I know you guys deserve this after all the trouble I've put you through but I don't think I did a good enough job. Please let me know what you think!
Rating Officially changed to M!
He was surprised by her request no doubt, but he didn't let that stop him from coming through. He didn't speak but simply took her hands in his and silently asked her if she was sure. When she nodded shyly he didn't hold back or question her again.
On her nod he kissed her. His hands ended up from her face to wrapped around her waist while hers were curled around his neck. He didn't start out kissing her lightly so it could escalate, he kissed her hard and slow. He wanted to draw out the pleasure, increase the passion. He never let up and he didn't want to. He's wanted her for six years, they don't need to part their mouths or have a breather.
Castle eventually pushed her up against the wall and she made herself a mental reminder that Richard Castle likes to make out against hard surfaces. His lips were relentless and definitely is a master of the mouth.
When he heard her moan is when he decided to take it a step further. He kissed his way down her neck and chest, pinning her hands to her sides so she couldn't touch him. When he reattached their lips he kissed her faster like he had a vengence against her mouth. Kate couldn't keep up. He was everywhere at once but not in the places she needed him to be.
With his hands on her hips he lifted her and she circled her legs around his waist to support herself. He kept digging deeper and deeper into her mouth that Kate thought she would evenually pass out. But he tasted so good. Sweet like chocolate and dazzling like the champagne but there was something else she could feel in the way he kissed her. Something she didn't feel with their little kisses or when they were on the couch. The only time she felt it was when they first kissed three and a half years ago. It was desire.
His hands are holding her tightly against him and she can feel an ache begin deep in the core between her legs. She wants him, now. Castle kneaded his hand into her hair while the other held her up then slid it slowly down her spine. It's when she shivered against him that he peeled her from the wall and walked backwards towards the bed. Bolts of lightening and shots of thunder sounded in the sky but neither even acknowledged the sounds. They were too busy being lost in each other.
He turned around when he got to the bed and dropped her on it without a second thought. For a second she was free but he was right back on her again just as quickly as he dropped her. Again he captured her lips with his and never let up. Kate tried to get some space by scooting up the bed but he came with her, stripping her of her shirt while doing so. She took the opportunity to do the same thing with his and flung it across the room.
Castle stayed on top of her, not suffocating her, but keeping his body smashed against hers. He wants to feel her even when his hands aren't on that patch of skin. He's not being cautious or asking for permission he's simply taking and giving. He's touching her where he wants, how he wants and it's driving her crazy. He's touching everywhere but not the places she desparately needs him most.
She managed to crawl up the bed and laid her head on the pillow. That's when Castle looked up at her and shook his head.
"It's better if you lay flat." He didn't wait for her to say anything but just took all the pillows off the bed and onto the floor. Then took her by her legs, just under her knee, and pulled her back down into him causing her to make a whimpered sound. He loved it. He will try for the rest of his life to make her make that sound again. It was enough to have him coming before he was even inside her. When he pulled her down he slid his hands down and pulled on the black leggings she'd worn to the store off.
Their kisses were hot and heavy and violent. He surrounded her with his lips, teeth, and tongue all being used to bring her down into oblvion. He wanted her to be a weeping mess, unable to handle the pleasure he'd give her. But at the same time he wanted to prove to her just how intense his love for her is, how deep it runs.
Kate isn't getting enough. She needs him yet he refuses to touch her, to do the things she asked him to do. "Castle," she whispered. A beg, a plea if you will. He then rose above her. He wanted to see her face when he did this. Slowly he ran his hands up her sides, over her stomach,up her arms, until he reached her bra. Kate sat up a bit so he could reach behind to unsnap it. When he did he met her eyes and held her gaze while he pulled it down revealing her to him for the first time.
Very very slowly Castle drew his hand to her breast and rubbed it in his palm but never wavered his eyes from Kate's. He couldn't bring himself to look yet. Then just as slowly he broughthis other hand up to rub small circles on the other one. He squeezed and kneaded them and caressed them. He's waited so long for this.
When he finally cast his eyes down to look at her his breath caught in his throat.
She's beautiful.
The candlelight is adding to her beauty too. Electrifying her marvelous skin and yes even her scar. The bullet scar that he knows is a constant reminder of when she almost died, of the thing that broke her back down and caused all this heartache for them. But it's not. The bullet scar is a reminder of her strength, of her ability to fight and survive. This scar shows that she's lived through hell and seen death and still managed to come back to life and live. This scar...adds to her beauty.
"Oh God," she whined covering her face with her hands.
"What's wrong?" he asked completely worried that he hurt her.
"Nothing its just-just that you're making me feel," she paused again. "Like a virgin."
He didn't mean to laugh, it just came out as soon as she'd said it so he couldn't hold back. "Like a virgin huh?" She nodded. "Touched for the very first time?"
She punched him in the arm. "It's not funny!"
"No no I'm sorry Kate. It's just I guess it's just the woman in you." She was already getting ready to hit him again before he finished. "That brings out the man in me."
"Haha funny man." She smiled the whole time. "I'm serious."
"So. Am. I," he said leaning back down and kissing her again.
Decided to split it into two!
The songs? Because I don't think their first time was too serious.
