So.. I wanted to give you a little preview for what to expect in the upcoming of the story. I`m so glad to say, "The Originals is back soon! I don`t know if this will have some effect on the story but I wanted you to read this. If it doesn`t fit with the story, I will remove it.
I do not own The Originals, Only my OC.
*cathrineoriginal*
Thinking of You
Hey..
It`s me again, for what I feel like is the billionth time in the last few months. I feel out of place, just as you do and I don`t know how to get over it.
Someone once said; "You will lose someone you can't live without, and your heart will be badly broken, and the bad news is that you never completely get over the loss of your beloved. But this is also the good news. They live forever in your broken heart that does not seal back up. And you come through. It's like having a broken leg that never heals perfectly—that still hurts when the weather gets cold, but you learn to dance with the limp."
I can relate to that.
All I can think about, is how I`m not able to grieve and I know you feel it too.
How did we even get here, you know? Did we do something so terrible that the universe don`t want us experience something good in our lives?
Call me back.
Hey.. Again..
It feels like, every day, I`m losing more and more of myself and I just want to talk to you. You`re my best friend and I need to know you`re there because if you`re not, then I don`t know how to hold on to anything anymore.
Please call me back. I need you.
Hey… Or.. whatever you want it to be…
Jeremy, Kol, Elijah and Nik means everything to me and I love Nik with every fiber of my body but we`re drifting away from each other. We`re becoming more and more distant from each other and I can`t take it anymore. All I want to do, is to forget everything and just live my life as uncomplicated as I can.
Whatever I do, I can`t get her back and it`s too much for me to handle. I don`t want to use this lack of communication to separate us but I feel so much bad things right now and I don`t want to feel anymore. I don`t see anything good coming out of this anymore.
I`m giving up soon. Call me back. On the other hand, do whatever you want. I don`t care or feel anymore.
Talk to you whenever.. and I wanted to thank you for what you`ve done for me in the last few weeks. I have nothing more to live for Stefan, I thought you were my best friend but you just don`t understand me.
That was the night I finally turned my emotions off.
I hope you`ll like this preview and that I`m not to far out on this one. Like I said, If this doesn`t fit with the story, I will delete it.
Until next time!
cathrineoriginal*
