Thank you for the reviews. They mean a ton. There are two more chapters left. I'm looking for ideas of another story to do. Until then I'll be writing drabbles on my tumblr ( .com) until I get the motivation to come back to Fanfic. I found I can't just give up on writing so this is how things are going. I hope some of you check them out and let me know what you think and we'll see how long this dry spell lasts. Thank you for supporting me through all of this.

Finn had been going to counseling sessions. Now he was going to a group meeting for those who had PTSD. He was nervous and wasn't really looking forward to doing it. He just knew that he had to do it for Rachel, Mollie and Alydia.

Carole had gone home the week before after staying for two weeks. Blaine and Kurt were going to watch the girls so that Rachel could go with him. She wanted to be there to support him.

Kurt and Blaine came in the apartment. Kurt asked, "Where are my two favorite little girls?" Blaine was just about as eager. The girls were a month old and had become a big part of the lives of the two men.

Rachel came out with Alydia in her arms. She had tears in her eyes. She took Alydia over to Kurt and said, "I am trusting you with the two of the most important people in my life."

Kurt took the baby and said, "Everything is going to be fine. We are going to take care of them. You need a break. I know you haven't been apart from them yet, but you need to get away. I know it isn't what you had expected."

"I'm going to be there for Finn. That is what is important."

Blaine told her, "Everything is going to be fine. We have them under control."

"Thank you."

Finn came out of the nursery with Mollie. He said, "Hey guys. You have fresh babies. They just had their baths. Thank you for watching them. We really appreciate it."

Kurt told him, "Bro, it is no big deal. We are glad to help. I'm happy that I will get to spend some time with my favorite nieces."

"Dude, they are your only nieces. I'm glad you enjoy time with Molls and Lydi. They love their Uncle Kurt and Blaine."

Blaine said, "Have no worries. We are here to the rescue. They are going to be well taken care of. Call us. We are going to be here all night. I hope things go well for you tonight."

"Thanks, Blaine. We are glad that the two of you could watch them."

Rachel was sniffling. Finn asked, "What is the matter, babe?"

"I don't want to leave them. They are still so tiny. What if they need me?"

Finn pulled her chin up so she would look at him. He said, "Honey, they are going to be fine. Kurt and Blaine will take good care them. They are going to be okay. I'm going to miss them, too. Just like I do every day when I am at work. I miss all three of you."

"You are right. I just haven't left them before. We are always attached."

"I know, baby. You don't have to go with me if you don't want to. I'm a big boy. I think I can handle it."

"No. I told you I would go with you, so I am going to. I love you and I am going to support you through this. It is going to be okay. You are important to me. I just want to be there for you if at all possible."

"That is why I love you. Thank you. We won't be gone too long. The meeting is only supposed to be an hour or two. Then we can get take out to bring back here or we can eat out. That is up to you."

"Okay." Rachel went over and kissed the head of each of the babies in the other men's arms. She said, "Okay girls, mommy and daddy are going to go out. We will be back soon. Be good for Uncle Kurt and Blaine. I'm going to miss you so much. Mommy loves you so much."

Finn walked over and said, "Okay princesses, be good. We will be back soon. If you are good mommy and I might have to get you something special."

Rachel rolled her eyes and said, "Finny, they are only a month old. You can't start bribing them already."

Finn smiled. "But they are just such good babies."

Rachel chuckled. "They have you wrapped around their little fingers, daddy."

"Yep. That is the way it is going to be for the rest of my life, I'm sure."

They said a final goodbye and left.


Finn and Rachel walked into the building holding hands. Finn was nervous. Rachel got up on her tiptoes and kissed Finn's cheek. "Everything is going to be okay, babe. This is all to help you."

"I hope it does. I can't handle much more of this. I want all of us to get some sleep. It should be Mollie and Alydia keeping us awake, not me. I want to be able to ride in a car without thinking I am going to die."

"Oh, honey. I didn't realize that it was this bad. I should have been paying more attention."

"No, you are doing everything that you are doing what you are supposed to be doing."

"I'm trying so hard."

"You are doing great."

They sat down in the back of the room. People started filling in around them. Rachel squeezed Finn's hand to let him know that she was there for him. He smiled and leaned over to kiss her head as if in a silent thank you.

Finn and Rachel sat through the meeting until he was called up to share his story. He was worried of what people would think of him. There were soldiers in the group, people who had been robbed and even someone who survived the World Trade Center collapsing. He felt that what he was going through was so minimal compared to all of those things.

He got up at the podium and said, "Hi. I'm Finn. Almost four years ago I was in a car with my fiancée at the time when we were in a car accident. I was hardly harmed, but she didn't make it. She was pregnant at the time. I made it through the last three years without much trouble, but last month I was in another car accident with my girlfriend. She was eight months pregnant with our twin daughters. I was again not hurt. It led to early labor and our daughters were born a month early. Luckily, this accident turned out better than the last, but I still can't get over the nightmares and the fear of getting in a car. I just want to be the best father possible to my little girls and the best boyfriend to their mother." He quietly walked down from the podium and back to his seat next to Rachel.


Finn and Rachel stopped and got something to eat. Rachel held Finn's hand and said, "I want you to know just how proud of you I am. You are a wonderful father. You are trying to better yourself so that you can be at your very best for our daughters. That makes you special. Mollie and Alydia are lucky to have you."

"No, they are lucky to have you. I'm lucky to have you. I wouldn't be getting help if I didn't have you and the girls in my life."

"Finny, I'm not special."

"But you really are. Thank you for taking the time for me."

Rachel gave Finn a kiss and they walked into the restaurant. They spent time talking about some of the ideas they had given at the meeting. Rachel was ready to help Finn in any way that she could. No matter how long it took. Finn was the one that she loved and she only wanted him happy. She hoped to be able to help him get back to where he was even before she met him. She was looking forward to meeting the Finn that Puck and Quinn talked about from years before.

Finn was hoping to get back to where he had been before everything happened. He wanted to show Rachel who he could be different. He wanted and had to make this relationship work. Not just for their daughters, but for him, too. Finn was in love with Rachel. There was no denying it. He was going to show her just how much he loved her.