'start story'

It's the day after the villages knew about hana's death you are in your house watching TV you are taking hana's death better then you thought after you had seen her yesterday but the only thing worring you is that you haven't seen gaara you sigh turning off the TV "where is he" you say to yourself looking out the window as you stand up and go outside you walk around for a bit just zooning out when you hear "Amy Amy!! hey Amy wait!!" you stop turning to see naruto running to catch up with you when he did he stop to catch his breath "Amy I got some bad news" naruto say's as you get a worried look after naruto got his breath he look at you "Amy you have to get to the gates and fast!" naurto say's you got a confused look.

you are running very fast to the gates no no this can't be! you thought he can't leave! you thought again

'flash back to what naruto say's'

"Amy it's gaara I saw him walking to the gates with his stuff and when I stop him to ask him where he was going he said he was going home" naurto say's "why!" you say's shocked "he say's he had no reason to stay here anymore now that hana is dead".

'end of flash back'

you close your eye's as your still running then shake your head opening your eye's picking up speed when you see the gates you run faster when you finally get there you stop looking around breath very fast and hard what you see is..nothing you were to late gaara had already left you ran to a ninja who watchs "um hey did you see a boy with red hair leave" you say as he look at you "yes about 10 minutes ago" he say's as your eye's widing looking down "oh...thank you" you say as you turn walking back as the guy watch you, you were walking you had your head down shadowing your face so no one could see the tears falling also as you were walking naruto saw you "Amy did you see him" naruto ask then see your head down and got a sad look without you looking up or stop "no I was to late" you say as you just walk right by him and all the way home you open your door closing it slowly behind you as you sit down on the couch still looking down not seeing midnight come out of the shadows she look at you "Amy" she say's as you look up her eye's widing seeing the tears falling down your face "he gone" you say sad "he?" she say's trying to act confused "gaara he went back home!" you yell coving your face with your hands as midnight stare at you with a sad look she hate seeing you cry "maybe..I shouldn't have" midnight say's in a low tone so you wouldn't hear but what she didn't know was you did hear what she said your eye's widing as you look at her "shouldn't have what" you ask as midnight look at you shocked "shouldn't have what!" you start to yell as midnight look away you start yo get mad as you stand up "what did you do!" you yell then it hit you as your eye's widing "you...you told him to leave didn't you" you say shocked as midngiht say's nothing and just look away more then you glare at her "why! why did you!!" you yell still she say's nothing "TELL ME DAMNIT!" you yell more louder this time as midnight finally look at you "it was an act" she say's as you got a confused look "gaara he was acting he never really love you" she say's as you got a shocked look "hana told him to act like he like you because she didn't want you to feel alone anymore" she say's as you just stare at her flash of everything you, hana and gaara did went through your mind all of it when he kiss you, hug you, look worryed at you it..it was all fake you couldn't believe it your eye's finally fall to the floor "that why..I told him to go back to his village so he wouldn't hurt you anymore" she say's with sadness in her voice as you fall back on to the couch then lay down still staring down at the floor as tears falling from your eye's as midngiht gave you one last sad look going back to the shadows

'ff 2 months'

all your friends now know about gaara leaving out of no where back to his village without a good bye tash and elexus were so angry at him for leaving you like that you like never leave your house anymore tash and elexus have to drag you out to get air into your body you haven't eaten much too and you looked pale everyone was worryed about you neji was piss off he swear the next time he sees gaara again he going to punch him in the face for doing this to you and your eye's have become so couldy it almost looks like you are blind that how light your red eye's look.

'Tash pov'

you are making lunch for you and sasuke when you were done you call in sasuke as you two eat in silents sasuke look at you "tash what's wrong" he asked as you look up "It's Amy I'm worryed she looks so pale and weak" you say as sasuke look down silent hit you two again when you were done eating sasuke say's he was going out to train so you were left home alone so you thought you'll go out and bug someone so you walk outside to find someone you saw shikmarua up ahead and smile running and jump giving him a hug "hey shikmarua!" you say as he sighs "hey" he say's with a lazy voice as you laugh a bit you two talk for a bit then you walk off to find somone else because shikmarua was being boring on your way you had took choji's chips as you walk by him you were eating looking around for someone to talk to you look ahead of you and stop dead staring at something in front of you with a chip in your mouth there in front of you by a food shore was Amy she had that sad look on her face like always she was getting some food you stand there watching her when "I feel so bad for her" you hear from behind you making you jump a mile you turn around with a shock look to see elexus standing there "where you come from!" you say but as you open your mouth to talk the chip fell from your mouth as you look down at the ground at the chip as you stare anime crying as elexus look at you "my mom" she say as you stop anime crying for a bit to look at elexus with a 'ew!' look then back down at your poor chip and start anime crying again as elexus laughed "you know tash there is more chips in the bag your holding" elexus say's as you look up and blink a few times "oh yeah" you say as you start eating happy again as elexus did a anime fall standing back with a sweat drop on the back of her head then she goes to take a chip you glare at her "mine!" you growl as elexus pout "come on share!" she yells as you stick your tongue out and take a hand full of chips and throwing them in your mouth as elexus pout more then turn crossing her arms "fine I didn't want any of your stupid chips anyways!" elexus say's as you smirk then a guy walk over and took the chips from your hands as you stare at your hands where once the chips were and elexus glares at the guy "hey give them back!" elexus yells as the guys just smirk "why don't you make me" he say and start eating the chips as you look at him with watery eye's "my chips!" you cried as the guy laughed elexus got mad and try to take them back but the guy was to tell for her so she couldn't get them as the guy laughed and elexus only got mader as she try to punch and kick him but it didn't work as he laugh "weak" he say's as elexus then snaps pulling out a kunai and cutting off his fingers as the chips fall to the ground along with his fingers both the guy and you looked shocked as elexus growl at the guy holding the now bloody kunai "hmph" the guys say's as he smirk and his finger then grow back you looked more shocked as did elexus "hahaha go ahead girl cut me all you want it will only grow back that one of my powers" the guy say's smirking as elexus growl and you glared then look down at your poor chips as elexus attack him back like he said everything elexus but off it just grow back soon the guy punch elexus in the face making her hit a wall hard you gasp "elexus!!" you yell worried as the guy laugh you turn to him glaring like there was no tomorrow then you growl walking up to him he didn't see you because he was to busy laughing as you growl then.

'BING!'

you kick him very hard in the nuts as his eye's widing from shock and pain holding himself he fall to his knee's moaning in pain as you growl "try growing that back" you hiss at him as elexus who has seen the whole thing started laughing as she clean her kunai and putting it away as she walk back over and pick up your chips and handing them to you as you looked at them then throw them to the ground again as elexus looked confused "I don't want them anymore" you say as you walk away elexus watch you walk away for a bit the shrug as she follows you,you and elexus go into a store and the first thing you do is shoot to get some valut as elexus goes to get rootbeer you two pay for your things and leave both drinking and talking were you met up with sakura sasuke naruto kiba shino and hinata you smile waving to them as you tow run over to them "hey look what I got!" you say holding the valut "oh god" sasuke say's "she'll be up all night now" he say as everyone start laughing as you stick your tongue at him as he smirk at you as you smile all you guy talk and have fun soon it start getting late so you all went home.

'ff midnight'

you shot up eye's wide "oh shit I got to go!" you say jumping out of bed running to the bathroom as sasuke sigh rolling on to his side after your done you sigh happy then as you pass a window to go back to your room you show something out of the corner of your eye as you stop and turn to see Amy walking down the road with a black cape on with the hood up as you stand there watching her what is she doing out there at this time of the night you thought then got your shoes on and ran outside you follow Amy all the way to the forest as you see her stop you hide behind a tree watching her what is she doing you thought as you see Amy walk to the middle of a clearing she stop in the middle and stand there then she look to the side as you do too to see another person in a cape with their hood up too the sound of katana's behind pull out hit your ears as your eye's widing as you watch them attack each other blood was everywhere and the sound of screaming of pain fill the air as a body hit the ground dead and a katana was pull out of the bodies stomach you stare shocked at Amy you couldn't believe what your eye's just saw without even looking your way "come out now I know you have been following me..Tash" you hear Amy say's as you gasp a bit but come out of hiding "Amy...what...what was that all about" you ask as she look at you with her cold cloudy like eye's making a shiver run down your back "he look at me the wrong way so...he must died" she say's as you stare at her shocked "people alway's like seeing me in pain now..it's my turn to laugh at others pain" she say's as a small smirk show's on her face A..Amy what's happen to you you thought as you stare at her wide eye she look at you seeing the confused look she sigh "look" she say as she hold up her hand darkness take over you as you look around but all you see is darkness then in a flash it was like you were in a movie as you see a little girl holding a stuffed cat walking down the road alone she had black midback hair red eye's you gasp "Amy" you say she was showing you a flash back of her life little amy walk to the park and sat on a swing alone swing slowly then a few kids came over and push her off the swing making her fall to the ground Amy never look up as she stare at the ground as the kids laugh "your so weird" one kid say's "yeah you have no mommy or daddy" a little girl say's with a smirk "yes I have a daddy and mommy" Amy say's in a little voice "ha! your so weird not even he and she want you!" a little boy say's as amy look down soon the kids start kicking amy as she try her best to stop them you stand there shock thena little boy took Amy's stuffed cat as amy scream "NO give that back!!" she yells trying to get it back but the boy push her down and laugh at her they start to mass with the cat as amy cried telling them to stop soon they leave laughing as amy sat on the ground with a cat missing one leg as tears were going down her face she wiped her face and grab the cat and the leg walking slowly back home when she got back she walk to the living room as he dad was going to leave the living room he look at her as she look up at him she had durt on her face, black eye, cut lip he just look at her then walk away out of the house as amy watch with a sad look as she walk to her room closing the door and sat on her bed staring at the cat with now only three legs she cried you stand there with sad eye's that so sad you thought then you see a dark shadow in the corner to see midnight walk out she look at the little amy crying and got a sad look she look at the cat and smile a sad smile and fix it "amy hunny look" she say in a soft voice as amy look up she smile "you fix it thanks mommy!" she say's happy hugging the cat as midnight smiled she got a mad look at all the cut on amy's arms, face and legs she clean amy up and sing her to sleep everything went black around you as you look around again and in a blink of a eye you were back in the clearing in the forest seeing Amy stare at you,you had nothing to say more of the word you couldn't say anything as amy stare at you a bit the turn and start to walk away as you watch with a sad look when you got back home you were not tired anymore as you sat on the couch looking down I..I had no idea that happen to Amy... you thought.

'ff 2 week'

two week has pass when you saw Amy that night and you have forgotten about that night too you would see Amy from time to time but nothing big you were at home right now sick because you stay out in the rain..playing sasuke told you not to but do you think you'll listen nope so now your laying on the couch watching TV and sasuke is in the kitchen " 'cough'...stupid cold 'cough cough' gah!" you say getting mad as you throw a fit sasuke walk in with a blow of soup he look at you and sigh "tash this is your fault I told you not to but you didn't listen" he say's as you pout throwing a pillow at him as he just step to the side he put the soup down and felt your forehead "went up a bit" sasuke say's then get the soup and help you sit up and feed you as you smile liking this "I like this maybe I should make you feed me more" you say smirking as sasuke look at you with a 'yeah right' look but keep feeding you anyways "gahhh! hot!!" you say with your tongue out as you try to cool it off as sasuke try not to smirk "oop's sorry must be still hot" he say's as you glare at him with your tongue still hanging out "you..you..you..FUCKER!! you knew it was hot!!" you yell as sasuke smirks putting the blow down "yeah just a little pay back is all" he say's as you pout "now get some rest" he say standing up "what if I don't want to!" you say as sasuke sigh and push you down "just do it" he say's then he turn to start to walk back as you sit up fast and make faces at him as he stop and look at you over his shoulder but you were laying down alright acting like you were asleep as he turn back and start walking again as you do it again he sigh as he walk out as you smile then yawn laying down and staring at the ceiling.

'ff day's later'

you were in your room looking through your closet for something to do you pick something up "no...no...no...juck..juck...SUCK!...no.." you say as you keep throwing stuff around the room then you find a lighter and a shoe and stare at them both then shrug you feel like burning something so you turn the lighter on and start to put the lighter under the shoe just as you did that sasuke walk in he stop dead staring wide eye at you "tash...what are YOU doing!" he say's as you look at him "burning this shoe" you say "WHY!" he yells "because i'm bored" you say with a bored tone as sasuke run over and take the shoe "hey I was burning that!!" you yell "THE HELL YOU ARE" he yells back putting the small fire that on the shoe out and look it over as you pout then jump on him to get the shoe back but he won't let you "give it back!!" you say trying to get it "I DON'T think so this is my good shoes!!" he yells then his eye's widing has he try not to moan you smirk as you grind your lower body into his again but a bit harder you smirk more when you hear a small moan you grind harder and a bit faster sasuke was trying hard to control himself but it wasn't going to work for long then he snap as you grind into him again he lead up and crashed his lips on yours making the kiss rough and deep as you kiss back he push his tongue into your mouth making you moan then start kissing down your neck you smiled enjoying this as his hand start going up your shirt your eye's land on the shoe as a smirk grow on your face and you as fast as you can grab the shoe and stand up leaving a shocked sasuke on the ground you smirk down at him waving the shoe over him he glared "that was low" he say's as he sit up "yeah I know but I had to you gave me no chose" you say as your smirk grow more seeing something poping up in his pants as he cover himself blushing but still glaring at you as you laugh "see ya pokey!" you say laughing as you wink at him and ran outside as he sighes you were outside kneel down burning the show again "muhahahahahaha!" you laugh "that right burn baby BURN!!" you say with a evil smirk then you hear "hey tash" from behind you as you turn you were so shock to see who it was that you fall back on to your ass there standing behind you was.

you saw Amy with a happy smile on her face she laugh at you her eye's weren't cloudy anymore they look like they were before all this happen "haha you okay" she say's holding out her hand to help you up as you take it standing up you stare at her "y..yeah I think so" you say as she looked at you weird "you think so" she say's then laughs you stare at her then put your hand on her forehead "are you sick or something" you say as she look at you "no why" she say's "because one minute your sad and scary now your happy and care-free" you say as you see the small sign of sadnes in her eye's then she close them shaking her head a bit then smile opening them again " 'sigh' I knew I had to get over it and move on so I did" she say's as you stare at her "what?" she say's "who..who are you! and what have you done to Amy!!" you yell as she laugh again which made you smile and laugh a bit to "I'm glad your happy again Amy" you say as she smile "yeah me too" she say's so you two talk for a bit then go and find everyone they were shock to seeing Amy smiling and laughing the girls almost kill Amy with a hug making you laugh and elexus like body slam her and gave her a death hug making you fall over laughing your ass off then kakashi walk over saying the hokage want to see you all so you all go to the hokage's when you open the door you see a girl standing there with long dark blue hair light blue eye's she was wearing a green shirt and black shorts you look at her confused as you all walk in "ha your all here good I would like you all to meet sara she a new ninja here" the hokage say's as sara smiled waving as you all smile ands wave back but not the bad boys (aka neji sasuke shino shikmarua) so you all and sara hang out and get to know each other better.

'ff 5 weeks'

'your pov'

you were walking down the street going to go get some ice cream once you got one you start walking around enjoying your ice cream as you were walking in the park you heard someone laughing as you turn to look to the left your ice cream almost fell from your hand at what you saw it was sara and neji they were talking and neji was..smiling you felt anger go through your body as did sadness what..what is this I thought I was over neji! you thought well it look like your not you hear midnight say as you look down why... you thought but midnight didn't say anything as you sigh and without you knowing your ice cream slip from your hand when the ice cram hit the ground is when you snap out of it you stare shock at the ice cream then got a sad look sara and neji saw you standing there looking down at your ice cream as they walk over "oh Amy did you drop your ice cream" you hear sara say's as you look up to see her and neji but what hurt was how close they were standing "if you want I could buy you another one if you want" sara say's smiling as you bite your lip and shake your head "n..no thanks" you say and turn and run off as sara and neji watch you run off sara turn to neji "was it something I said" say asked with a worried look "I..I don't know" he say's still watching you run for a few day's now you had try not to talk to neji or sara or even look at them as you were walking in the forest like you always do you got to where you and neji first had your kiss as you turn because you heard something your eye's widing and your mouth open a bit there no more then 9 feet away was neji and sara kissing! neji had sara pin up to a tree you felt tears come to your eye's but you also glare at them as you turn and run away...far away as you were running tears fall down your face without you knowing you ran to a big hill that over look the village there was a big rock on the top so you sat up there with your knees up to your chest and your arms around them with you chin resting on top of your knees tears still fall from your eye's as the wind blow from behind you making your hair start to fly to the sides of you as you stare at village a picture of neji and sara kissing flash through your mind as you close your eye's tight shaking your head fast trying to got it out why...why can't I get over him! I mean I was the one to dump him!! so why!! you thought getting mad then you hear something behind you and stand up fast pulling out a kunai but you stop from throwing it as you saw a shock naruto you stare at him then put away your kunai "naruto what are you doing here" you ask as he calm down knowing you were not going to throw a kunai at him "I should be asking you the same thing" he say's as you look down "it's nothing I'm just looking at the village from up here" you say trying to hide the sadness in your voice but naruto still heard it as you sat back down he jump up and sat next to you "Amy what's wrong" naruto ask worried you sigh then turn to him as tears fight to fall from your weak eye's "I...I still haven't gotting over neji yet" you say in a sad voice as naruto stare at you as you look down "I...I saw him and sara in the forest...k..kissing" you say as tears finally fell naruto gave you a shocked look then a sad one as you try to stop crying then naruto did something that shock you he pull you into a hug letting you cry on to his shoulder and that what you did after a bit you pull away as naruto look at you with a sad look "you okay now" he ask as you nod wipping your face naruto smile at you as you try to smile back "naruto" you say "yeah" he say's you take a deep breath "you know you act just like a big brother" you say as he look shock for a bit then smile laughing a bit "yeah I guess so" he say's as you smile "naruto well..well you be like my brother I have no one so please" you beg as naruto look at you for a bit then smile "sure Amy I'll be like your brother" he say's smiling as you smile too and hug him tight "thank you..brother" you say as he laugh a bit and hug you back now you and naruto are walking down the street talking and laughing then when you two hear "hey naruto hey Amy" you two stop to see sara and neji standing there holding hands you tiwtch a bit then step kinda behind naruto grabing his arm he look back at you a bit as neji got a bit confused as you just look down you tug on naruto's arm as he got the meesage you didn't want to be there anymore he grab your hand and turn to neji and sara "hey guys sorry but we have to go" he say as you two walk off you look down as you two pass sara and neji sara watching you two walk off with a bit of a confused look as neji on the other hand had a bit of anger in his eye's then what shock neji more was when he heard "naruto can I stay at your house tonight" you say as naruto turn to look at you and smile "sure" he say's as you smile you two then walk to his house you and naruto had fun last night watching movie laughing playing a few games then you two finally went to bed you sleep on the couch with a smile on your face when you woke up you made some food for you and naruto as you were almost done naruto walk out of his room yawning "mmm what smell good" he say's as you turn smiling at him "good morning brother the food almost done" you say smiling as he smiled back "k" he say's as he goes to take a shower you turn back to the food when you were done you put it on the talbe as naruto walk out of the bathroom you two eat and talk about stuff.

'FF a few day's I just love FFing'

you had move in with naruto because you didn't want to be alone you and naruto right now are at the ramen shop eating you had gotting a job other then being a ninja at a cafe you laugh watching how fast naruto was eating when you both were done you payed and started walking down the street "oh brother I have to go" you say "where" naruto asked "to my job silly" you say laughing "oh yeah" naruto say then smiled "ok" he say's as you hug him and he hug you back "now stay out of trouble ok" you say as naruto laugh "I'll try" naruto say's as you playful punch him in the arm "hahah ok see ya!" you say running off waving as he wave back you ran to the cafe just making it on time "haha Amy you just made it" a girl name kim say's as you smile "yeah" so you go and get your cafe outfit on and start going to take oders "Amy table 5 waitting to oder!" kim say's as you nod "got it" you say walking over there what shocked you was who was siting there it was sakura, sasuke, tash, naruto, kiba and hinata "what! amy you work here" sakura ask shocked as you smile nodding "hey Amy"naruto say's "ahaha hey naruto" you say then tash start laugh as you look at her "what so funny" you ask as she try to calm down but couldn't so she just point at your outfit "your ahahahah your hahahaha wearing ahahaha a skirt!! hahahahahahahahaha" she laughed as a anime vein pop on your forehead "yeah yeah yeah anyways what would you all like" you say trying to smile and not yell at tash to shut up so they gave you what they wanted and sasuke poke tash in the side as she jump "sasuke don't poke my fat!!" she yell as sasuke just point to you "oh yeah" she say's as she looked at the menu "hmm I want ..no wait hmmm oh I know I want..no hmmm uh hmm oh yeah I want sh..no no that sucks hmm" tash say trying to find what she wants as a anime veins start to pop on your head just when you were about to yell pick something already! tash say's what she wants as you sigh trying to stay calm and nod writing it down "i'll be back with your oders in a bit ok" you say as they nod so you walk to kim handing her the oders when their oders were done you walk over with it and put down what they oder as you bow "here you are enjoy" you say smiling "hahah that right bow to me" tash say's as you look at her weird "i'm the head of this meeting and I say bow to me!" she say's pointing at you as you try not to laugh as did everyone "i'll see ya guys later I have to get back to work" you say waving as they wave back as you going back to working when you were done you had made 50 you smile walking down the street it was sunset now when you heard a scream you turn to see a few guys and a girl in the middle but what shocked you was that girl was sara she had a scared look as the guy laughed at her as they close in on her you look away not wanting to help her as you close your eye's then you hear her beging to leave her alone and you knew neji would be piss at you if you saw this and didn't help so you snap open your eye's walking over to them "oh come on stop playing hard to get this will be fun" one guy say's smirking "leave me alone!!" sara yelled fear in her eye's "if you want to live then step away from her" sara and the three guys hear as they turn to see you standing there glaring at the three guys "oh oh oh looky guy another one ooo she look fine too" one guy say's eyeing you up and down as you death glare at him now shadow went around your body as you start to get pissed off the guys got scared as your eye's turn into the eye's of a demon fear was now showing in th guys eye's now "let get out of here!" one guy yells running as did the other two you watch them run away as you calm down and the shadows go away and your eye's turn back to the way they were you look at sara as she stare back then she smiled "thank you so much amy" she say's as you stare at her she was smiling just the way hana use to smile you close your eye's shaking that thought out of your head you turn "hn whatever I was only doing this for neji" you say as you walk away leaving a confused sara behind you finally know now why your so mad at sara it was because you still like neji and now seeing him with another girl hurt you and finally open your eye's now you were going to try and get neji back even if it end your friendship with sara...