Better the devil you know
A/N:- And I'm back. Thank god for whatever happens cover, my laptop was returned first thing this morning. Anyways sorry for making you wait and on with the next chapter. Enjoy.
"Ah ah mm." Shizuo moaned, the lithe form pressing into him. "St-ah" When had he stopped trying to resist? Just how many times had his serial killer captor taken his body for his own pleasure? Just how many times had he been forced to endure the tight furnace constricting him. There was no semblance of time.
Izaya was keeping him ignorant of everything, spending all their time together. Sleep, sex and more sex. Whether the fucked up raven was inside him or riding him, he wasn't permitted a break or even a choice, his mouth sealed with even so much as a whimper of rejection.
"So close ehe, Shizu-chan do you like this position?" Izaya grunted holding his bad leg up higher, to slam into him. Shizuo said nothing closing his eyes the smell of sex clogged his senses. The chains pulled harshly, his body slipping up the ill treated sheets. "Nn, Shizu-chan!"
"Ah!" The teen shuddered feeling more of his fluid rinsed, spilling over his lower half.
"Mmmm!" His slicked insides were covered again, the flea tainting him further.
Crimson eyes gleamed, an ecstatic Izaya pulled out, dropping his broken leg back onto the stained bed. "You're still awake, Shizu-chan? Your stamina is increasing." It wasn't a good thing. "Should we go again?" Sly fingers glided along his skin, sending a shudder of mixed feelings through him. A knock at the door made them both pause. "What now?" Izaya whined leaving him where he was tired and tainted on the ruined sheets.
Yet his gaze wouldn't leave the back of the sleek form as the flea waded impatiently to the door. "You're back then? What do you want? I'm buuusy." As usual he couldn't see who was behind the door.
"Really? Number sixteen is still alive?" Shizuo shuddered hearing the vindictive female's voice. "Shiki is outside." Shiki?
"...Fine." The door slammed shut the raven turning back to him.
Shizuo shivered under that gaze. "Shizu-chan. I need to leave for a while. But I'll be back real soon." His fingers clenched feeling Izaya kiss him, gently caressing his cheek. "I'll bring you back something to eat. You're hungry right?" Piece by piece the girls uniform was plucked from the floor. Closing his eyes he didn't know what to think of the odd feeling in his chest.
The door slammed shut the sound of a key turning in the lock. Once again he had been left alone. What the hell was he doing? Why was he still here? Was he seriously going to wait until the damn flea came back? Gritting his teeth, Shizuo reached up once again testing his bonds. They didn't budge.
Confused coffee orbs glanced around the room. He had finally been left alone. So what the hell was going on in his head. Shaking his head viciously to dislodge the growing doubt in his mind. His heart was being corrupted. Tugging at his chains, curling himself into an awkward ball, his skin sticky and cold.
Whether it was from boredom or exhaustion he didn't know, his eyes slipping shut. The door rattled violently making him shoot up eyes wide. Had the flea forgotten the key? No there was no way that would happen. Then maybe... The rattling became quicker, the door flying open. Kanra. "What a shame, Izaya took the key."
Shizuo glared at the girl as she closed the door and skipped towards him. "Stay away." Crimson eyes gleamed and he knew she was going to try and kill him.
"Izaya is mine, Shizu-chan. I won't let you take him away from me." The raven was glaring at him in disgust. "Why you? Why now? He's become weak and pathetic."
The teen said nothing trying to ignore his current naked state. "I mean what's so good about you? You're a monster." Kanra glided closer making him nervous. "Is it this disgusting body?" One sharp nail dragged down his belly through the sticky mess. "Disgusting. You think you can take him away from me?"
Shizuo froze the manipulative bitch climbing onto the bed. "You two will never be together." A growl left his throat wanting to say there was nothing between them. It was just that his heart refused to slow down, the words dying in his throat. "Well then, Shizu-chan. Izaya. Is. Mine." Sharp nails dug into his jaw, shoving something rubbery into his mouth. The ravenette smirked looming over him. "I'll make sure you know it."
"Shizu-chan. Did you miss me?" Shizuo jumped refusing to look at the raven. His body was firmly curled in on itself, every inch of him shaking uncontrollably. "Shizu-chan. You're supposed to answer me." Swallowing thickly he remained silent and perfectly still. One hand rested on his skin, making him flinch as if he had been burnt.
"Hm? What's wrong?" Crimson eyes blinked staring down into his own.
"D-don't touch me!" His voice quivered, trying to move away. "Don't touch me. Get away."
"Shizu-chan? I've only been gone a few hours." Hours? It was the first time he knew any thing about time. So then...Kanra had stayed with him all that time?
Shizuo scrunched his eyes closed not wanting to think about it. "I brought you some more cakes." The bed dipped a bag placed next to him. "Lets see I brought chocolate, cream, strawberry... If the one you want isn't here let me know and I'll get Namie-san to go and get it." Izaya grinned stroking his cheek. "It looks like you were a good boy whilst I was gone."
Why did he sound like he cared? "Eh? Are you crying?" Shit. Shit shit shit, this was pathetic. "Who made my Shizu-chan cry? Did Namie-san come in whilst I was gone?" He didn't know? Izaya hadn't sent her? What the hell was going on? "Shh, its okay. No one will hurt you." Shizuo shuddered under the touch forcing his damaged body to uncurl. "Come on."
They were the same, both Izaya and Kanra were monsters. "D-don't." His broken words were ignored, slim arms wrapping around his chest.
"Shiki-san bores me, always asking me to do things." The raven twirled the succession blade making him shrink back eyes wide. His reaction didn't go unnoticed.
"Oh! Its the blade. Sorry, Shizu-chan. You know I wouldn't hurt you." Izaya soothed, tossing the stained blade away where it lay harmless on the floor.
"Is that better?" Shizuo winced his chin yanked forcing him to look at the least dangerous of his captors. For once Izaya wasn't wearing a shirt instead he wore tight fitting black jeans and a v-neck. His personal space was invaded again, the slim raven laying next to him, stroking his cheek. "Shizu-chan? Is that better?"
The teen didn't reply tugging harshly at his chains. "...Let me go." His words shook knowing the only one that would show him any sympathy was the one who had put him here in the first place. Crimson eyes narrowed sending shivers along his spine.
"I can't do that. You'll try and leave me." The embrace tightened, the raven refusing to let him go burying his head against his chest. "I love you, Shizu-chan." I hate you. Kanra's words came back along with snippets of memory. A few hours that was all it had been and she had managed to mess him up more than Izaya. "Say something."
How long until Izaya snapped again? How long until the raven grew bored and just decided to kill him? Wasn't that for the best? The sound of a belt buckle and then a zip made him panic, shifting away. Not that it helped he still couldn't move properly or access his strength. "Did you miss me?" Shizuo felt himself nod, his body refusing to obey.
If Izaya hadn't left him alone, then Kanra wouldn't have... No. He didn't want to think about it. "Should I ride you?" Fearful coffee eyes widened watching the flea discard his jeans.
"...No! Please..." Anything but that, not after... Izaya smirked licking his lips.
"You want me inside you?" Swallowing thickly under that lust filled gaze, his legs were pried apart. Would the flea notice? Would he know about Kanra?
No, there had been no physical evidence left behind. But she had managed to scar him worse than any blade could. Never again would he be able to look at another female. "Look, Shizu-chan. I brought this. It should make it feel better." The bottle of lubricant was held up in front of him. Izaya was humming happily as the bottle cap came off, cold liquid dripping onto his skin.
Slicked fingers pushed into him making him groan. "See better already, it's all slippery inside you." Shizuo cursed his stomach cramping. Izaya was the only one who had shown any care towards him...He was a killer...But better than Kanra...Still a killer. "I know where everything is now. See?" His body jolted his sweet spot jabbed.
"Ah!" They were the same. They were different, Kanra and Izaya were related by blood, Kanra was the worst, the true monster between the two.
"I'll make you feel really good." I'll show you what happens to those that touch my love. The teen shuddered shaking his head. "Why do you look so scared? I'm not scary, Shizu-chan. I would never hurt you." No Kanra would just do it instead.
Shizuo gasped his nipple tweaked. "I love you. Only you. Forever." His breath hitched a quiet sob echoing painfully in his ears. Was this what he had been reduced to? A caged pet for the two corrupted ravens? "That's supposed to make you happy." The fingers that had carefully stretched him were pulled from his body. "Ah! That's cold."
The faux blond couldn't look away, the dripping length slid between his open thighs. "Agh!" It still hurt, Izaya entering his slicked entrance. Why was it different? Kanra disgusted him, made him feel sick...Izaya though..."Uhn. Mm."
Shizuo gasped as he was filled his cock twitching when it was palmed. "Only I can do this to you." But he hadn't. He had been touched by someone else, that manipulative bitch. "Mm Iz-Izaya." Crimson orbs gleamed, one hand resting against his cheek.
"Say it more. I want to hear my name from your lips." Serious Izaya, crazy Izaya, happy Izaya. Which one was real?
At the moment the raven seemed completely sane, as if he hadn't become a serial killer and hadn't kidnapped him. "You feel so good." The lubricant squelched between them, lessening the pain.
"Ah!" Every movement slammed into his prostate sending pleasure ricocheting along his nerves. "Ah Izaya Izaya." Shizuo couldn't think Izaya looming over him nailing his sweet spot again and again. You don't deserve what he gives you. Kanra's voice echoed in his mind.
"Shizu-chan." What Izaya did to him, how he treated him was nothing compared to what Kanra had done. "Shouldn't these be healing?" Shizuo blinked staring down at his chest, where the sore cuts littered his torso. "I didn't think they were so deep." Was that concern he could hear?
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Izaya's arms wrapped around him making his chest twinge. "I hurt you."
He couldn't say that the damage had been worsened by Kanra, every single one had been sliced open. They would all scar. "...What can I do to make it better?" His eyes widened seeing that the raven was crying. "Anything. Name it." Chiyoko. Izaya. It didn't matter who it was, they were the same. An act that somehow had become real, they had both fallen and even now they were still falling.
Tears of remorse dripped onto his skin, their moment was over. Izaya pulled out leaving both of them still hard. "Shizu-chan." Why? Why did his chest ache so much? Why did he want to brush those tears away? He knew what Izaya wanted but what did he want?
"...Unchain me..." If anything the raven cried more biting his lip and shaking his head.
"No! I can't. You'll leave. I don't want you to go. You have to stay with me, forever and ever and ever."
Shaky fingers explored his skin, brushing over the sore cuts. "I-I" Those sharp crimson orbs seemed to dull, Izaya slumped where he sat and stopped moving. "Don't leave me." Shizuo swallowed a hand reaching for him. Was he going to be strangled again? "Please." His eyes widened as Izaya's hand passed over him grabbing his binds.
"Don't go. Don't go." His heart wrenched hearing the broken mantra. Above his head he could hear rattling. "Don't go." The chains dropped behind the bed with a loud clang. He was free. It took a while for him to move his stiff arms, carefully bringing them back to his side.
"Ow. Shit that hurts." Getting the feeling back in one arm, Shizuo used it to massage his other one.
Apart from his groans at the muscle aches, the room was eerily silent. Glancing up his chest clenched seeing the clumped raven looking downcast at the floor where the cakes lay scattered, dark bangs covering his eyes. "...Izaya." The teen looked up slowly, gazing at him with empty looking eyes. Reaching out he pulled the raven closer.
"...Shizu-chan?"
There was no escape, not for him and not for Izaya. It was too late. It had been far too late as soon as he had met Chiyoko. "...It's better." Looking away his arms embraced the lithe body pressing their chests together.
"Shizu-chan? Does this mean..." Just as quickly as the life in those eyes had died, it was back in full bloom. "You just wanted a hug? You won't try and escape? Is that it? Shizu-chan?" Izaya squeezed back nuzzling his chest.
"Fuck." Shizuo hissed at the pain.
"Sorry, Shizu-chan." Izaya looked up at him guilty. For now he wouldn't say anything. Three loud bangs made him jump, his blood turning to ice in his veins. "Again?" His grip tightened.
"Don't go." Not again. He didn't want to be left where she could get to him.
"Izaya! Open up! Shiki wants you." Kanra's voice shouted through the door making him shudder uncontrollably.
"Sorry, Shizu-"
"No! Stay here. Finish what you started." He didn't want to be left alone. Even if he had the use of his arms back, he couldn't use his strength or run thanks to his busted leg.
"Shh. Okay. I'll stay here. Just let me get rid of her." Izaya's voice was soft against his ears.
"No." Shizuo smashed their lips together, fingers trembling against the raven's back. The loud knocking continued his eyes closed coaxing Izaya into staying with him.
"Ehe, I didn't think Shizu-chan would be like this." Fingers carded through his hair, Izaya nestling between his legs. "I won't stop then, I won't leave you alone." Shizuo gasped, fists clenching in the sheets. "You're mine, Shizu-chan. I love you. Ehehe."
Knock knock knock. "IZAYA!" Knock knock knock. "GET OUT HERE!" The door rattled.
"Deal with it yourself. I'm busy." Izaya grinned down at him. Thud. The door shook once before it stopped. "She's gone. Now we can continue." Shizuo said nothing pulling him down for another kiss.
