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Lloyd (POV) Sunny is lying. I know she is. She must be lying. She has to be lying.
"Your lying to me. I know you are." I complain.
"No I'm not Lloyd. I'm tired of your jealousy. If you want me to be older with you don't try to convince me. Try to convince Ash." she tells me, deadly calm.
I close my eyes. Flashes of Sunny and Ash being together is taking me over the edge.
"Mine. Your mine. Just mine." I say.
She looks at me with her eyes. Eyes full of...fear?
"Y-your not going to force me to stay with you like last time? Are you?" she begins to panic.
Her chest goes up and down. She's panting with panic and fear.
"I'll never do that again. I'm sorry, you should know that." I whisper to her, trying to calm her down.
"No Lloyd. I dont know what's going to happen. Your not the same little Lloyd I knew. I don't know what you'll do to me." she sobs.
I go to her and hug her. I try to take in her scent, her heart beat. Her sobs full of tears and pain.
"Please get older with me." I beg.
She sniffles.
"No Lloyd, I told you. Convince Ash. Convince him."
Just like that she pushes herself off of me and leaves her room. I know I should be following her and try to make sure she gets older with me, without Ash help. But, I can't seem to move from my spot. As if I was stuck in place, stuck in time. My heart is so close from shattering into millions and millions of little pieces where I don't think anyone can fix. Only her. Only she can fix my broken heart.
By every second that passes by, I feel like I'm withering away. Only to be forgoten by that one person that I love so much. By the need of her touch, smile and laugh. Will crush me if I don't get her. If I don't get my Sunny back. My Sunny.
Sunny (POV) I dry my eyes with the back of my hands, and I go straight to the bathroom.
I lock the door and try to slow my breathing.
In and out. In and out. In and out.
I sit in the toilet and sob. Not able to control my body anymore. I sob and sob. Letting all my fear, anger, frustration and sadness out with simple salty tears.
I stay there for seconds, minutes, hours. I don't know really. I can't seem to know how much time passes by. For me, it feels like an eternity.
When my eyes finally dried. When my eyes were finally tired I stood up from the white toilet seat and looked at the mirror.
Some of my hair was stuck in my jawline because of the tears. My eyes were red and puffy and my nose and cheeks red from crying. I turned on the faucet and put my hands under the water. I splashed cold water in my face.
It only made my apprence worst.
I heard a knock at the door.
"Sunny are you okay? Do you want to talk?" Nya asked.
I didn't trust myself to speak. Probably I wouldn't say 'I'm fine.' But give away another sob that I've been trying to control in my throat.
So I just open the door give her a smile then walk away.
When I arrive at my room, Lloyd isn't there anymore.
I go get my purple ninja clothes and put them on. I get my bow, arrows, and quiver.
I smiled at my magical weapon. Just a few days ago, I noticed that every time I shot an arrow, minutes later, they come back to my golden quiver.
Do I still want to be a ninja? Or a girl without a home?
I sigh.
"Just this one more day. Then I'll go back to where I really belong. My true home. I'm sorry Lloyd but after today, if you do or if you don't convince Ash, I will be long gone." I whisper.
I leave my room and go to the deck. I still see we haven't left the village where Kailey lives. So I climb out of the ship and go straight to the forest.
Lloyd (POV) Lonely. Do you know how that feels like? Being lonley even though there's people around you.
I know how it feels like.
I'm feeling it right now. At this very moment.
"Talk to her." Jay tells me for what feels like the hundreth time.
"I told you, she doesn't want to talk to me." I sigh.
"You need to at least try!" Cole insists.
"I have tried!" I stand up from my bed. "I've tried so hard!"
"No you haven't! So now you have to try even more. But who are you going to convince, Ash or Sunny?" Kai yells.
"Don't remind me again! Dang!" I yell at them.
If I was little I would be intimaded by them. But now, I'm as tall as they are.
"You've changed you know that?" Zane tells me.
"I-I know." I despretaly say, running my uncontrollable hands through my messy blonde hair.
"Calm down Lloyd. Look at you, your pacing back and forth." Kai laughs.
I look at myself, and as he said, I am pacing.
I stop myself and pull my hair with both hands.
"Calm yourself Lloyd." Zane says.
I put my hands at the side of me. I feel warmth through my hands spreading through my whole body.
"Lloyd! Stop!" Jay yells.
I look at him confused. Until I see a thin line of smoke in front of me. I look aroung to see everybody away from me. I also see that I'm covered in green flames. That are spreading through to wood of the room.
