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Yuuri was given a lecture over his stunning need to push himself beyond his limits. He got to listen to how worried Victor had been when he deviated so much in one routine. And just when he thought he'd get away with it, Victor did in no way let him off like he thought the man might. Winning gold was set aside because Victor took his duty as Yuuri's coach seriously and there was more to competition than winning.
There was a list of things that Victor wanted to discuss. Thankfully, he waited for Yuuri to sleep the jet lag off first before he went at it. There was some form of mercy in there. He could be kind when the situation called for it.
The first thing his mother had offered when he walked in the door was a bowl of katsudon because he'd gotten a gold medal, and Yuuri had been so tempted, but he had basically sneaked five mini katsudon before the plane ride, so he had to refuse and lie about wanting to 'save it for later' and that he was 'far too tired at the moment'. He had a feeling she knew he was lying, but thankfully she remained silent on the matter.
Victor followed him to his room and Makkachin took quick possession of the bed while Yuuri shoved his suitcase in his closet. Yuuri ended up falling asleep in his clothes and awoke with Victor wrapped around him like he'd come to expect as of late. When he woke up and Victor wasn't there, was usually a cause for concern.
The only difference between this time and all the other times he'd awoken in Victor's arms, was the fact that Victor was shaking slightly. Crying. His hand was running over Yuuri's hair slowly, and he seemed determined to handle whatever it was on his own, though he was using Yuuri's closeness in an attempt to comfort himself. Yuuri couldn't help but ask what was wrong.
As expected when caught crying suddenly, Victor stiffened like so many people usually did. But he simply shook his head and buried his wet face in Yuuri's hair. Yuuri would get the answers he needed later. For the moment however, he could be whatever Victor needed him to be. And he hoped it was good enough.
I missed you. A lot. More than I have ever missed
anyone before. The separation was a lot harder to
handle than I ever thought it would be. -V
I could tell. I missed you too. And I spent all of my
time thinking about you. Yurio told me to 'daydream'
elsewhere because it was 'gross'. ^-^ -Y
Yuuri, I don't think you understand. I really
missed you. I felt like I was going to panic at
any second. That never happens to me! I was
here alone and for the first time I felt lonely.
Really lonely. And the thing was, there were so
many people around me, yet I never felt more
alone in all my life.
I cried a lot. I cried more than I ever remember
crying. What you have seen so far doesn't even
touch it. I have been an emotional wreck for days
and I hate it. -V
-Is that why you used my hair as a tissue this
morning? You missed me that much? -Y
Sorry about that. I just hadn't realized how much
you meant to me until I couldn't see you. Eight
months of being together every day, doing almost
everything together. The separation was hell.
I never felt this way when I had to leave Makka.
And I've known Makka a lot longer. -V
I missed you as well you know. I simply used my
desire to see you again as fuel for my performance.
I wanted to prove to Russia that I deserve your time
and love. I wanted them to know that you're mine in
every way. And that nothing can come between us.
-Y
Yuuri, you deserve so much more. I feel like
it's the other way around most of the time.
Like I've gotten incredibly lucky to have you in
my life and should do my best to deserve you.
Nobody else has ever just wanted Victor, and
that really means something to me.
And whether Russia accepts us or not doesn't
matter. We accept us, and that's what's most
important. -V
You're going to make me cry. I don't know what
to say in response to that. You're always so sweet
and charmng that I sometimes worry I won't be able
to keep up.-Y
I've learned that crying kind of feels good. And
that sometimes we don't need words to express
ourselves. And that your hair is really soft too.
I love your hair. And your eyes. And your thighs.
I really love those. -V
^-^ Is it pathetic that we don't handle separation
the right way? -Y
Some would probably think that. But I think
it shows the depth of our bond. And while
we both handled it differently, obviously, we
still handled it on our own. That shows growth
I would think. We can handle it, just not very
well. But I think we'll get better over time. -V
It's good to be home. I missed this. -Y
I'm glad you're home as well. -V
Let's eat katsudon together. I just so happen
to have saved up a few bowls for moments
like this. ^-^ -Y
I'd love that. With extra pork for my lapochka.
-V
Victor smiled as Yuuri gave him a full rundown of what happened when he'd left. To learn that Yurio had taken it upon himself without being asked, to stay with Yuuri and be his guide, was heartwarming. The boy had changed so much in the last year. He'd brought Yuuri along so he wasn't alone. He made sure to engage the other in conversation so he didn't feel left out, and kept him busy all day. A way to try to keep his mind off the competition despite the fact that the only reason he was in Russia in the first place was because of a competition.
Yakov and Lilia had been perfectly kind to him despite his unplanned for presence. No one had treated him any differently, really. He got to hear about how Yurio bragged about his grandfather and how the boy got so excited over pirozhki. And he could see the fondness in Yuuri's eyes as he spoke and signed.
Yuuri had developed some sort of affection for the 'Russian Punk'. So much so that four separate times in the summer he had gotten Victor to call the blond just to make sure he was taking care of himself. It was like Yuuri was a father or an older brother figure who cared but didn't want to get in the way.
It was cute. Caring Yuuri was another one of Victor's favorites.
"He was beautiful, Victor. I wish you could have seen the whole performance. I didn't think to record it, I simply took photos and cried a bit."
"I'll get to see it in Barcelona, don't worry, darling."
Yuuri flushed and nodded. Victor had begun to call him 'darling' when? He should do it more.
Finally, Yuuri's new stuffies were added to his already large collection of stuffies! And Victor was particularly fond of the mini Yuuri one! That one got to stay out while the others went into the closet for safe keeping.
Victor did not hold back in the weeks leading up to the Final. In fourteen days, Yuuri had been put through hell. He had a feeling it was payback for his deviations. Victor did not take possible threats to Yuuri's health, lightly.
'I want all the Quads you can give me.'
Yuuri had nodded and gone in order from easiest to hardest, stopping with the Quad Lutz. His breathing had been erratic, and he felt a little tired when he finished the list.
'Take a small break. Drink some cold water. Do some stretches. After that, I want to work on your Free Program.'
Yuuri nodded and went to do as ordered. Yuuko met him, holding out a partially frozen bottle of water. 'Are you okay?' she asked, looking a bit worried.
"I'm fine."
'You and Victor seemed a little high strung right now. While it might not seem like the kind of advice you'd want especially at the moment, I think some sexual release would do you some good.'
Yuuri's jaw dropped and he found himself really glad that Yuuko only knew JSL. If Victor had seen any part of that, Yuuri would have died from embarrassment! Just dropped dead right there!
'Why would you suggest such a thing?' he signed almost frantically, mortified at how blasé she was acting over it.
She shrugged. 'You're dating. You both have gone through a bit of stress lately. And if I'm correct, you haven't even done anything particularly sexual yet. My advice is to get rid of some of that pressure you're carrying around. You'll feel a lot better.'
He wanted to go jump in a lake! A freezing cold lake. He never wanted to come out either. His best friend whom he used to have a crush on, was giving him sex advice about how to deal with his stress! What was his world coming to these days?!
And why did his body have to throb in agreement? He couldn't skate while he was hard! Victor would surely notice the growing bulge in Yuuri's black track pants. And as he'd never allowed his mind to wander while Victor was around, he didn't know what Victor's response to that would be!
The rest of that day's practice was hell. In so many ways. He performed almost perfectly but was so damn frustrated, and Yuuko saying something just made it all the worse!
He was relieved to finally finish, and their time in the showers afterward… lead to things. Things he hadn't expected, but then again, the memory of Victor shoving him against the wall in the shower room was sexy. He didn't mind as much as he thought he would. Victor had certainly taken noticed of Yuuri's own excitement and decided to make a move of his own in response.
The image would forever be ingrained into his mind. Particularly Victor kneeling on the floor of the same stall as Yuuri, his hands holding Yuuri's body up against the tiled wall as Yuuri's legs were thrown over his shoulders. Victor made certain to demonstrate just how much he loved Yuuri's toned thighs that he always gushed about, and Yuuri ended up nearly ripping Victor's silken locks out when he came after several moments of suspended(tortured) pleasure. He'd been reassured that he hadn't gotten too loud at least, though Victor gladly mentioned how 'erotic' he'd sounded.
Yuuko's words ended up being very helpful and while Yuuri didn't know where the very sudden sexual tension had come from, he appreciated the quiet tranquility in his body after they handled their issue together. And the way Victor nuzzled into his hair for the rest of the evening left him on cloud nine.
And on the side, Yuuri couldn't wait for the Grand Prix Final to come. Because when it did and passed, then Yuuri would finally be able to come the way he wanted. Even though he was a virgin, he knew that penetrative sex would do him no good a few days before a big competition. Not when he needed to train without issue.
Besides, he could be patient. The wait simply made both he and Victor want it more. And if Yuuri wanted to tease Victor so he would want more than more, then that was no one's business but his own.
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