. Today, we had to break up a gathering in which Robin referred to as a 'riot'. People were actually attempting to scratch and pull at the one in front of them. This upsets me very much. Where I come from, everything is lived in happiness. When my planet went to war, it surprised me so.
I asked Robin about this as soon as we returned to the tower. He told me that that is the way humans think. I asked of him if he ever thought like that and he told me 'no'. Then he told me that the only person he had ever thought of actually killing was the man who killed his parents. It must have been difficult with Robin growing up with no parents. I could not imagine surviving without a parental figure. That is precisely when Robin told me that he did have a parental figure. He said that Batman was his parental figure.
Sometimes I contemplate the life of Robin. He seems like everything is perfectly unharmed, when really he went through a graffload of problems. I wonder how my life would be different if I had never met him.
I must truly thank Robin for all of those times that he has helped me, because it is so kind of him. He is always arranging things for me, and yet I feel that I do nothing. I feel that it would only be fair for me to somehow repay Robin for all of his kindness, love, and consideration. How I must repay him perplexes me much, but I know that it by some means must be done.
Please diary, help me deal with these emotions. Please help me find a way to make Robin feel that I care about him as much as he cares about me, because I do. I so, truly do.
-Starfire
