Disclaimer: Wait....... Nope still don't own it. Wish I did though. How awesome would that be? HA! HA!

Yeah don't have much to say bout the last chapter so yeah. HE! HE! But this chapter, it kind of creates a bond with the girls again. She also seeks medical attention for the baby. No Mer/Der point of view, strictly focusing on Lyss, sisters, and others but I don't wanna give it away. Also, trust me, it will work out in the end, and I will give one little thing away, she doesn't have the baby. I won't say if it's a miscarriage, abortion, or anything else but I will tell you it fits in with the "serious illness." The pregnancy thing is just there to create more tension before well something really big happens. Bear with me please, i promise it won't ruin the story. It's actually only gonna really last like 4 chapters at the most.

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"YOUR WHAT!" Sophia screamed and jumped back.

"I don't know how, I don't even remember," Lyss explained.

"You had sex Lyss, got pregnant, what the hell," Hayley yelled.

"Bryan, he said it was a good idea, said the only way he would be my girlfriend.."

"That's no excuse, how are you gonna tell Mom and Dad?" Paige hissed.

"I... don't know," she said.

"What are you gonna do?" Sophia urged.

"I DON'T KNOW," Lyss screamed. "THIS WASN'T SUPPOSED TO GET LIKE THIS!" Lyss turned away from them, buried her head in her knees, and started sobbing.

"What do you mean Lyss," Sophia said, her gaze softening.

"Lyss," Hayley sighed and turned her towards them. This is the first time she really got a full look at her sister. She looked extremely pale and she looked too skinny.

"I did this on purpose," she said motioning to her outfit.

"WHAT?' the girls said in unison.

"Did you ever notice how little attention hey pay to me," Lyss explained. "How much I feel stuck in the middle. It was just supposed to get them to pay attention," she started crying harder.

"Lyss," Paige said bending down beside her sister again.

"Wait," Lyss said. "It just got out of control, and now I am scared. I don't wanna have a baby, I am 13."

"I know, maybe you can go to Aunt Izzie..." Paige suggested.

"NO!" Before she could say more she turned to the toilet and started throwing up. The three girls rubbed her back held her hair back until she was finished.

"Lyss, you need help," Sophia urged. "Unless you want me to tell Mom, and Dad."

"NO!" Lyss screamed but added. "Fine, I will see her tomorrow on the weekend. I will avoid dad at the hospital, but you need to cover for me with mom. And just please don't tell Kelsey."

"Wouldn't dream of it Lyss," Sophia laughed wiping away her sisters tears.

"We will cover for you," Hayley promised.

"Thanks, guys your the best, I am sorry for...."

"It's okay Lyss," Paige told her and hugged her tightly.

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The next day Lyss locked her door, and climbed out her window using a series off tightly knotted blankets. She took the bus to the hospital and slipped in easily unnoticed. She saw her father had surgery at that moment on the OR board so she took her chance. She spotted Aunt Izzie at the nurses station tapping her pager as if she wanted something to do.

She whispers her name from around the corner.

"Aunt Izzie." Her head shoots up and starts looking around. "Aunt Izzie." she repeated.

"Lyss is that you," Izzie said loudly looking around the corner.

"Shhh," she said motioning for her to come over there.

"Lyss what's wrong," she asked lowering her voice.

"I need your help," Lyss said tears beginning to run down her face.

"What's wrong," Iz murmured, concerned.

"I think I am...." she broke off and started crying.

"Lyss you don't mean," Izzie gasped shocked. Lyss nodded and started to cry harder.

"Oh Lyss," Izzie said grabbing her tightly as she shook.

"It wasn't supposed to work out this way," she cried.

"Wait what do you mean," Izzie said breaking apart to look Lyss in the eye.

"I..."

"You know what, explain later, lets get you examined." She quickly followed Izzie into a examination room. Lyss sat on the examination table as she watched Izzie look both ways and shut the blinds. Then she turned back to Lyss who stopped crying, but was whimpering, and got the ultra sound.

"Okay Lyss lie down, and this will feel a little cold," she said putting the gel on her exposed stomach. She moved the wand around until she saw the tiny figure on the screen.

"Lyss I am sorry," Izzie said. Lyss looked at the screen and started crying again.

"Lyss it looks like your 8 weeks," Iz informed her.

"That sounds about right," Lyss whispered. She remembered the night it happened. Lyss had only just started to become goth and her parents still felt guilty. So this meant that they were giving her a lot of freedom. When she was supposed to be at a four hour field hockey clinic, Bryan and her snuck away, went on the ferry, and broke into her parents cabin.

"Um..." Lyss stuttered. "There.... there is food and... cable if you want.." She was really nervous. Bryan was extremely hot and definitely fit in with her new black image. He had just asked her out twp weeks ago and Lyss was going to extreme measures to make sure she didn't seem like a dork.

"That's not what I want," Bryan said taking a step towards her.

"Then what..." Lyss began.

"I want you," Bryan murmured and took a few more steps closer.

"WHAT?" Lyss exclaimed and leaped back, away from him.

"Your already 13..." Bryan said. "I was 12 when I lost mine... that was already 3 years ago."

"I don't..." Lyss began and watched, wide eyed, as Bryan began unbuckling his pants. She knew she was too young but she didn't want to mess this up.

"Listen," Bryan hissed making Lyss flinch. "You want to be my girlfriend... right?"

"Yeah," Lyss stuttered.

"Then," Bryan murmured seductively. "Do as I say and take off your pants." She really wanted him to be her boyfriend so she took a shaky step forward. "Good."

Roughly Bryan grabbed her arm and made his own way to her pants. A few seconds later her jeans were around her ankles.

"Bryan I..." Lyss began, beginning to feel uncomfortable.

"Shut up," he whispered as he ripped of his shirt, and lifted Lyss's off her body.

"I don't," Lyss whimpered as he unclasped her bra.

"You haven't tried to stop me yet, that means you want it as much as me," he told her gruffly as he started to suck on her neck.

"Okay," Lyss breathed and drew a shaky breath. He was 15, and so hot. What he said made some sense so Lyss went with it. Her eyes widened in shock as Bryan stood naked in front of her. Lyss swallowed the lump in her throat as her own underwear was thrown to the floor.

In one instant Lyss was thrown back on the bed and Bryan was on top of her. He looked down into her scared eyes and his hand found his way to her clit. Lyss whimpered and tensed. She didn't like this at all.

"Hush babe," Bryan whispered and began rubbing it harder until his finger pushed through. Lyss recoiled in shock and bit her lip, trying not to scream. She was stunned in pain. "I know this is your first time... I'll be gentle... I promise. I just want you loose." She breathed a sigh of relief. Bryan did really care for her.

Her thoughts changed when he actually entered her. This hurt a lot more. As he kept thrusting Lyss got more and more scared. More and more reluctant. She wanted it over, and fast.

"Bryan," she whimpered. "I... I don't want to do it anymore."

"You got to let me finish babe," he answered gruffly and began sucking her neck again. Lyss tried to stop from moaning but it was like she couldn't control it. She figured this was okay since Bryan was doing it a lot.

"It's called an orgasm," Bryan scoffed, feeling her tension. "Just go with it. It means you want this." She wanted this?

"This wasn't supposed to happen."

"I know sweetheart, and if you don't mind me asking..."

"It's Bryan, the guy me and my dad fought over two weeks ago, I saw you and Uncle Alex standing there."

"Lyss you have to tell him, and your parents too."

"I know I will eventually, but please just don't tell anyone."

"I won't..." Izzie said as she was interrupted by the door opening. Alex came in.

"UNCLE ALEX!" Lyss cried out as he noticed her on the table.

"Lyss, are you....?" he asked. Izzie shook her head disapprovingly, and held Lyss as she started crying again. "Lyss I am sorry," Alex said coming up to the table.

"Karev, what are you doing in here," Bailey said coming in, behind her Cristina. It was obvious they had heard Lyss's cry.

"NO!" Lyss cried out and started shaking harder burying her head in her knees. Izzie struggled to keep a firm grip on her.

"Oh my god!" Christina whispered.

"Alyssa," Bailey choked out in shock.

"Dr. Bailey, what's going on in here," Richard said opening the door.

This time Lyss had no reaction, she just started crying even harder as silence filled the room.

"Shhh," Izzie coaxed still holding her tightly, well more like heaving because her body was shaking uncontrollably.

"Why me?" she cried.

"Lyss," Richard said still shocked.

"I bet you are all wondering what happened?" Lyss said trying to calm down. It wasn't working. "It wasn't supposed to happen, it was just supposed to get their attention." she cried.

"Wait Lyss who are you talking about," Alex asked.

"My parents!" she sobbed. "I was sick of it, sick of being left out. Sick of being stuck in the middle. I had to do something to get their attention and it was just supposed to be changing the way I looked. That's why I look like this." She motioned to the black clothes. "But then, it started to get out of hand, and I couldn't stop it, and now I am scared. Not just scared that they won't help me, but scared of myself." She let out a gasp and started crying again. Everyone in the room was silent.

"I am an embarrassment to this family."

"Half-pint, how could you say that," Christina said.

"We all love you, why else would we still be in this room," Bailey told her coming up next to her.

"Do your parents know you feel that way," Richard asked her.

"No, how could I tell them, especially after this."

"They will understand." Izzie said.

"No, they won't I wouldn't be surprised if they threw me out." Everyone looked at her in disbelief. "I am the reason they are fighting... maybe they could save their marriage if they just got rid of me. The family could forget all about little messed up Lyss and live happily with their lives."

"Lyss your parents love you," Alex protested.

"They have a funny way off showing it," Lyss cried. "As soon as I tell them they'll probably ship me off to a convent."

"Alyssa," Bailey said. "Look at me." Lyss avoided her gaze until she repeated. "Look at me."

When Miranda saw Lyss's green eyes, she continued. "Your parents love you, we all love you, there is no way that that will ever change. No matter what happens you will be okay, you will get through this, you have every one of us in this rooms support and I am pretty sure everyone else's. We won't leave you alone... ever."

"But I'm so scared," Lyss sobbed. "I'm going to be a mother at 13..."

"Oh sweetheart I know," Miranda sighed. "I can't imagine what you are going through right now, but I promise it will be okay in the long run. And when you have your little girl or boy well..."

"Have you thought about what you are going to do yet Lyss?" Richard asked.

"Do you know your options," Alex sighed. "You know you don't have to keep him or her..."

"You can... um... abort... or adoption or..." Cristina began.

"Adoption," Lyss whispered through her tears. She placed her hand on her stomach. "He or she deserves better then what I can give him or her. And I could never abort..."

"You've thought about this haven't you," Izzie sighed. Lyss nodded. Her body finally stopped shaking and the tears stopped falling.

"I think I have actually known for a week... before I took the test," Lyss admitted.

Lyss woke up to the sound of Hershey barking. She needed to take her out. The house was very quiet as Lyss walked down the stairs sleepily. She was very surprised when she found the house empty. On the kitchen table sat a note.

Lyss,

I didn't want to wake you. You have been working hard on your extra chores and deserve rest. Hershey has been walked and dishes have been done. We all went out for breakfast but we will bring you something back.

-With all my love, Mom

Lyss smiled. Her parents didn't really deserve what she was doing. Maybe they were finally starting to get it. Maybe she could stop her rebellion soon and tell them the truth. Lyss turned around and stumbled. Her hip was throbbing. She must have hurt it sometime in field hockey. As Lyss was rubbing her hip her stomach lurched.

As quick as she could Lyss ran towards the bathroom and started throwing up into the toilet.

"Ugh," she moaned and sat up. Lyss got up and looked in the mirror. She didn't look sick. She looked pale and thin but... she always was. Why would she be sick? There was one thing she noticed. She had boobs. She wasn't as flat as she usually was in the breast area. It seems like they just appeared or she had been too busy or too angry to ever notice.

Her stomach felt like it did before she got her period. But she hadn't gotten it this month. That got Lyss thinking. She didn't get it last month either...

"You're gonna be okay Lyss," Miranda reassured. "We've got your back."

"Thank you," she said weakly and looked up at everyone in the room.

"Lyss, when are you gonna tell your parents," Christina asked..

"Eventually, soon, I promise," she told them.

"Okay but......" Izzie started but Lyss interrupted.

"Uncle Richard, what time does my dad get out of surgery?" she asked.

"He should be out now, why?" he told her.

"Then I have to go," she said getting up accidently exposing the under side of her arms. Realizing this she pulled her sleeve down quickly and ran out of the room quickly before any one could protest.

"Lyss," Alex called after her.

"Did you see?" Christina asked.

"What the hell was that?" Izzie said.

"Is she?" Bailey gasped.

"I don't believe it." Richard said.

"Are we sure?" Christina asked.

"No," Izzie said. All five doctors looked at the open door where Lyss ran out. "Can I?"

"Don't even think about it Izzie," Richard said. "Doctor, patient confidentiality."

"But," she protested.

"No.... that goes for all of you," he said.

"I still can't believe," Alex said.

"I know," Richard said.

"Our Lyss," Miranda whispered.

"Unbelievable," Christina and Izzie said in unison.

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Don't worry Lyss will get help eventually, but it's not from therapy well a little but what happens is kind of therapeutic. Something big happens to the family which makes her realize...... WOOPS! Giving to much away here. :) Hope you Enjoy!

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