Sometimes I want to disappear
Erased in the people's minds
There was never that girl
Who used to exist
The girl who screamed and cried
Kissed and loved
Saved the world
Who made sacrifices
I want to go and fade
From all of the drama,
The pranks, the screaming,
And the emotions
To be numb
Thoughtless
Lifeless
A corpse
To hide in the dark big box in the closet
That rides on the top shelf
Hidden and invisible
What I want to be
Using every bit of my strength,
Soul, heart, and mind
To pry beneath the little crack
To have my existence
Shoving open the hidden shadows
Crawling into that enclosed space
Sitting and putting the door back
Silence
Think, think, think
About the things I got mad about
The things I hated
The things I've loved
That fairy is the first who comes to my thoughts
A subtle scowl settles on my face
He thinks he owns the world
He thinks he can own my love
I want to—
Not love him
Clench the feelings into the cracks of my soul
Glued, hidden, invisible
I don't like him
I just tend to hold feelings for him
That's not liking a person, right?
RIGHT?
My heart flutters, it jumps and wiggles
To look at him
But there are boundaries to him
I'm his nemesis, we can't be
But his smile in the light
And his eyes in the dark
And his laugh in the silence
And his body in the desolate
Heart pounding, I swallow
Willing the thoughts away
I should feel sick and disgusted
But I can't
Maybe I do love him…
~WINNER OF CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT~
IceQueenandFireQueen
Omg, omg, omg, omg, omg! I haven't updated for like a month! I am so sorry guys, but writing is getting so hard for me because I'm working on this other story and I'm more inspired to write that than this FF.
Do you guys want me to continue this FF? And btw, I know this chapter sucks really bad and you guys are pretty mad at me, so sorry XD. I dunno if this FF is my first priority so I dunno if this is certain, but maybe two or more chapters? I can't do all of them...
Reviewers Replies:
Curlscat Thank you for the info! And sorry, it was Jake Grimm. :) Chapter Twenty-Eight
mary Haha, I am very lazy as you can see! Chapter Twenty-Eight
OakeX Thank you! Chapter Twenty-Eight
IceQueenandFireQueen :) Nice! Chapter Twenty-Eight
PsychoEnigma Yup. Chapter Twenty-Eight
Its a Secret XD Yes! Chapter Twenty-Eight
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