Sometimes I want to disappear

Erased in the people's minds

There was never that girl

Who used to exist


The girl who screamed and cried

Kissed and loved

Saved the world

Who made sacrifices


I want to go and fade

From all of the drama,

The pranks, the screaming,

And the emotions


To be numb

Thoughtless

Lifeless

A corpse


To hide in the dark big box in the closet

That rides on the top shelf

Hidden and invisible

What I want to be


Using every bit of my strength,

Soul, heart, and mind

To pry beneath the little crack

To have my existence


Shoving open the hidden shadows

Crawling into that enclosed space

Sitting and putting the door back

Silence


Think, think, think

About the things I got mad about

The things I hated

The things I've loved


That fairy is the first who comes to my thoughts

A subtle scowl settles on my face

He thinks he owns the world

He thinks he can own my love


I want to—

Not love him

Clench the feelings into the cracks of my soul

Glued, hidden, invisible


I don't like him

I just tend to hold feelings for him

That's not liking a person, right?

RIGHT?


My heart flutters, it jumps and wiggles

To look at him

But there are boundaries to him

I'm his nemesis, we can't be


But his smile in the light

And his eyes in the dark

And his laugh in the silence

And his body in the desolate


Heart pounding, I swallow

Willing the thoughts away

I should feel sick and disgusted

But I can't

Maybe I do love him…


~WINNER OF CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT~

IceQueenandFireQueen


Omg, omg, omg, omg, omg! I haven't updated for like a month! I am so sorry guys, but writing is getting so hard for me because I'm working on this other story and I'm more inspired to write that than this FF.

Do you guys want me to continue this FF? And btw, I know this chapter sucks really bad and you guys are pretty mad at me, so sorry XD. I dunno if this FF is my first priority so I dunno if this is certain, but maybe two or more chapters? I can't do all of them...


Reviewers Replies:

Curlscat Thank you for the info! And sorry, it was Jake Grimm. :) Chapter Twenty-Eight

mary Haha, I am very lazy as you can see! Chapter Twenty-Eight

OakeX Thank you! Chapter Twenty-Eight

IceQueenandFireQueen :) Nice! Chapter Twenty-Eight

PsychoEnigma Yup. Chapter Twenty-Eight

Its a Secret XD Yes! Chapter Twenty-Eight


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