Hey everybody! You know I'm rather disappointed in you lot. Not the ones who review constantly, and they know who they are. *Smiles waving at said people.* But, 50! I mean this 50! Of you lot have Alerted this, and the most reviews on a chapter I got was 13. So! How are the rest of you? What do I need to do to have you review? Give you all virtual cookies? Ah well, enough of this! As long as your reading this and like it! :)

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I just keep thinking of how wonderful it would be if you all got me to 200 reviews before I got to chapter 30... Aw well...

So here's the next chappie and... More strange, Sapphire... Jumping up and down, Chameleon Circuit moments... Yeah.

Awkward Moments and Torchwood.

So here I am, I'm doing it again. Chameleon Circuits song about Journey's End is blaring out in the speakers. Funny I happened to have been there. Shame I wasn't in the song. I would have liked to have been in the song. The Doctor isn't here... Yet. I have a feeling he will come in. This time I prepared a little. With my jumping up and down, this time, I took all of the stuff off the bed first, before I started jumping. Well, yeah I had just dumped them dotted about randomly on the floor, but still!

And what do you know, here he comes. The Doctor. The lift pinging open just as the song changes to Chameleon Circuits – An Awful Lot Of Running, and I'm jumping up and down again. While he stares at me like I've grew another head. He is completely frozen in his place. No doubtfully thinking about when this first happened with Chameleon Circuits song Gallifreyan History. Again, I was scream-singing the songs lyrics out.

"What are you doing?" He shouted at me confused, it was about a quarter of the way through the song. About to talk about companion stuff... Yeah.

"Shut up until it's finished this is another on of my favourites alright?" I shouted very loudly.

#As a full time companion, he gave me a key, and a phone with a signal, in every galaxy. As we fell through the vortex, I felt so free, please don't let this danger just be another dream.

"Actually I haven't given you the phone upgrade thing yet." The Doctor laughed. I could only smile cause it was true. But did I even need it? We visit Torchwood often right? Ok! We've went a few times. Not recently, recently as in a month ago? Oh, don't hate me Jack.

"Why would Jack hate you?" The Doctor quizzed. I gave him two different looks one that said 'shut up the song's on' and another that clearly said 'stay the hell out of my head'. I shouted the next parts really loud that I came over the speakers. And I always said I never liked people to hear my singing voice. Technically this wasn't singing.

#'Cause my life before you was unreasonably mundane, Never been happier although we face death every day. I wouldn't have it any other way!

So now came the chorus? I think. It came up a lot in the song so yeah, chorus. The Doctor just sat in a chair at a desk that was randomly set at the right hand side of the room. Well, my right, to my left was the bathroom, behind me was the cupboard and in front, the lift.

#It's completely terrifying but it's so, so exciting, he said I was brilliant and I could, change the world. So many places I've been, there's so much more to see, we've got galaxies and planet's and moons.

I started laughing remembering the video. The TARDIS zooming past Raxicoricofallapitorious and a Slitheen's head popping up. The Doctor had raised his eyebrows, probably wondering if I was going crazy. Then came the best part, the really long dragged out 'ooh' sound in the word do. Also done in the same tune as the theme tune.

#An an awful lot of running, to do!

Now I there was a little bit of music during which I realised what was coming and turned pointing at the Doctor and nearly laughed.

"Oh what now?" He asked confused.

"Think about Donna and tell me if you recognise this part of the song!" I shouted happy. He just kept staring but he was trying not to smile I could see it. Yeah, he cant trick me that easily.

#And you know you can fix that chameleon circuit, if you just try hot wiring the fragment links, and super-seeding the binary, binary, binary, binary, binary, binary, binary, binary...

The Doctor had huge eyes now, he looked so confused. It was funny. To see him so lost and confused. Like some sort of puppy dog. It was really... I dunno, cute? I turned back to the music as he continued to stare. I got the funny feeling he heard all that. Why do I insist on talking to myself like some sort of diary! Anyway it only repeated the chorus again so I turned it off straight after it.

My face was probably red from using up all my energy. This time I had left the remote thing, for the music player thing... over with it, so I had to go over to it to turn it off. Think of how big CD players were. That was the size of the speakers. It was sitting on top of a large set of drawers which reached just above my waist. It was a futuristic speaker thing, it attached to any phone or ipod anything I guess. When I turned back around I jumped, the Doctor was grinning and suddenly only a few steps or so away. Quite close.

"You know, I think it's about time we pay a visit to Torchwood." The Doctor said.

"Hm, yeah, lets see if Jack's flirted with Jenny yet." I laughed.

"Well, he wont get away with it if he has!" The Doctor exclaimed making me laugh more.

"Well what if Jenny likes Jack?" I asked he started mumbling.

"She better not." I managed to catch.

"Doctor, your the only person I know, to actually complain about Jack." I laughed.

"Well, someone has to keep him straight." He argued.

"Oh, straight? Sorry he's already gay, in love with Ianto, so I wouldn't worry Doctor." I couldn't help but laugh. Well, Straight was the thing he said. You get Straight, Gay, Lesbian and Bisexual. Jack's in the Bisexual/Gay section. The Doctor had wide eyes and was staring at me. Well, he said it.

"Jack Harkness? In love? With a man?" The Doctor said very fast unsure of himself. "Well, now I know why he flirted with my incarnations a lot." I nodded again laughing. I still had 5 hours in my regeneration thing. So I had plenty of energy. Some gold dust stuff flew out of my mouth at that moment as if proving my point. I couldn't help myself and reached up and quickly ran my hand through it. It was basically like dust. It just blew about through the air, and then disappeared. I laughed at it, the Doctor just stared at me. I stared where the dust stuff was and in the corner of my eye seen him shift slightly closer.

This was completely out of control. We shared the same bed, He's seen me in nothing but a bikini after the Master. We have kissed so much I've begun to loose count! Lets see, counting the flesh ones. The first just before the TARDIS was human, very awkward time. There was another after the Master, two after I was unconscious with the whole flesh thing going on. About four? Before Demons run, one whilst planning it. Finally six! During the underwater Vashta Nerada game thing. So... that's FIFTEEN! Fifteen altogether! Oh, this was hurting me head thinking about all that. I turned to him to see him staring at his feet shifting about. Ok, we had to have this conversation eventually... right?

"Doctor?" I questioned already feeling a blush on it's way.

"Hmm?" He looked up. I tried to speak but nothing came out. How exactly do I put this anyway? "Yes?" He asked not really sure what I was trying to do. He just stared confusedly. "Are you going to say something?" He asked confused.

"Yes. I just... Don't know how to...put it." I admitted. He looked ready to laugh at me again as he grinned. "Don't laugh at me. It's a... hard to talk about subject. You stutter and act like a kid when people talk about it. So I'm allowed to not know how to start." He seemed to be rummaging through his brain for information on it. Which he seemed to remember with the shadows, when I mentioned him stuttering. He clearly remembered as he blushed looking away coughing.

"Right... that... uh." The Doctor didn't seem to know what to say or do either. I swallowed and my mouth made it's mid up and blurted out the question that's been in my head a while now.

"Doctor, why do you keep kissing me?" I could feel my cheeks heating up and I quickly looked down and he looked up quickly. I bit my lip one of my habits seemed to have passed to my next body. Well, you know the saying, old habits die hard.

"Well, uh, you see..." He trailed trying to think of how to answer it. "Eight kisses are nothing." He finished blushing it had reached his ears and everything. I sighed, he still thought it was eight?

"Doctor." I started.

"Okay, so ten then." He knew what I was going to tell him. I shook my head. "Eleven?" Another shake of my head. "Twelve?" He asked, I stared at him still saying no.

"Fifteen." I said. His eyes widened a little. "That's including the flesh. Without the flesh version of me counted it's... six." there was an awkward pause where neither of us spoke.

How exactly does one girl talk about kissing to a over 900 year old man?He moved back a little and sat on the bed. Maybe he couldn't stand his way through this. I know I can hardly stand it as it is. All I want to know is why. Surely he can just say why? Maybe he doesn't know why and is just randomly doing it while being controlled by evil! Ok, I watch TV too much. Then I remembered the telepathic connection.
But, did I want to sneak my way into his head at an awkward time like this? Well, it wasn't completely awkward, the Doctor couldn't sit still, he was muttering to himself and whispering. The only thing I could ever catch (even with Time Lord hearing) was my name. I nearly started biting my nails because of how this was going. My stomach or rather both of my stomachs (did you know Time Lords had two?) felt as if they had been punched. Why wont he say anything? I was getting all confused. This was no where near how I thought it should go in my head.

"Doctor?" I managed to ask the punching stomachs felling growing. I bit my lip again as he turned, I'm going to end up with a bruise on my lip! He stared wide eyed as he realised he hadn't said anything to me yet.

"I...I'm not... I don't... I... cant..." He stuttered not making any sense. My mind jumped to the conclusion he didn't know himself either. I stared at the floor. My hearts slowed their fast pace. The punching feeling vanished and I walked fast to the lift.

"Tell me the answer later then." I choked out. Why was I so upset about this? I slammed my finger on a random button. He ends up with River on the show. So why was this as if I just had my hearts ripped out?

"No! No hang on!" He managed to shout just as the lift closed. I turned to the door once it started moving. A tear slid down and I realized, I loved him. I must do! Right? But he was just a TV character! How can I just suddenly love a TV character? He couldn't answer me. So, what is his answer?

The doors opened at the library with the huge swimming pool like no other. There was a bloody waterfall in the wall! Little cave parts and rocks round about the place. But other than being like a beach, going from almost no water to lots and lots and lots instantly. It was like a normal pool. Apart from the breathable water thing. It looked like it was fizzy water. I decided if it was breathable then I could just sit underwater for ages and he wouldn't find me right?

I noticed a door and the side and hoped it was the wardrobe and luckily it was. So I got a swimming costume on. This time thankfully the bikini's never showed. I walked back through and stood on a rock at the waterfall. I heard a ping just as I jumped and glanced to see the light for the lift coming lit up. The Doctor was coming. Thankfully I was underwater before he seen me. I swam down managing to hold onto the wall. I could see through the water easily. I forgot about the breathable thing and nearly died of shock when I took in a breath I needed.I watched as he walked past I could just about hear a muffled call for my name.

I swam over to a little cave like part that was at the side and bobbed up to the top and poked my head round. The cave part was like a tunnel in the wall. There was a huge room behind me and in front this small gap in the rocks. It looked like it could hold one or two people through it at a time. I made it so that I could see him but hopefully he wouldn't see me. He was facing the other way so, maybe not. I also thanked the fact the swimming costume was blue, like water. Harder to find me. Even my hair had blue! Oh, I am good at hiding. The TARDIS hummed as he sat on a rock giving up. My eyes widened the TARDIS can give my location away. My hearts started to hurt just a little. I sunk into the water a little. My eyes being the only thing above the water. I wasn't sure if it was tears or just the water.

"She's where?" The Doctor suddenly said standing. I closed my eyes chanting inside my head. Please don't find me. Please don't find me. Over and over again. The TARDIS hummed again, did she rat out on me? I peaked my eyes open to see him taking off to the lift. I watched him leave and sighed leaning against the rock.

"Thanks Sexy." I said closing my eyes for a moment. I patted the rock and came out the pool altogether and ran to the wardrobe. I got changed again. I looked at myself in the mirror. My hair had gone wavy from drying funny. Everything else was fine, except my eyes. You know they were blue and changed to red as they got closer to the pupil? Now they were just red. It didn't help that my eyes were watering and looked puffed up. Like they do after people have been crying. But, I wasn't crying that much was I? I reached into my pocket taking out Jack's manipulator.

"Tell him, to come get me when he can answer. I'm at Torchwood." I said patting the TARDIS once more, I hit the button and fell onto a floor. Probably Torchwood hub. Another tear had just escaped. I heard a 'Oh my god' the way Gwen would talk and guessed I had landed in front of her.

"JACK!" Gwen yelled. "Jack get your ass down here! Stop snogging Ianto! We have a visitor!" I rolled over grumbling my eyes shut. It was kind of painful to have landed after just standing. Especially, since I was upset. Jack came running down and was suddenly beside me.

"Sapphire? You alright?" I heard him ask. I slightly opened my eyes so they still looked closed and I could make out the shape of him crouched next to me.

"No." I admitted, it came out all choked up and you could easily tell I was or had been crying. I immediately just launched myself at Jack. Him and the rest of Torchwood, and Amy, Rory and River were the closest to family I had left. I wasn't so sure what the Doctor meant to me now.

"There, there, Shhh." Jack started rubbing my back as I clung to him. "What the hell happened?" He asked. I swallowed how was I going to put this? I pulled back from him and opened my eyes trying not to choke another cry out. Jack gasped at the same time as Gwen when they seen my eyes.

"Now, my eyes had changed when I regenerated I have blue eyes that change to red. They just seem to be more red at the moment." I told them. Tosh, Owen and Ianto appeared mid conversation with Jenny. They all stopped upon noticing me.

"I'll get the tea." Ianto sighed leaving again. I glanced at a worried Jenny. I ripped of the manipulator before it could turn itself on, and take me to some random place.


Later Jack and Gwen were with me in Jack's office. We sat with the cups of tea, and Jack asked again what was wrong. I sighed and Gwen spoke before I could.

"But, why here anyway? Clearly the Doctor didn't bring you here. You just came here yourself so, why did you pick us? Out of anyone, Amy and Rory?" Gwen asked.

"Well, Amy and Rory still don't know this version of me yet. You lot came to my head first. I'm just really upset. I..." I trailed taking a sip of the tea.

"What exactly happened. You two love-birds didn't fight did you?" Jack joked but I sent him the best death glare I could. Which was easy in this situation because of what he said didn't come out as a joke for me. "You didn't?" He asked unsure of himself now.

"Jack let her do the talking!" Gwen snapped at him. I had a hint of a smile on my face. Thanks to that.

"You know I know how many times we kissed yeah?" I checked. Jack nodded not really sure why I said it.

"We got up to fifteen." I swallowed. "I don't get it though. So I asked why he just keeps randomly kissing me for no reason. He hasn't exactly said anything." I said Gwen nodded understanding but Jack just looked confused.

"Let me guess," Gwen started. "He didn't answer?" I nodded. Jack knew what was happening now.

"He started to say something but stopped." I continued explaining. "He went 'I... I don't... I... cant.' That was his answer. I didn't exactly realize that I," I glanced at Jack then stared at the table. "like him in that way, until he... did that." Gwen looked like she was going to cry along with me. Where as Jack remained staring at me. Gwen jumped up and slid into the seat next to me giving me a hug.

"How did you get here though? Wont he worry about you?" Gwen asked.

"I got the manipulator ready to leave, I told the TARDIS to tell him to tell him where I was. That he can come get me, when he can actually answer." I told her. "And I thought, Torchwood, simple, he knows where it is."

"You realize he will just come straight away anyway?" Jack asked me.

"He isn't here yet." I shrugged. Suddenly Owen burst in the room.

"Do you mind?" Jack shouted.

"Sorry, But uh, It's kind of important." Owen snapped.

"What?" Jack asked annoyed.

"As in big blue box, suddenly appearing in the middle of the room, important." Owen said quickly. I went wide eyed.

"I spoke too soon." I muttered.

"Gwen, Sapphire, stay here. Maybe we can get him to leave again. Say you haven't arrived yet." Jack said.

"No, he'll just stay until I do." I told him.

"But even then, that means you can stay up here until your ready. No one comes in here without my permission." Jack said winking as he darted out the room. Gwen was rubbing my back this time.

"So what happened?" Owen asked. I rolled my eyes, typical.

"Owen not now." Gwen snapped at him. Gwen was starting to be my best friend as far as I could tell. Maybe River or Amy was? Or Jack? Nah, not Jack, Jacks... more like a brother or something. Owen disappeared and then reappeared moments later.

"Yeah, it's not going so well down there." Owen told us.

"What do you mean?" Gwen asked.

"He's tellin' the Doctor she ain't here. But he's saying he can sense her and knows she is." Owen told us. I focused and it took everything I had to try and block the Doctor, but it wasn't working. According to Gwen and Owen anyway. I took a deep breath, I stood.

"Whoa, wait a minute." Gwen said as I headed to the door.

"Well, if he's here maybe he has an answer. Time travel remember? He might have waited weeks, minutes, and it could have been no time for us." I reminded her.

"True. But are you ready to see him?" Gwen asked.

"No." I admitted but walked out anyway.

I walked silently down the steps. The Doctor had his back to me. I stopped half way down. The Doctor was saying he needed to find me or something. I couldn't hear him. I wasn't listening. I had to stop halfway, or I would have fell. I just felt like collapsing. Jack eyed me and focused on me more than the Doctor. The Doctor had just asked where I was. With no reply from Jack he finally noticed Jack wasn't looking at him. He turned. Everyone in the room practically held their breaths. No one wanted to speak. I wanted to just disappear again. I stared at him, he was staring at me. He was, as best as I could tell, in 'Oncoming Storm' mode. I took a breath and looked away. Everyone was just watching. It kind of annoyed me. To have everyone here. The Doctor finally spoke, but not to me.

"Do you mind if we speak alone?" He asked everyone. I looked to Jack asking him to say 'no'. But everyone nodded and left to their own things to do. Gwen gave me an apologetic smile before they all disappeared in Jack's office. The Doctor was silent just staring at me.

"Well?" I finally asked breaking the silence.

"Do you have any idea how worried I was? I had to hear from the TARDIS that you teleported away. What if it never took you here? What if you ended up in danger?" He asked.

"That's not an answer to my question." I said going down the rest of the steps and walking past him. He grabbed onto my arm.

"You could have been anywhere else and in danger." He said.

"Still not the right answer." I managed to say pulling my arm away. I walked over to the little couch thing by Tosh's desk. I sat down and stared at the floor. My eyes watered but no tears fell, probably a good thing. He's not exactly going to just say he likes me. The Doctor doesn't do that. He never said 'I love you' to anyone. Not really. Sure he said it to Craig in a future episode, but he was trying to distract him from Cybermen.

"I'm sorry if I've upset you." He said appearing in my vision a little.

"A little better." I said not looking at him. If I do, who knows what will happen. I might just melt and forgive him. I might hate him completely. I might have just realized I, really liked him, I guess love him. But I don't know what he feels or even thinks of me. I'm not him, I don't just jump into peoples heads reading their mind. That's why at this moment I set up mental barriers. Lot's of them. There was no way he's getting in.

"Have you got an answer to my earlier question?" I asked, well, I had to know. I chanced a look up at him to see him trying to form words and acting like a goldfish. I sighed getting up. "Still cant answer?" I asked he didn't reply he just turned a little red and kept copying a goldfish. I shook my head, glaring a little and I turned away from him heading up to Jack and the rest. I could feel his eyes on me.

"I keep kissing you, because..." He called out, I froze in place. I turned slowly my mouth hanging open a little. He sighed closing his eyes. "Because..." He struggled to say it, which made me wonder what was so hard for him to say?

"I love you." My hearts skipped two beats.

OOOOHHHH! And that's all for this chapter... *Grins evil-y* Mwahahaha now question time!

Right, Sapphire said that she was 8 or 9 when she seen the Library episode. She was 9. Might as well help a little. So, How many series of Doctor Who has she seen if she came into this world at the age of 17?

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Until next time Folks! Wonder what will happen now? 8D