I won't Forget about you


Sakara's point of veiw

If you ever wondered what it felt like to get hit by a club to the head don't. If I knew anything it was that the stars won't stop fly around my head. I'm not sure how I managed to get out of the river. For that fact, I'm not sure why I'm alive. My head just kept spinning like a wild tornado ripping apart what ever thoughts I came up with.

"Big brother Sasuke." said my mind as I processed the information. Big brother? I haven't thought about that memory in years. That memory of the man that left me years ago. He left me with the words to be strong and a pendent that now was strung around my neck. But why on earth did I put Sasuke's name in that memory. I move sharply when my back gave protest. I touched my side as I felt tight bindings. It made me wince in pain as I looked around. It was dark out and the forest was illuminated by a small fire. The rest was nothing but dark shadows. It gave you a chill just to see it. Some how the shadows made me feel very much alone. I looked around again and found something or more to the point someone sitting across the fire. It was the last person I thought I would see.

I had done something so stupid and he still came after me. Sasuke sat in front of a tree trunk. His eyes where closed and his breathing was shallow. He was asleep yet my emotion were in full alert. My heart jumped to my throat as I looked at him. I knew I couldn't escape him. It was stupid of me to try but I had too at least try. I don't know why I ran from him but something in me begged that I get away from him. Even when I was in the river my thoughts drifted to him ever if I knew I was dying I was thinking of him.

"Big brother?" I whispered before I knew the words had escaped my mouth. In horror I clapped my hands to my mouth. I shook my head. No, he was not the man that left me those years ago. He was not my big brother. Big brother had odd short hair the stuck out in odd angles. I remember getting a scolding from him when I called him a chicken. No, Sasuke had long black flowing hair that reached his lower back. It's what made him look so unreal.

It was the radiance his hair gave off when next to his pale skin, along with his lips, eyelashes, and nose. Everything made him look forbidden yet that didn't seem to process in my mind very well. He was enchanting and from whatever angle I looked at him it was hard to keep so far from him. Before I knew it my body was moving over to him. The pain in my back gave a sharp protest but I just had to get closer. The same thought kept going though my head for some odd reason. Big brother. over and over it went around my head as I looked at him. I could count every single eyelash on him. I could see how his chest rose and fell as he slept.

Big brother.

The same thought echoed in my head as I tried to think of what big brother looked like. But for the life of me I couldn't remember as single thing. His hair was different yet it was the same color. Not thinking my hand shot out to touch his soft black hair. I pulled back his hair as he didn't let it go unnoticed. His eyes opened as soon as I touched him.

It was the dark ebony eyes that looked at me, eyes that bore into me making all my thought scatter like leaves in the wind. Yet that was not what made me stop breathing. The world seem to tip on its side as the image of the man I once call big brother came together.

"Your him." I muttered as realization seem to burn right though me. It seem like I wasn't off in guessing as his ebony eyes enlarged for a second before he looked away from me. I don't know if it was shame that he was discovered or that fact that I was still holding on to him. " your big brother." I said again as to make sure I myself hared it.

" I'm not someone you should call brother." he muttered

" You are him." I said again as this time he looked at me. His dark eye started to bleed away to red.

"And what good does that do me!" he hissed out as I felt the danger coming out of him. He admitted auras of the animal in him. He no longer was in control of himself and I knew that. He now live purely by instinct and now that instinct was pointed at me. " what good does it do me when I can't even touch you?" he seethed.

" I'm sorry." I said but in reality what does I'm sorry solve? I didn't even know what I was sorry for. Was I sorry for the fact that he was a dragon destined never to hold a human without killing them? Was I sorry for the fact that it had taken this long to realize that he was the man I promised myself to? I don't really know why I told him I was sorry but somehow it felt like it was something I needed to say to him. Even if he was hardly listening to me. His other state just looked at me like it was all my fault and in a way I felt like it was all my fault.

When I was smaller I promised myself to a man that couldn't have me. I wanted to be with him so badly that I didn't stop to think if it was possible. Some how that wish must have burned it's way into him and now he's suffering forever dreaming. I now know the measures of those actions. I know now that I was affected by him then as I am now. Isn't it stupid? I was running away from him because I believe that somewhere out there my big brother was waiting for me, only now I know that the very same brother was the same one I was avoiding. The one I pour most of my hatred to. He was losing sanity because of me. He was losing everything and yet he was still here with me making sure I was alright.

I looked at his blood red eyes as I could feel the malice in them.

I did promise him didn't I?

It felt so confusing at them moment but he seem to be the one that was suffering more. Then the words one of his guards spoke came back to me.

'His highness is suffering form the delay of the bonding which is making him lose his mind little by little. The longer he goes on like this the more like an animal he will become. He's only intent on one thing and that highness is you.'

The words now seem to make sense as I looked at him. Though his eyes where trained at me with murderous intent I was still the only thing he could concentrate on. I'm starting to understand what it was to him. In a way if felt like I was being used but when I stop being selfish I realize that I did the same to him. I felt like a worst pound sum on earth. I had promised to love this man when I was smaller only to be the only one to hurt him the most. He wasn't the same person I met only a week and half ago. The madness in him had gotten to the point where he no longer knew what he was doing only the what his animal side demanded. I own this man my life more then once. Without thinking I did what I should have done when I first bonded with him.

I kissed him.

It was hard at first since he growled at me like I was three seconds away from dying but he gave in.

"Sasuke..." I muttered between our kiss as he started to breath heavily. He was fighting his madness again. I pressed myself to him and he didn't move but somehow he didn't push me away. The more I touched him the more the need to be closer clawed at me. " Sasuke..." I muttered again as he growled loudly and pushed himself back.

"No!" he growled as his eyes where becoming ebony again. His breathing was so labored he started to sweat. Yet I didn't let him go that simply I put my hands through his hair and kissed him again and this time he didn't growl. He simply moan like a wounded animal as his hands embraced my lower back. I broke our kiss as he tried to breath. " Sakura..." he moaned as he put his head on my shoulder. His lips where skimming my neck and the heat that went though me floor me to the ground. " I can't..." he muttered as I pushed myself to him.

"I don't care." I told him as I grabbed his hands.

"No!" he growled as his eyes started to bleed back to red. " I can kill you!" he hissed out but I didn't care.

"I'm going to do this because it's my choice." I told him as I place his hands on my body. "I'm going to do this because I promised to love you." I whispered as he growled again.

" I will rip you to shreds!" he hissed at me.

"If that's what you want." I told him as I didn't let him finish. I took his lips again as my hands found themselves on his chest as I pushed away his shirt from his strong shoulders. His skin was warm and inviting but he was still fighting me. He pushed me again and barred his teeth at me for a second as he winced.

"I don't want to kill you." he hissed out

"You won't." I told him but even my voice sounded unsure and he heard it. He chuckled darkly.

"You don't even know that."

"I won't use you again." I told him

" Your using me right now." he hissed as I kissed his check. He groaned as he pushed his head back. I kissed his neck as I could feel his heart beat there. He wasn't holding out to well but I knew what would help him.

" Let me help you." I whispered as I kissed his skin. His face was covered by his hair as he groaned again.

" Why are you doing this?" he moaned as he closed his eyes. His face was marked with a red bush and mouth slightly opened. He was caving but it was taking time. I kissed his neck again and he moaned. " Stop," he cried out. My hand roam to his back as I could feel his muscle tense up. " Stop," he cried again but I had made my mind up. I didn't nothing but made his life miserable if this was the only way to help him I wouldn't stop even if he plead me.

"I won't." I told him as he shuddered. "I won't ever." and with those words he gave up. He stop struggling and let himself go. His hands brought me closer to him as his lips found mine.


~~~Else where~~~


Neji was on the run. Was he getting very far? No. His wounds were opening up again but he need to get back to Ebony there he could at lest help look for the prince and tell them about the new threat. His back was killing him and the wound to his stomach wasn't helping. He grunted as he walked up to a tree and reclined his head on it.

" Your not going to get far with that injury." came a female voice he had learned to memorized. He looked up to find her in front of him with a diamond dagger pointed his way. He thought he had managed to cover his track carefully but it seem he didn't do it well enough. He tried to go for his weapon but the pain forbid him from moving. " stop that your only injure yourself." she pointed out a she lowered her weapon. He was still on guard since she had proven before that she could redraw that weapon as fast as lightning.

"Are you planning to drag me back?" asked Neji as he covered his stomach which was bleeding.

"I wasn't going to do what they asked." she told him as he seem lost of a second and then remembered what she was talking about. He didn't say anything but some how he felt hurt at the fact that she would refuse him. Such a odd feeling to feel he thought to himself. " you didn't need to run away." she told him.

" I was being held prisoner last time I recall." he pointed out.

"Yeah well what do you want us to do with you?" she asked " it's not like we could help you out and just sit there and let you kill us because you know we're after people you took." she pointed out. " Besides, you should know when Shikamaru is kidding and when he really believes in a plan." she pointed out as he blushed red. He hated being told what he was doing wrong but he knew he was doing it.

" If you didn't chase me down for that then why did you chase me down?" he asked

"I chased you down because you would've die. That and you know the quickest way to the prince."

" I won't betray the prince." he hissed.

"I'm not asking you to, see their you go again jumping to conclusions." she told him as she just smiled. " I wanted to request an audience with him." she said a little silently. he looked at her oddly. " I want to know if my friends are alright." she looked over to him. He looked at her like she had grown a extra head. " don't believe me huh?" she asked as she place the dagger she had in her hand into on of the many pockets she owned.

"It kind of hard to."

" Look, I just come to terms that both of them are alive. I can feel it." she said as she looked over to him. He was still holding his stomach and much of the blood had pooled over his thin white shirt " and your not going to hold out anymore then a day at max."

" I don't believe you."

"I didn't think you would." she told him

"Then why ask?"

"Because it better then dragging your half dead ass over to him in exchange for an audience either that or I can put you out of your misery now."


SOooo sorry for the late update Batman got sick after pigging out and has been out for a mouth. Any way i hope this chapter makes up for it. I tried my best to spot all the mistakes if you find one please tell me and I'll try to correct it.

Any way to a happier note things are getting hot in this story and let me just remind you dear readers that this is a "T" rated story! so yes I will leave it to your wonderful imagination to think of what Sakura and Susake are doing cus I'm not doing writing on that scene!

Is that i can't write a scene no... but I want to keep to the rating. SOOOO yeah... That's about it. I will be answering past reviews in the next chapter so if you have any questions that are burning a hole in your mind feel free to ask and I will answer them to the best of of my ability.

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