Lookie here at what I realized from the Austin & Ally theme song!
You're my boy (Dez)
You're my guard (Trish)
You're the perfect chord (Ally)
^^That... is amazing, and I can't believe I figured something as smart as that out :) Taylor - 1. Disney Channel - 0 ;)
Ally sank into the couch, she didn't cry even though a big part of her wanted to. Ally could clearly hear Elizabeth laughing on the way to the car, so the crying earlier was all an act because the stupid bitch is better now. The doors slam shut, but Ally doesn't hear the car start.
'How coul he just leave me? What ever happened to 'no more drama'? Where are they gonna go? Will he even come back? Can I even trust him to be alone with her?' Ally those questions raced through Ally's head.
15 minutes pass and Ally still doesn't hear the car start. Ally heads upstairs to her bedroom and look through the gap in the curtains. She cann see them both, Elizabeth is leaning towards Austin and talking like a maniac, but Austin is staring out the window.
Ally can see Elizabeth grab Austins hand, and Allys heart begins racing fast. Ally doesn't want to watch, but she just cant bring herself to pull away. If they try to pull something and Austin tried to lie about, she can say she witnessed it. Luckily, Austin pushes her hand hard away from him.
Ally lets out a sigh of relief, but then Elizabeth starts shouting soo loud Ally can hear from the second story of their-hers-Austin's house.
"Stop fucking defending her Austin, she's no good for you," She screeches. Ally clentches her fist in anger. All of a sudden her phone rings, and Ally hits her head off of the window because the noise scared her.
All picks up the phone all snappy. "What!" She says with an attitude, but then she realizes it was Dez and she apologizes.
"Hey Ally," Dez says in his usual happy-go-lucky voice.
"Hi Dez," Ally says, trying to mask the pain, frustration, and hurt in her voice.
It must have worked, because Dez just continued talking. "Your dad's busy in the store right now, but he wanted me to call and say that Dallas' trial in court is tomorrow."
Ally's eyes widen and she can't form any words. She wishes that Austin was here to hold her.
"Ally... Hello? Are ya there?" Dez asks.
"Y-yeah I'm here Dez," Ally says. "They don't want me to stand up there in front of him, do they?" Ally begins panicking and chewing her hair.
"No, you're dad says thats why they wanted you to record it," Dez explains. Ally stops gnawing away at her hair and relaxes a bit.
"If he is found guilty, he spends 3 years in the slammer." The relaxation disappears and she's mortified.
"3 years? Is that it?" Ally asks. Dez is silent, so she continues. "After all the Hell he's put me though? I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep properly, and no one could touch me without me flipping out! If it wasn't for Austin, I'd probably be dead, and they think 3 fucking years is enough to teach that dick a lesson!" Ally is so angry she almost kicks the wall.
"I know Ally, its not enough. He should be being tried for a life sentence," Dez says. "Do you want me and Trish to come over? Wait, is Austin even there?" Dez begins to worry.
"No, he's not here, and no thanks Dez... I wanna be alone," Ally mumbles. They say their goodbyes and Ally rushes back to the window.
The car is gone. Ally's chest tightens up. She begins to panic, but doesn't chew on her hair. Other than that, Ally feels completely numb.
Thats is, Ally thinks to herself. Its done, over.
Ally makes her way to the closet and takes out Austins REC league ice hockey jersey. She picked out the yellow one that said 'Moon' on the back with the number 5. Ally took off her pants and top and slipped into his jersey. Because Austin was nearly a whole foot taller tan her, it felt like a dress. Ally could smell him, it was her favorite smell. It comforted her, it kinda eased the pain.
Ally heads downstairs and sits on the couch. She turns on Netflix and begins watching Gnomeo and Juliet. Ally begins crying because she has no idea what Austin was doing with 'her' in the car.
Hours passed and by now Ally got bored watching Netflix. It was midnight, and Ally began wondering if Austin was even coming home at all. She ran upstairs, showered, and put Austins jersey back on.
Ally was exhausted, but she didn't want to go to bed without Austin, it just wouldn't feel right. She sat on the end of the bed in the darkness. Actually, being alone in the house without him was weird.
Ally tried calling him a bajillion times, but it would go straight to his voicemail.
It was 2 am now, and Ally started worrying more. A light from outside filled the room and faded quickly, she heard a car engine turn off. Ally rushed to the window, expecting to see Austin in the car. Her heart was pounding when she saw him in the car, but he was talking. She focused on the car to realize Elizabeth was STILL in the passengers seat.
What. The. Fuck. Ally thinks to herself.
Ally continues to watch as Austin rubs her belly, smiling and she kisses him on the cheek. Ally cant believe what she's seeing. Her cheeks are burning when they get out of the car and walk toward the house. Ally runs downstairs and stands in the living room until Austin walks in.
He sees Ally and stops dead in his tracks. Ally marches over to him and slaps him hard round the face. Then she turns to Elizabeth and gives her the nastiest glare.
"If I can't have a baby with him, then neither can you! You fucking bitch!" Ally screams so loud, she can already feel her throat getting scratchy.
"The fuck are you talking abo-" Elizabeth can barely finish the question before Ally punches her hard in the stomach. Ally's punch was so hard, Elizabeth lets out a blood-curddling scream and collapses.
Ally turns and runs upstairs, she can still hear Elizabeth shouting out in pain. Ally didn't give a fuck anymore, she did this to herself.
Ally wanted everything to go away, she just wish she could somehow block it all out. Then, a crazy idea hit her.
She ran to the bathroom and flung open the cabinet, grabbing the first bottle of tablets she touched. She stared at herself in the mirror.
"ALLY! ALLS WHERE ARE YOU! ALLY C'MON!" She could hear Austin screaming, his voice was shaky. Ally locked the door, and could hear Austin pounding away at it. "LET ME IN ALLY!"
Now or never, Ally said to herself.
"Elizabeth was right. You were never good enough for Austin. You're nothing special. If he really loved you, he wouldn't have left 3 years ago!" Ally said outloud, making sure Austin could hear it.
She tips a massive handful of tablets into her hand. Her heart is pounding a mile a minute. She shoves them into her mouth and puts her mouth under the tap for some water.
1...2...3... Ally counts in her head and swallows.
Austin finally knocks the door in. He see's the bottle of tablets in Ally's hands, the hurt in her eyes, and the tears streaming down her face.
"I love you Austin," she said, her voice cracking for all the crying. Austin rushes over to her as she collapses to the ground.
Honestly, this is the most effort I have EVER put into one chapter. I REEAALY hope you guys liked this chapter, because I am sooo proud of this one above the rest! Please review! I may or may not have the next chapter up tonight, depends. :)
