A/N: Sorry guys, not only did my laptop break last week but I wrote this whole chapter and quickly closed my laptop to do something without saving it. I came back tonight and turned it on and it started normally (not sure why) So I lost the whole chapter :( and it was a pretty long chapter too. So I re-wrote it and i'm sorry if it's not fantastic, the first one was alot better.

Chapter 29: iBreak Down

Freddie's POV

I opened my eyes and looked around, I was still in the hospital room, we must of fallen asleep.

Sam hadn't moved, her head was still burried in my neck and one of her arms was wrapped tightly around my stomach.

I still can't believe this happened, yesterday morning everything was perfect. Now Sam's in hospital...

I felt her move, she looked up at me before looking around the room. I saw another tear fall from her eye.

"I was hoping this was all a dream" She whispered

"Me too"

She burst out into tears again before putting her head back in my neck. I ran my fingers up and down her back.

I looked over and saw Carly standing at the door. She walked over to us and Sam looked up at her.

She let go of me and put her arms around Carly.

Carly's POV

Sam put her arms around me and continued to cry. This is awful, I can't believe this happened to them.

I looked over at Freddie, he was crying too but not as much as Sam.

Sam finally calmed down and let go of me.

"Im so sorry you guys" I whispered

There was a knock on the door and I saw Spencer, I called him earlier. He walked over and hugged both of them.

Freddie's POV

"You ready to go?" I asked Sam, she just nodded and followed me out the room. We walked down the hall into the elevator. I looked over at her, she was leaning against the elevator wall with her eyes half closed. I hate seeing her like this, I hate what happened, I just want to rewind back to a few days ago when everything was perfect.

We got downstair and into the car. The ride home was silent, not an awkward silent but a sad silent, like you'd see in a happy movie...but so much worse.

We finally got back to Bushwell and up to our apartment. I unlocked the door and Sam walked straight down the hall to our room.
I threw my keys on the kitchen counter and took my jackett off.

I walked down the hall to our room and saw Sam in the middle of the bed. She had her knees against her chest and tears running down her face.

I sat on the bed next to her and she rolled over. I lied back on the bed and she moved up next to me. I wrapped my arms around her tighter than I usually do.

We stayed that way for ages, just holding onto each other.

"There's something i've never told you" She finally whispered, I looked down at her "I've never told Carly" She added "...I've never told anyone" She took a deep breath before continuing "When I was five, my mom had a miscarriage...That's why my dad left...He couldn't handle it, so he just moved out and I never saw him again"

"Why didn't you ever tell us that Sam?" I whispered

She shrugged "It never came up"

I kissed her forehead.

"...You're not going to leave are you?" She asked

"Baby, of course not" I said quickly "What happened isn't your fault and i'm never going to blame you for it. I love you so much, i'm never leaving"

"I love you too" And for the first time in two days she gave me a small smile. I lifted her chin up and kissed her lips.

"You're so beautiful, you know that?" I whispered tucking her hair behind her ear. Her smile got a little bigger.

She kissed the side of my neck and snuggled back into me.

After a while I saw her eyes close, she really is extreamly beautiful.