yes its not the happiest of times but just hang in there!

Poor Ryuu, haha I personally think he did go to hell for a moment or two just as a punishment like Yuu said, but we'll never know

I own nothing except my tragic and depressed characters...


It was the day after Ryuu's funeral and Yuu sat in his room, on the floor. She was just thinking to herself. All the things that have happened over the past few months. She smiled to herself.

"My life is like some drama show."

She heard the door open and someone put their hand on her shoulder.

"Miss, is there anything you need?"

Yuu stood up with the help of the maid and lightly held onto her arm.

"Actually there is. Can you take me over to Ryuu's bed?"

"Of course."

As soon as Yuu felt the blankets she began to feel around till her hand found its way under the mattress. She continued to dig around trying to find something and asked the maid to help her search as well.

"What are we searching for?"

"A piece of paper."

Several minutes went by before Yuu felt her hand brush against something. She grinned as she pulled it out.

"Are there words on this paper?"

"Yes."

Yuu's smile grew.

"Does it look kind of old?"

The maid took the paper and unfolded it. Yuu heard her chuckle.

"It looks like he wrote this a long time ago."

"What does it say?"

"Dear Yuu, I hope dying didn't hurt. These are my questions for you about heaven and hell. I want to know whi-"

"Thanks, but you can stop reading now."

"Alright." The maid handed Yuu the note as the young girl smiled. "Anything else I can help you with?"

"Just take me back to my room, please."


Yuu now sat on her own bed with Ryuu's note in front of him. Obviously she couldn't read it, but she did want to know what else was on it. She just didn't want it to be the maid who told her what he wrote. Yuu's hand felt around her bed for her phone and dialed Kyoya's number, since she knew it by heart now. She asked him to come over and he had no objections. Soon he was sitting on her bed next to her as Yuu leaned against him.

"Thanks for coming Kyoya."

"I don't mind. Was there something you needed?"

"Yeah..." Yuu held the note close to her heart and bit her lip thinking.

"What is it?"

"Can you read this to me?"

"Sure."

Kyoya unfolded the paper as Yuu wrapped her arms around him.

"Dear Yuu, I hope dying didn't hurt. These are my questions for you about heaven and hell. I want to know which place you went to. If you went to hell well I'm not sorry. You colored on my books so I can't read them! Don't stay down there too long though. Let me know when you go to heaven. I guess I'll miss you while you're gone, but being an only child could be fun. Here are my questions. Does Hell really smell bad? Is there always a fire going on? Is it hot? Are you in pain? What about heaven? Is everything white? Did you get wings when you went to heaven? I still love you though. Can't wait till you come in my dream. Bye Yuu."

It was silent for a moment before looked down at Yuu.

"That was like the letter you put in his coffin isn't it?"

"Yeah...I can't believe he kept it."

"You kept yours."

"True."

Kyoya looked over the note again.

"He didn't sound to loving in this."

Yuu laughed.

"Well we were like five or something. I do remember using markers and coloring on his books and he got really mad. He pulled my hair a lot, that's why I asked my mom if I could cut it."

"Funny how you both wish each other went to hell for a while before heaven."

Yuu smiled.

"Yeah we were just messed up like that."

They laid down on the bed, in each other arms. Kyoya brushed his hand against her face before leaning in to kiss her. Yuu moved so that she was hovering over Kyoya. She rested her head on the crook of his neck. He wrapped his arms around her.

"Kyoya?"

"Yes?"

"Don't hold back anymore."

"What do you mean?"

Yuu moved her head up to kiss Kyoya deeply. Then she pulled back.

"Don't hold back."

Kyoya's eye widened slightly, but slowly he brought her back into a kiss. He mumbled against her lips.

"Are you sure?"

He felt her nod and she kissed him again.


Next morning Yuu rolled over in bed and felt warmth next to her. Her mind thought, at first, that it was Ryuu, but after sleep cleared from her mind, she remembered that was impossible. After tracing the person's face she remembered it was Kyoya. Then she remembered last night. She tried not to giggle at the events.

...flashback...

"Are you sure?"

He felt her nod and she kissed him again. Kyoya titled his head back as Yuu moved to his neck. His heartbeat had picked up at the idea of actually doing this with Yuu. He couldn't believe it, but then something happened.

Kyoya got nervous.

His eyes widened as Yuu unbuttoned his shirt and started to run her hands across his bare skin as if she was memorizing everything. He felt her crawl back up to kiss him on the lips before moving to his ear. He could practically feel her smiling.

"Kyoya, aren't you going to move?"

"Right."

He quickly flipped them over so that he hovered over Yuu. Kyoya looked down at her unsure of what to do at first. It was like his mind couldn't comprehend the situation anymore. His nerves were getting the best of him.

"Kyoya?"

"Y-yeah?"

"You know we don't have to if you don't want to. I just thought it was what you wanted."

He moved to lay next to her and hugged her tightly to his side.

"I do, but I guess now just isn't the right time. I can't go through with it."

Yuu ran her fingers through his hair.

"That's alright. Don't feel ashamed or anything."

"I won't."

He kissed her temple and soon both were asleep.

...end flashback...

Yuu just waited for Kyoya to wake up when she got a better idea. She moved till she was over him again and when he still didn't wake up Yuu started to kiss his neck. Soon the boy gasped and his eyes flew open and looked down at Yuu who was grinning at her accomplishment.

"Good morning Kyoya!"

He pushed her back till both were sitting up.

"Morning."

"Last night was pretty interesting, don't you think?"

Kyoya glared at the blind girl who just kept smiling. Yuu giggled at his silence.

"You're glaring at me aren't you?"

"I will leave a better memory than last night, you can be sure of that."

"Oh really? When will this be?"

Kyoya pushed Yuu back onto the bed and held her down.

"Now."

Yuu giggled again.

"Ooo, I like this aggressive side of you, Kyoya."

Kyoya smirked down at the girl before leaning in to kiss her. Both of them started the task of removing the other's shirt and were almost done when a maid knocked on Yuu's door.

"Miss? Are you decent? Breakfast is ready and your parents asked me to guide you downstairs."

Yuu disconnected her mouth from Kyoya's to respond and she tried to ignore Kyoya kissing down from her neck to above her bra.

"Uh, no...don't come ...in, just yet. I'll call for you...when I'm ready."

She wanted to smack Kyoya for making her sound like she couldn't properly speak and the fact that he was smirking against her skin when she spoke didn't help either.

"Alright then, Miss. I'll be just down the hall."

Yuu opened her mouth to respond, but quickly put her hand in her mouth to cover up the rather loud groan she just about let out as Kyoya found her sweet spot on her neck. In Yuu's opinion, he was enjoying this far too much. So with all her strength, she flipped them over and decided to have some fun of her own.

She started to passionately kiss Kyoya, doing her best to distract him from what else she was doing and it seemed to be working. Suddenly, Kyoya groaned into the kiss and held Yuu tighter. She smiled against his lips and would have continued, but something, or rather someone, wouldn't allow that. There was another knocking on her door.

"Yuu? Sweety, you need to come down for breakfast now. I don't care if you're still in pajamas, I'm coming in."

The two teens quickly broke apart and Yuu shoved Kyoya, she hoped in the right direction, so that he fell off the bed and her mother wouldn't be able to see him from the other side. He just ducked his head down when Yuu's mother walked in.

"Oh Yuu, I see you were just finishing getting dressed. Here I'll help."

Her mother buttoned up her shirt and tugged on Yuu's arm to stand her up.

"Now let's go get some food!"

"Uh, just a second mom. I need to do something first."

"Okay, I can wait."

"Can you wait outside please?"

Her mother would have said no, but Yuu started to pout and the older woman gave in. Soon she left and Kyoya was at Yuu's side. She hugged him and mumbled into his chest.

"You're gonna have to go out through the window again. Sorry, but its the only way. I can't really explain why you're still here from last night without them jumping to conclusions."

"Fair enough I suppose. We will continue this soon though."

Yuu giggled and squeezed Kyoya tighter.

"Oh absolutely. I want to her you make that noise again!"

For once, Kyoya was happy Yuu couldn't see as he started to blush.

"Well I must be going then. Bye, and I'll see you tomorrow at school."

"Yup. Bye Kyoya."

Soon he was gone and Yuu went out of her room and her mother guided her down to go eat.


Done!

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