I am very emotional and angsty right now and so I wrote this in an attempt to unload some of my pain and anger. If it sucks feel free to say so. I have actual good writing coming soon I promise.

pairing: ZoSan
rating: T

Do you see

When you look at me do you really see me or am I just there? I like to think I can see who you really are that I know your soul yet you turn from mine like it's nothing more than rubbish on the floor.

Do you not see the love in my eyes when I look at you? The pain when I realize I'll never get you. I am an open book for you to read if only you would take a look.

If I were suddenly to disappear would you care? Would you miss me when I was gone, would you even notice?

Do you realize with each cutting remark you tear out another piece of my heart? With each deadly blow from your katana another part of me dies. You are slowly gutting me with your words and actions and soon I will only be a shell of who I used to be. Would you notice me then?

So one last time I will offer you my heart and ask for you to make me whole again.