Hello my readers, i did want this to be updated yesterday but i didn't have any second free T^T, and i just wanted to tell you happy V-day late x'D

This chapter and the next to come are from Kise' POV until further notice, this take place at chapter 25 and 26 that was from Aomine' POV, here finally those whom were worried about Kise will know what happened with and in a few more chapters you will know why last chapter Midorima appeared alone at the castle. And we will have midotaka on these chapters and i hope you like it : D And be happy because this one of the largest chapters of this story, i hope you like it because i think from now on the chapters will have that length more or less : )

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I already knew that I shouldn't turn into a wolf because of my condition and that it held I high risk of me losing it but my kids were in trouble and I will do anything to protect them, even if it meant I could lose my life. I would do anything to protect them no matter how hard the consequences I have to face were. Because if something happened to them it would be much more painful that anything hurt physical I could feel.

And I was happy because I had already warned Midorima about this, about the situation regarding me shifting into my wolf from, well, after all I knew there will be some point in which I will have to transform so I had to make sure he understood that I will have to be locked somewhere far from everyone, that I would have to be isolated and left alone, but that hadn't been an easy situation to explain or try to reason with someone as him but I was happy that I had Kasamatsu and Haizaki that backed me up. They really took care of me, we were like a real family but without being related and to tell the truth it wasn't something we needed to feel the connection we had.

After my little reunion with my friends on the room, it was something touching and I was so happy to be back and feeling so welcome. I decided to go to the lab where Midorima and Takao had gone to take some samples from the two hybrids, that left early with him.

When I opened the door I saw Haizaki fighting with Midorima, the grey haired hybrid was fuming and he refused to be near Midorima as long as he held that needle, saying that the needle was too long and no way that something like that was safe. I chuckled amused at the scene when I saw them. Haizaki turned to look at me and scoffed embarrassed and then I saw him extending his arm and closing his eyes, he was shaking slightly but was trying to wear a strong front. He really does hate needles, but I don't blame him because after being an experiment whom wouldn't?

The taller vampire retrieved the needle with the blood of sample of the hybrid and gave it to Takao so he could save it "Well, I have samples from you both" Midorima looked at me then and made me a gesture to go sit near him "Kise come, I need to take you some samples too, and see those wounds too"

I nodded and walked towards him, unlike Haizaki I wasn't scared of needles and I barely cared what he did because I knew that the green haired man would ever hurt me "Okay, Midorimacchi"

I extended my arm and he took my samples and saved the samples from all of us in different little boxes, all named so it would get confused or mixed. I sighed tiredly and I looked at Midorima rubbing the back of my hair with a really concerned expression. I had to tell him. I had to but it wasn't an easy thing to do. And I didn't even know how to start the conversation when the topic was as delicate as this one, but I had to because he needed to know.

I pursed my lips and I called for him softly but being a vampire he heard me clearly "Midorimacchi" he turned to look at me with a raised brow and a questioning expression "I have something that I have to tell you" I looked away and I met Haizaki and Kasamatsu courageous looks.

He approached me and started to inspect me, and tried to find if I was hurt anywhere "What is it, Kise? Do those wounds hurt you?" he asked worried.

I shook my head and I rubbed my hair desperately, I was getting annoyed at myself because I couldn't bring myself to even say it "No, is not that, is about…" I sighed heavily and looked directly into his eyes with a very serious expression "If I ever turn into a wolf I want you to quickly lock me in a room for the safety of everyone else" my tone held the same seriousness as my face.

Midorima arched a brow with confusion and I knew he was wondering why he should do such a thing "How so? What is wrong?"

I looked down not being able to face him anymore, that was something I couldn't answer that easily, it was something that pained me and I wanted to avoid talking about such a thing, because there was no need to go in full detail, nothing would happen if he just followed those simple instructions "Just do it" I responded calmly, and I was surprised as how calm it sounded because I was agitated.

He shook his head not accepting that answer "Kise, could you explain at least why" Midorima said.

Haizaki chimed in when he saw that the vampire wasn't giving up so easily "Just do as he asks you, it isn't that difficult, is it?" he snapped annoyed.

Midorima narrowed his eyes and scoffed at him, like if this matter didn't concern the other at all "Well, it isn't but an explanation wouldn't hurt, would it?"

Kasamatsu sighed and as the more cool headed he decided to chime in "Is not something to explain, just do it, please"

Midorima sighed tiredly and nodded but I could see the reluctance of his gesture, he didn't like one bit that we had been so vague about it that "Fine" then he looked at me with a very serious and concerned look "But Kise as your doctor I would like to not have any secrets between each other"

I looked at him and gulped feeling guilty "If I ever turn into a wolf lock me and then come back in two days, then you would have your answer" I stated and I left. I hated to talk about that topic, it would always upset me.

And here I am now locked in this small room, with no windows, which just made the room dark but with my sharp eyes I could see clearly. It looked so alike to the one I was caged in when Haizaki kidnapped me on the past and the memory was a painful one that I could not forget.

I screamed in pain and utter agony when I felt my wounds began to burn and itch badly, I hadn't felt anything more painful that this. It was like the skin tearing open and I was sliced over my wounds. I cried out and my voice was starting to get hoarse and then I couldn't hold any longer my hands and I started to scratch the already abused skin. I sunk my sharp nails deep inside like if I was trying to take out whatever was there hurting me.

I couldn't helped it, my body was in constant pain, and every time I felt it burning or itching I had the necessity to start scratching drawing more and more blood from them and then my anger will raise and raise and I would start to feel really mad at everything, the pain numbed my senses and turned me into a feral and wild animal.

I started to vent out my anger and fury and wrath against the bed, because if I continued attacking my abused flesh I would skin myself alive and since I was so numb I couldn't feel pain it was something that I could be capable of doing, thus why I turned my rage against the inanimate objects that where on that room with me.

I started to gut the sheets with my bloody hands and when I was done with them and there wasn't a entire piece intact I took it out with the mattress, when it was completely destroyed I looked around but the only thing I saw was the walls, as I said the room was bare naked. I started to claw at them furiously and I was blinded with rage, in the process I will lose some of my nails but I wouldn't care because I couldn't feel any kind of pain only this uncontrollably wrath that was consuming and turned me into this disgusting being that I hated. This just made me wonder a lot of things. Did I lose my whole humanity? Was I just a savage monster?

I punched and punched the wall with my raw knuckles, but I just continued and I could swear hearing my fingers cracking but I was too numb and far too gone to even register what was going on. The wall was starting to be tainted red by my blood, the red drops leaped all around covering every thing in red, the wall, the floor, my hands, my face, my clothes, everything was being tainted. And that just meant that I had a massive lose of blood and even if I was an hybrid it had consequences, because I was still a living being and by now I will always lose consciousness, but it was for the best if not I will keep destroying and destroying anything that came into sight and mostly the hurt was on me but the pain won't sink in until my senses awake and my mind cleared the fog.

That was what I always went through the first day and by the second I will be a wreck, completely devastated and broken, I will tire myself and drain my energy. All the pain will start to sink into my bones making my mind register all my new wounds causing me of course to scream out in pain and I would be feverish and sometimes even have hallucinations, I would sweat and sweat and I would feel my world spinning and very dizzy. I will always end curled up into a ball, holding my head between my knees and squeezing my eyes shut trying to shut the world out, on the floor crying out painfully.

It was the third day already and I was sitting on the floor hugging my knees tiredly, my head rested on my knees and my gaze lost and I knew I was paler than ever with big dark circles under my eyes that just pointed out my skin' tone, when I heard the door crack open I lifted my head to see whom was coming, and I had to muster all the energy and strength necessary to do that simple action.

Midorima and Akashi entered the room with shocked expressions that soon turned into concern when they saw the condition everything on the room was. They looked at the destroyed bed and at the bloody walls and then their eyes set on me, like hawks that had found their prey, I knew they were inspecting every tiny detail and were wondering what had happened on that small and closed room. I lowered my head not being able to hold it in place anymore and I sighed loudly and tiredly, my eyelids were heavy and were almost closed.

The leader of the vampires approached me and I saw his expression softened when he looked at me "Ryouta, is this why you asked to be locked?" Akashi asked and kneeled to be at the same level as me.

I nodded weakly and I tried to look into his eyes too "Yeah, I don't know why but everything makes me lose control of myself and it makes me this destroyer" I laughed bitterly and shook my head before hanging it low in shame.

The green haired vampire walked forward "Kise, I will like to take a look at your wounds" Midorima said with a very worried look.

I stood using the wall to steady myself and I felt my hands and legs shaking because I didn't have any strength left "Yeah, but let's go somewhere else" I spoke with a soft tone.

He nodded and approached me to help me up "Okay, come with me" he wrapped his arm around my waist so I could support on him.

I looked at Akashi and with a pleading expression "Could you not tell about any of this to Aominecchi? I would like to be the one to explain" I said softly and honestly. I had already promised him that I would not keep a secret from him ever again.

Akashi nodded "Alright, now leave" he ordered us and stood behind why we left, I was sure he would inspect the room seriously and see what have I done and see how far damaged the room was.

Midorima carried me to his lab where Takao was there sitting idle and humming happily looking nowhere and with a lazy pose, when we entered he turned around to face us with his usual smile but when he saw in which state I was in his smile instantly faded. He rushed to our side to help Midorima to sit me on the bed and then he looked all over my body, it was completely red from the dried blood and it wasn't clear what was wound or dried blood because it was everything tainted red.

Midorima started to treat my wounds and it was painful because I felt my flesh burning and hurting every time he touch it and I sat there in silence looking at him, biting my bottom lip and tried not to cry out from the pain. And there I wondered if I should talk about something I knew or not. Should I tell him or not? But if I do it, it will mean we will have to leave from here and I won't see Aominecchi again or the kids… It was a real hard decision but I had to.

I lowered my head and sighed loudly "Midorimacchi, there could be a way to heal these wounds"

He looked up from my wounds and with a questioning look he asked "What do you mean, Kise?"

I stood in silence for a while not knowing if I should or not, because if I opened my mouth now it could mean that I will leave here and put whoever that comes with me in danger for something I'm not even sure myself. I wasn't really sure about that and so I didn't want to drag anyone down with me, not to same place as dangerous as that one was. What if we go there and then there is no way to heal me, what if I'm mistaken, that could be fatal and someone could end up dead. It was a risky mission and that was holding me back.

Takao decided to speak seeing that we weren't talking and that we wouldn't if no one said a thing "Kise, please talk, if there is any way to heal them you should tell us" his expression turned to one of pleading.

I looked at him and I locked eyes with him, his eyes showed worry and concern, while mine showed indecision and hesitance "Takaocchi, but…" I bit my bottom lip.

Midorima sighed loudly and rubbed his hair impatiently "Look Kise, if there is some way to help you tell us, please" he said looking at me.

I shook my head and hang my head low because I wasn't able to hold their worrying eyes any longer "But that will cause a lot of troubles"

Then we heard the door flew open slowly and carefully, our heads snapped towards the door direction and there we saw the two hybrids, which I could see the concern form their eyes reflection. They approached me and inspected me and they could see this time the damage was far worse than the last time I went out of control after shifting, it was getting worse. They looked everywhere and I laughed when I saw their worried faces, they couldn't avoid worrying about my condition.

I felt relieved and happy to have them "Stop it. I'm fine" I chuckled.

Haizaki rubbed his temples and ruffled my hair caringly "We were worried. Tatsuya told us that you did it" his tone darkened at the end. And I knew he was scolding me by the tone that his voice held, he was angry at me for doing it but I had to.

The smaller from both hybrids approached me and rubbed my hair tenderly "And Akashi-sama wouldn't let us go to see you no matter what" Kasamatsu said and I could see that now he was feeling relieved. I was sure they had been beating themselves for not being there to avoid the situation in which I had been pushed to shift, but it wasn't their fault.

I looked at them with a soft and gently smile "Thanks guys but I'm better now" I tried to reassure them but they were buying it.

Takao chimed in and looked at them seriously. And I thought they would let go of that matter but he wouldn't, Takao was stubborn and he would do anything to help his friends "Kise told us that there is a way to heal his wounds but he doesn't say us what is" the hybrids stiffed and looked at me with a questioning look. They were unsure about whether they should talk or not, I had made them promise me that they wouldn't say a thing until I decided so. But it seems that know that the vampires knew they wouldn't hold back.

Haizaki turned to look at Takao with a surprised expression "Yeah, well, we are not really sure but there is a way or that is what we think" he rubbed the back of his neck frustrated. He still remembered that going back there wasn't an easy thing.

"We saw some papers at their labs in which they talked about Kise and about his ancestors and there must be something that will enlighten us about why he isn't healing" the smaller hybrid said with a very serious and thoughtful expression then Kasamatsu paused for a brief moment "Because we been attacked by the same creature but we could heal"

I cupped my face with my hands and I sighed on them annoyed "Why did you tell them?" I let out a irritated noise. I didn't like to talk about it because I was so sure that they will go there if it was indeed truth and that would just be something beyond dangerous.

Haizaki looked at me with a serious and irritated scowl "Because if they can help with that small information, I will tell them everything they need to know, Ryouta" he said exasperated. He had been bottling that up and finally he was able to let it out and he wasn't going to bit his tongue anymore.

Midorima looked thoughtful for a moment "So, what you are saying is that in those labs there is information about Kise and his ancestor, well, that could be really useful" he stated looking directly to the two hybrids and ignoring me completely.

The converted shook his head and whined "But we don't know our way there, Shin-chan" Takao said sadly.

"But we do" Haizaki and Kasamatsu said at the same time. And the two vampires looked at them with mild shook at their outburst and sudden answer.

I chimed in annoyed for being ignored and because I did not want those two to go back to a place that awoke their most terrifying and inner nightmares "There is no way I will send you there again, you hear me!" I raised my voice and I shook my head furiously.

The grey haired hybrid narrowed his eyes and scoffed at me irritated "Then who is it going?" Haizaki snapped.

I winced by his tone but I stood on my ground, because I would do anything to keep them safe and out of danger "Look, if anyone is going that will be me" I stated firmly. It wouldn't be fair to send someone out there for my well being, I had to do that by myself.

Kasamatsu looked at me with an incredible disbelieving expression "But Kise, what about your family?" my heart stung at that question. What about them? It wasn't like I would never return, right? And besides if I went through that was because of them and I was sure that they would understand.

My voice wavered at the beginning because I was still a bit shaken about leaving them behind when I was finally with them "Kasamatsu, they are your family too and besides if I do this is because of them" I paused and looked at him seriously I held my voice and I didn't stutter "And if I were to send any of you there I will never forgive myself if anything were to happen to any of you, so, I will go and that is final" I stated strongly and my tone held no room for discussion.

Takao chimed in speaking his mind and with a various serious tone and I swear it was the first time in my whole life I had seen the black haired convert being so serious and decided about something "I'm going too. I'm not letting Shin-chan and you go there alone"

Green eyes went wide with shock and soon narrowed to show his disagree in the matter "What?! There is no way I would let you come with me knowing it can be dangerous" Midorima said aloud. His posture was stiff and his eyes were telling Takao to give up because he wasn't bringing the convert with him no matter what.

But the other wasn't having that. Takao glared at him and scoffed feeling annoyed by the refusal from the taller male "And then what? I have to wait here until when!" he yelled angrily.

Midorima sighed tiredly and rubbed the bridge of his nose trying to keep his head cool and avoid the fight that was about to unravel "Look Takao, I'm not going to put you on any dangerous situation" he ended. He wasn't going to give up but neither was the black haired vampire.

He huffed "You are not the one whom is going to decide that, it will be Akashi-sama's decision" Takao stated, he almost snarled at the taller one.

Takao turned around on his heels and left the room but not before slamming the door behind him and Midorima glared at the childish attitude from the convert. The three of us were astonished. We looked at the closed door and then at the very annoyed green haired vampire and back to the door, because we couldn't believe what had just happened. I've never seen them fighting. And I always thought that was something that could never happen because I was used to see Takao always smiling and seeing him like that let me awe-struck, then we heard Midorima sighing heavily. We looked at him again. He was rubbing his hair very annoyed.

I lowered my head because I felt guilty for causing them to fight "I'm sorry, Midorimacchi" I said softly.

He shook his head and patted my head "Is not your fault" he paused and looked at the closed door with a very angry expression "We should go to see Akashi-sama now, I'm sure Takao had gone and told him everything already"

Midorima left first without another word and we were standing there looking at each other and wondering if what just happened was real but we snapped out of our daze and we followed him in silence towards Akashi's studio. He knocked at the door and Takao opened us the door with a big grin now his demeanor had changed drastically, here Midorima narrowed his eyes because he knew why Takao was so happy and who wouldn't it was pretty obvious. We all stepped in closing the door and Akashi looked at us and then his eyes landed on me directly and without standing from his chair and with his intertwined fingers that were on the table he looked at me with a very serious expression.

He pointed at Takao without taking his eyes off of me, that was something that unnerved me, because I felt like he could see right into my soul "Ryouta, is everything that Kazunari told me true?" he asked but his voice was neutral and I couldn't tell if he was angry, surprised, shocked or happy.

I nodded softly and averted those piercing eyes "Yeah"

Then Akashi looked at Midorima and stood from his chair and with an unreadable expression he spoke "Shintaro, you will leave after you pack" he paused and stood his hand and pointed at Takao whom was grinning madly besides him "And Kazunari will accompany you"

Midorima was agitated by the statement and shook his head furiously. He refused to take the convert with him even if his leader ordered him he will retort "What!? No, what if something happens to him? Is far too dangerous" Midorima stated and his hands curled at each of his sides.

Takao now felt insulted and very annoyed by what was spoken by the green haired vampire, he scoffed and huffed "Shin-chan, I'm not a kid anymore! I'm a vampire and I can protect myself" Takao said aloud shaking his head and narrowing his eyes. He felt like Midorima was looking down on him, like he was too weak to even protect himself and that just infuriated the rather chipper convert.

Midorima looked at him and shook his head but this time his voice was even and soft "I can't. You won't come"

Takao glared at him angered that the other was refusing him to that extent "I can and I will surely go!" he paused and wore a pained expression and with almost a broken tone he asked "Why don't you let me go?"

Midorima swallowed and turned around avoiding looking at Takao "Because…." He rubbed his head exasperated and with reluctance and hesitating he looked into Takao's eyes trying to conceal his turmoil to the other "…I can't see you die again"

The convert eyes went wide and soon his expression turned from shock to tenderness. He approached the taller vampire and with a very fond and loving smile Takao hugged him "Shin-chan, at that time I was a frail human and now I'm a stronger vampire, besides you are going to be there, no?" he asked looking fully into green eyes.

Midorima hugged him strongly and hid his face on the crock of his neck, nudging him "Yeah, but still" his voice sounded as unsure as the man felt.

Akashi coughed reminded them that we all were still there and that they weren't alone. Midorima blushed and coughed to hide and let go of Takao whom just chuckled. And on Akashi' face I saw a flitter and small smile "Well, now that all is decided, please go pack your things" he pointed at the two hybrids with a serious look "Could you let us alone a moment?"

They nodded but I still could see the reluctance on Haizaki body, but Kasamatsu nudged him and they left the room closing the door behind them. Akashi looked at Midorima and sighed tiredly and he sat on the chair that he had discarded when he stood. He seemed to be having a hard time with everything that was happening at the moment and I could know why because if we three left that would not only left the house less guarded, they will lose their only doctor too, it was a delicate matter but Akashi knew that Midorima was required on the task at hand and he couldn't say no to the mission when it meant that someone from his family could recover and be back to normal.

After a brief pause he leaned back on his chair and looked at the ceiling "Shintaro, I will like to maintain some way to be in contact" Akashi said thoughtfully.

The green haired vampire looked down and rubbed his chin lost in thought, because what the leader was asking was something hard to accomplish because we would have to live on the hidings, but soon he came up with an idea "What about I sent you letters without any address, we will have you update about everything but you won't be able to contact with us" Midorima stated looking at the leader.

The red haired vampire looked at him "That's fine by me"

I chimed in before we left I wanted to resolve everything with my lover "Can I tell Aominecchi that I am going?"

Akashi smiled softly and nodded "Of course you can, Ryouta"

I smiled contently and I dashed out of Akashi's studio. I went to the only place I knew where he would be and that was in our room. I stood in front of the wooden door before with a hesitance hand I opened the door softly and I saw him sleeping on the bed with both the kids besides him, that warmed my heart and made smile sweetly at the sight. I made my way towards the bed and I sat at the edge very quietly to avoid awaking them. I looked with loving eyes my kids and then at Aomine whom was sleeping soundly. He sure is an awesome dad, I can be assured that the kids will be fine with him only, but leaving him here alone, I wish I could stay and be with him forever.

I started to caress my son' hair and I spaced out but I was brought back to reality when I saw Aomine fidgeting and moving around, then I saw him opening his eyes and looking at our sons. He hugged them to draw them closer, a smile made its way on my face when I saw how happy he looked about having them there. And now I almost felt guilty to break this happiness, because I knew that telling him that I was leaving would just make him restless.

Then he turned around and saw me sitting on the edge of the bed. He inspected me and I knew he realized I was really dreadful but I was thankful to Midorima because he had been able to cover up every open wound, he had to even sew some of my wounds. I rubbed Himuro's hair and sighed contently when I saw how happy he was sleeping with his family. I'm going to really miss this, I love to pet my son's hair, is so soft.

Looking at the small kids that were curled up next to Aomine and with a soft and happy smile I looked at him now "They look really comfort here, you are a wonderful father, Aominecchi" I stated.

But he didn't pay attention to my comment, his features showed the concern I heard on his voice "Oi, Kise, are you better now?" Aomine asked worried.

I now looked at Aomine and with the kindest of my smiles and the softest voice I spoke "Aominecchi, I really love you"

Aomine sat but carefully as to not awake the kids and I could see the tension from his shoulders "Oi, what the hell? Is something wrong, Kise?" now I knew his mind was going a mile per second trying to ravel what was going through my mind.

I caressed Aomine's cheek tenderly and chuckled sweetly "I don't know anymore" tears began to stream down my face. I was sad and it pained me to left him, because in reality I didn't want to go, I didn't care if I would die. I just wanted to spend what was I had left of time with him and or children. To think that maybe I won't see you ever again. "Aominecchi, I'm going with Midorimacchi for awhile. Could you make me the favor to take care of our kids?" I asked and then my eyes landed on the peaceful figures that were snoring lightly on the bed.

Aomine grabbed my hand and tried to look into my eyes to see what was going on "What do you mean that you are going? Where? Why? Kise, tell me what is going on"

I shook my head and pointed at the kids "Not here, let's go out" I tilted my head towards the door and he understood.

Aomine nodded and climbed down the bed with utter quietness and carefulness, watching not to awake the kids, he was a really thoughtful father. He then followed me out of the room and closed the door behind us without making any noise.

I was really nervous now because I didn't know how to start this conversation and his eyes were demanding me to start already and explain him what was going on. I was so sure he wasn't going to like this, because like me he just wanted to spend the rest of his life with me, living quietly and happily without trouble, but if he wanted that kind of life he shouldn't pick me up. I hugged him suddenly because I just needed him closer to me, snuggling my face on his chest and inhaled his sweet and strong essence. Aomine wrapped his arms around me and kissed the top of my head and then he rested his chin there. He smells really good and it always makes me feel so strong and safe on his arms.

Without pulling away or moving, "So, why are you going?" Aomine asked softly.

I licked my dried lips and swallowed hard because what was about to say would bring our world to pieces "Aominecchi, I'm dying" I stated and rubbed my face against his broad chest and I felt him stiffen.

Soon Aomine pulled me away from the hug to look at my face directly, to try to read me. He looked into my eyes to make sure I wasn't lying or trying to joke at him, but unfortunately I wasn't. I wish I really was. My face looked sorrowful, showing all the pain of my parting. And I saw how his own face fell into one of utter pain and it broke my heart to see him so down and broken. Because seeing someone as strong as him felt like a thousand stabs.

His navy orbs were getting glassy and I could see an immense amount of sadness and pain on them "Kise, this can't be…but how? Since when do you know?" Aomine asked above a whisper almost disbelieving that what was happening was indeed true.

I looked at him fully with tender eyes "Aominecchi, I know it since I had Himucchi with me. I'm pretty sure there is no cure for what I have there" I paused and looked down, not being able to face him anymore "It's spreading at really high speediness, and when I turned into a wolf I just worsened" I sighed tiredly and shook my head lightly "Please, just take care of them" I lifted my head to look at him again and I caressed Aomine's cheek lovingly "I wished so much that I was able to marry you"

Aomine cupped my hand smiled tenderly "And you will when you return" his voice sounded confident and it made me gain a bit of confident on the success of the mission.

I smiled bitterly "Yeah, sure. Will you wait for me, Aominecchi?"

Aomine took my hand and kissed me tenderly on the lips and then pulled away looking his navy orbs with my topaz ones "Always, Kise, I will be waiting for you to come back"

I couldn't hold my tears anymore "Thanks, Aominecchi" he really does love me as much as I do.

Aomine kissed my forehead and hugged me "I love you, Kise"

I leaned into the kiss and sighed contently "I love you too, Aominecchi" then I pulled away "Goodbye"

"Better say see you later, okay?" Aomine responded seriously but I never answered because I was still unsure I would return back to his side.

I chuckled softly and brushed our lips together one last time, because that could be that last time I even saw him and going was becoming harder by the moment when the thought hit me, but I shook my head and then I left. If I didn't leave fast I knew I wouldn't be able to be apart from him and the kids, so I grabbed the bag tightly and my knuckles turned white. I didn't unpack yet since I came because I hadn't had much time for myself, and I went to meet Midorima and Takao whom were still on their room.

They were talking about what they were taking with them and were browsing through several drawers. Midorima was still reluctantly to the idea of Takao coming with us but he couldn't do anything to stop Takao and I felt guilty, because I was the one dragging them down with me and if something where to happen to them I will never forgive myself.

When they heard the door cracking open they turned to look at me and I offered them a small and unsure smile. Takao smiled back broadly and Midorima just nodded his head at me. I sat on the edge of the bed waiting for them and I watched them doing their packages and Takao telling Midorima what to take and the other way around, it was amusing to see them interact because they looked like an old married couple. When they were done packaging and stepped out of the room I was lunged by Haizaki and Kasamatsu, I stumbled on my feet but Midorima supported me by behind avoiding that we crashed at the floor.

I struggled to get free but they weren't pulling me out "Guys I can't breathe" I whined almost out of breathe.

Haizaki was the first to pull away and raised a brow at me "What? You are going without parting from us" he wasn't one bit happy, but I hated it partings so I couldn't do it.

Kasamatsu squeezed me tightly and then punched me lightly on my head "That's really mean"

I chuckled softly and rubbed my head "I'm sorry, it's just that is really hard to part from people"

The grey haired hybrid crossed his arms over his chest "So, you rather go without telling us" Haizaki scoffed.

I shook my head and looked at them with a kind expression "Guys, I don't know if I ever will see you again but I wanted you to know that I loved you both so much"

"We love you too, Kise" Kasamatsu said smacking my head, but this time harder. He hated when I was so fatalistic.

Haizaki ruffled my hair and smirked arching a brow "What are you saying about not seeing us each other again? We are going to and when you come back like new then I will kick your sorry ass for being an idiot" he said punching my arm in a playful way.

I smiled fondly at them "Thanks guys" I paused and turned to look at the other two vampires "Now I have to leave"

They nodded and Kasamatsu pulled away reluctantly. I waved at them with a wide grin and I left the castle with Midorima and Takao at my side. We climbed into Midorima's car and he started to drive in the direction of those labs, we had already spoken with him and Haizaki was the one to explain him fully the localization while I was parting from Aomine. I guess we will go to some house or flat to hide and to have some place as a base and from there start some plan to infiltrate the labs and be able to search and find for any information that could help me.

We drove in complete silence but it wasn't an uncomfortable silence, because we weren't in tension. It was one of fear of what might happen once we are there, I was uneasy but I didn't want to voice it. I felt really awful for dragging them into this kind of situation but I couldn't back off now, it was already too late.

When we arrived at the place we were supposed to be at it was already late at night, the lights street gave poor light and if it wasn't because we had nocturnal vision we would have not being able to see. Midorima parked and stepped out of the car without a word. Then Takao followed suit and so I did the same, once out we grabbed our bags and followed Midorima to some really old looking building, the building seemed like it was about to collapse. There we climbed several stairs and then we came to stop and Midorima took us to an apartment, he had the keys from that rundown place and I wondered why he would because I couldn't imagine him living there. He opened the door and we stepped in. It was really small and old but it was just for hiding not to make us feel comfortable. There was furniture but just the basic, a sofa, a simple kitchen, a bathroom and one room with just a bed.

I sat on the sofa that was placed in the middle of the room and I looked at them with tired eyes and a weak smile, I leaned back and I stretched my arms.

I stared at them wearily and yawned "I will take the sofa" I stated.

Takao arched a brow and shook his head sitting next to me taking his point cross "No, Shin-chan, will take the sofa and we will take the bed"

Midorima sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose, without even realizing it he gained the worst place to rest "Okay"

I stood and waved my hands in a dismissal way and shook my head refusing to accept that "No, no. I can't do that" I looked at Takao with a small and soft smile "Takaocchi, you should share the bed with Midorimacchi, believe me you are going to need him close"

Then the black haired male stood and looked at me with a worried expression "B-but, what about you?" Takao asked and his voice was laced with concern.

I smiled contently and I did my best to reassure him that I would be fine "I will be fine. I'm used to sleep alone unlike you" I chuckled when I saw him pouting and really hesitant.

"Fine" he sighed loudly and rubbed his hair.

They went to the room and I stood there looking at the sofa from now on this was going to be my house but for how long. They stayed at the room, well, considering it was night already it was normal but I couldn't sleep at all, I was restless and very nervous and it was keeping me awake. I sat and I buried my face on my hands and I started to wonder how Aomine and the kids will be. Will they be sad because I went without parting from them? I was because now I regretted that I didn't but I knew that If Himuro started crying I wouldn't be able to leave his side because my son' happiness was my priority. It hadn't been a day away from them and I already miss them so much. How am I going to endure this like that?

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I was a light sleep so I was awoken by hearing the shuffle someone was doing near me. I opened my eyes slowly and I started to focus my gaze to look from where the noise was coming and who was making it, I rubbed my eyes tiredly and I yawned. I blinked a few times and I looked around and I saw Takao smiling at me with his mouth full of cereals. I chuckled at the sight and his cheeks tinted a slight pink.

I stretched my arms "Morning, Takaocchi" I said groggily.

He left the bowl at the table and grinned broadly at me "Morning to you too, Kise" he responded cheerfully.

I sat and I stretched my arms over my head, hearing and feeling my numb limps cracking "Since when are you awake?"

"Since some hours ago" he replied honestly.

I arched my brow now concerned I had just sleep in when we were out for a very important mission and not in some kind of holidays "What hour it is?"

He laughed at my really confused and worried face and waving his hand in a dismissal way he said "Don't worry, nine o'clock" he blushed slightly and rubbed the back of his neck "It's just that Shin-chan wasn't on the bed and I couldn't sleep" he looked at me "You were right" he told me with a very grateful smile. I already knew that he wouldn't sleep with the other because as far as I know they have always been together.

I chuckled and looked at him "Well, you've been sleeping with him since always, it would be impossible to sleep apart from each other" I looked around trying to see where the mention vampire was "Where is Midorimacchi?"

"Oh, he is on that room looking through some papers" he responded pointing at a closed door.

I nodded "Okay"

I stood from the uncomfortable sofa and I went to said room. The door was closed so I knocked and when I heard him giving me permission to enter I opened the door and I stepped in. Midorima was looking through several papers, which looked like structure of the labs but slightly different. I approached him to take a better look at them and I was indeed right, but why were them so different? I had been there and I still remembered it, it wasn't like I could forget that hell and nightmarish place.

Maybe it was another place and I was just mistaken, so I asked to be sure "What are you looking at?"

With his eyes fixed on the several papers that were scattered on the table he responded without glancing at me "To the structure of the labs, I have them so I thought to make a good use of them"

I pursed my lips not very happy. Perhaps those were old copies from the structure of those labs. "But they are all wrong, I mean" I pointed at one part that I knew well "This isn't like that. I still remember"

Midorima looked at me now with an arched brow "But that can't be. This is the most new version"

I shook my head and then shrugged "I'm sorry Midorimacchi but they cheated you, those are all wrong" I responded pointing at the papers.

He lowered his head and I heard him speaking softly "But it was my father whom gave them to me" his voice was heavy with pain and hurt. I didn't know he was feeling but I knew it wasn't good, because having your father betraying you and doing those kind of things to other living creatures must feel like a blow, but I was lost at words and I didn't know what to say to him to even cheer him up and that just made me feel pathetic and useless.

I placed a hand on his shoulder and squeezed him lightly "I'm sorry"

He shook his head and sighed rubbing his tired eyes "Kise, then you do remember it? Could you modify this to the correct version?"

I nodded and smiled weakly at him "Of course, just give me a moment"

He stood from the chair "Sure, stay here. I'm going out" he said back at me. And before I could answer he was out of the room and the door was closed.

It must be really hard to know that your father is involved in something like this but that he is lying to you must be even harder. I can't say that I understand him but I wouldn't like to be in his position because it could arrive the moment in which we will have to fight against his father, that's something that no one wants. But as I things I would say that it will happen sooner or later and I fear that Midorima can't stand against his own father but I know no one will judge him, because whom can't turn against his family.

I sighed and I turned to look at the papers, now I needed to focus on this. I can't do much so I will try to be of some use with this, I wanted to be useful to them because I wanted to get my gratitude crossed to them, I was really happy they had accepted to accompany me in this suicidal mission. No one could ensure them that they will return in one piece home or if they would ever do but even so they decided to help me. I started to redraw everything and after awhile Takao came in with food. I looked at him and he smiled. He does really worry about my well being.

He placed the food on the table "Take, I'm sure you are hungry" I was about to retort but my tummy decided it was the perfect moment to growl loudly.

I blushed and I accepted the food with a small and embarrassed smile "Thanks, Takaocchi"

He laughed and ruffled my hair "Don't worry. So, how is it going?" he asked now focusing on the papers that were on the tables.

I smiled proudly at my good work and responded contently "I'm almost done. When does Midorimacchi wants to infiltrate for the first time?" I asked now looking at him.

I could see fear and concern shown on his eyes but his face was wearing a smile, he was trying to mask what he really felt "He said that if you were done by today we will try to enter at night" Takao responded.

I looked up at him and with a very serious face I told the vampire what was that place like at night, knowing it first hand "Well, at night we must be extra careful because there are even more guards"

Takao sighed and rubbed his hair tiredly "I see, well then I will tell Shin-chan"

He said that and left the room letting the door open, I stared at his retreating figure for a while and then I turned around to finish eating and then end with this. When I was done eating I wiped my hands on my trousers to about getting the papers dirty and I started to redraw the correct structure, by the time I ended it was almost dark. It was perfect, because we could use the shadows to hide ourselves. I left the room and I went to tell them. They were sitting on the sofa in silence, Takao was curled at Midorima' side while this had an arm around the smaller' waist loosely, and I looked at them lifting the papers that I held. They stood understanding the meaning of it and we left the apartment without any words, but what could be said at that moment.

That's it, tonight is the night in which our future will be decided.


So, what did you think? For now Kise is still fine, aren't you happy? x'D

Did you like those slight midotaka' moments, his story will be revealed on near chapters, how they meet and all, and i hope you like this couple because i just love them xD

Well, how will Kise end up? Will he be fine after the lab infiltration or something catastrophic will happen? You won't know until next week, so be patient

Thanks for reading and see you all next week! : D