Uh...hey there, long time no see right? Look, I'm not going to BS around here I haven't updated for the longest time because...I just lost interest. When I first started this little story of mine it was just that, mine. It was one of the few things that kept me going through late high school to college, it was a stress reliever, a way to just kick back and temporarily forget about my troubles. I loved just writing down whatever not having to worry about anyone else's opinion, and for a while it was alright. That is, until my dad caught wind of this, and "encouraged" me non-stop by "trying" to get into what I loved most. He seriously thought my writing for fun, and stress relief could turn into a career, not that it's a pleasing idea it's just I wanted to write for me and only me. Day in, day out it was the same thing over and over again, "Write me a story", "When are you take this seriously?", "Just one chapter." till my ears bleed.

Finally I just gave in, and wrote my stupid stories for him just to shut him up, this story was one of those...frustrations. The more I wrote, the less interested I was to keep it going, and the less joy I found in writing anything anymore until finally...I gave up. Writing was a chore, something I felt like I had to do at that point so, I just abandoned this story, and writing in general to spite him so I could just find a normal job like he wanted in the first place. A lot things have happened since I first started this story, family issues ( still continuing mainly with my 1st brother), depression from dropping out of college, job searching for a year and a half with no results, then getting a job at Amazon of all places via 3rd party company only to be screwed over by them, I got a new baby sister to add in my family (whose 1st birthday is only a month away), and now I'm on my second job with FedEx which is exhausting by the way not to mention peak season is coming up (Basically hell on earth for 6 weeks straight).

Truth be told I was on the verge of flat out deleting this story. That is, until out of sheer curiosity last week I looked at the stats, more specifically the reviews however small they are. I actually never once looked at them before thinking no one was going to bother, thanks to my shitty writing and practically nonexistent confidence. I wish I was lying, but I teared up a bit reading the few people who were actually interested in my story. I also felt like shit having not completed this like I promised forever ago, and now I intended to keep that promise. It might come later today or possibly tomorrow, but there will be for those who still care about this drawn out mess it will still continue...just on a bi-weekly basis, since that's the best I can do really.