Recap:

Slowly her body began to morph back in it's human form. Suddenly I realized Oh, shit she's got no clothes!

As she morphed back I walked over to her and stood in front of her blocking her from everyone else.

"Jake, thank you." she said as she draped her arm on my shoulder. "Jake." I looked down at her "Pay back's a bitch." and with that she fell into unconsciousness. I could only shake my head as I heard the others chuckle.

Blazing Moon

Chapter 29

BPOV

I woke up and realized I was still in the clearing. No doubt I was being kept here in case I lost control again. Jacob was still in his wolf form his body curled protectively around me.

I look down at myself and found myself wearing a large shirt and a pair of shorts and my feet were bare. Huh, must be Jacob's shirt. I sniffed and sure enough it was his.

As I slowly sat up and looked around Jacob's body uncurled from me. I caught a slight movement from my left and realized the entire pack was still there: they were on alert.

"Jake...Jake can you morph back please." I requested of him. He rose and ran and dashed into some trees and came out wearing his shorts again.

"How are you feeling....Are you okay?" he said with concern in his eyes.

I gave him my best million dollar watt smile as I slowly walked up to him. Standing just a few feet away I closed the distance and took him into my embrace.

"Jake...thank you for everything, for helping me come back." I said softly. I took a few steps back and looked his square in the eyes and a fast as lightning I snapped my arm back and gave Jacob a right hook that sent him fying clear across the clearing and into some trees; snapping them in the process.

Before he had the chance to get up I was crouched in front of him; "What the fuck Bella!!" a feral snarl rumbled in my chest. "If you value your head attached to your shoulders; that had better be the first and last time you EVER do that to me again; you got that!!" My face was inches away from his staring into his bulging eyes; a hint of fear briefly flashed; but was quelled; he gave a quick nod unable to speak.

My icy glare softened as I stretched out my hand to help him up. His face also softened but his eyes were tight. "I told you payback's a bitch."

Ignoring the laughter of the pack I turned my attention to Merrick who stood close by with a amused look plastered on her face.

MPOV

Bella turned and began walking in my direction. She stopped briefly contemplating her first question. She finally seemed to formulate her questions. "What is happening to me....what the hell was that....I need answers." she said anxiously.

Putting my hands up in a gester to halt her questions; I guided her to the middle of the clearing. "Have a seat and I will give you my...theories." She nodded...sat...and waited for my explanation.

"I have considered may theories...my only conclusion was that when I save your life and binded you to me with my blood and the essence of my sacred knife; that besides making you an immortal it also gave you gifts. As a immortal you have control over the elements, you can heal, you can camouflage yourself, and you can morph into a wolf. These are gifts you have inherited from my binding blood and blade. The shield you possess is your natural gift brought forth with you into immortality."

I waited looking at Bella scrutinizing her every expression looking for her reaction. She had a blank expression void of all emotions; but her now fierce green eyes were darting from side to side processing this new information.

Finally deciding to speak she cocked her head to the side. "How do I control my new gifts...so I won't hurt anyone?"

"With patience, practice, and focus....I will train you."

She gave a curt nod and said "When do we start?"

"Now."

BPOV

My new brain absorbed this new information Merrick was sharing with me about my new gifts. I needed to learn how to control my powers so I don't hurt anyone.

"When do we start?"

"Now."

Six months later:

"Damn it!!" My back hit a tree snapping it in half.

"Again...focus." Merrick instructed.

For the past six months I have been training on how to control and use my gifts. I have gained full control over my shield. To everyone's surprise my shield had a wide range of about two miles. I was able to master all of my gifts at an alarming rate.

"Again." Merrick said. I dusted myself off and assumed my stance in the middle of the clearing. At the present moment my training was focusing on the control of the elements; which I was having some trouble mastering.

I stood feet spread apart; my arms slight away from my body with my palms facing out. I closed my eyes and focused on the energy around me; willing it to work.

I cracked an eye open only to see nothing not even a inkling, a spark....nothing was happening. What the hell.

I caught a movement from my peripheral vision. I saw Sam walk up to Merrick and whisper something to her. She nodded and turned towards me and motioned me to come to her.

"What is it?" I asked her searching her face for the answer. She took a deep breathe and let it out slowly.

"Bella...Sam has just told me the Cullens....more specifically....Edward..." I winced noticeably, she saw this but continued. " has been demanding to see you...he come daily and threatens to break the treaty."

Aww hell...he left me and now he's demanding....who the hell does he think he is demanding to see me. I was shaken out my thoughts Jacob's comment. "What!...Fine I'll gladly end the treaty." he said with a glint in his eye.

"Shut it! Jacob." I reared on him. "I don't anyone getting hurt over me...just let me think." I said putting up my hands gesturing them to stop.

"Sam..tell them...him that they were the ones who left....that I don't want to see them or him."

"We've told them that but they refuse to leave."

"Fine...I send them a note...that's as close as they're get to get an answer from me."

EPOV

Everyday for the past six months I have gone to the treaty line and demanded for them to let me see Bella; but in the end I get nothing. I have to see her...tell her that I'm sorry and that I was an idiot for leaving in the first place.

Everyday my family would take turns requesting to see Bella and they were given the same answer no.

I came to the treaty line and spoke to Sam; I pleaded to see Bella. He left walking at human pace into the forest.

For what seemed like forever he appeared at the forest edge; again at human pace. This was agonizing. He finally reached me. He was blocking his thoughts from me.

He stepped in front of me without a word and reached into the back pocket of his jeans and pulled out what looked like a letter. He handed it to me and walked away.

I stood there just staring at it for a while. I saw Bella's writing scrawled across the paper. It read: To the Cullens.

I turned and ran. I reached the house and called to everyone. I told them of the note from Bella.

We were in the living room in less than two seconds. I handed the letter to Carlisle for him to read.

He held the letter and started to read it:

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Dear Cullens,

Please stop demanding to see me. Stop threatening to break the treaty. Stop looking for me. I don't want to see any of you. You left me...a mere human. You left no goodbyes were said, no explanations. You left...you didn't care what it did to me. You have no idea what it has done to me. It has shattered me into too many pieces that can't be put together again. I know now how you have played with the weak pathetic human just to have a distraction for your eternal boredom. I know that you never loved me or accepted into you so called family. I was just a toy for you to dress up, a toy to tease, a toy that you ALL strung along for your twisted games. All I did was love each and every one of you. I opened myself to you and you shattered me. I thought I had found what I was missing...a family...and the love of my existence. I see now I was wrong...you all never loved me, never wanted me as part of your family. Forget about me...it will be as if I never existed.

Bella

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I flinched as Carlisle read Bella's letter. It was full of anger, hurt and bitterness. Everyone was in shock but quickly snapped out of it. My siblings were staring holes into me while verbally assaulting me.

"What the hell did you do to her, what did you tell her Edward." Alice was seething.

"You idiot! you had a chance to be happy with her and you screwed up!" Emmette's voice boomed through the room.

"It's my fault, if I hadn't lost control..." Jasper started to say but I cut him off.

"It's not your fault, it's mine...now she's lost to me." realization sunk in and my legs gave way beneath me, I crumpled to the floor with violent sobs escaping me. I've lost her. I've lost her. She doesn't want me anymore...doesn't love me.

I felt arms embrace me trying to comfort. Esme.

CPOV

Bella's letter cut each and everyone of us deeply. She thought that we didn't love her or wanted her as part of out family.

I watched as my eldest son sunk to the floor violently sobbing as my wife tried to comfort him.

After a few hours of Edward just laying on the floor he stood up, swayed a bit, and without a word to anyone he went to his room; with a dead empty look in his eyes.

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