I couldn't ask for a more attentive and understanding guy than Xander. We didn't get a chance to see each other often, with his residency and my show schedule. Becky and I were booked on a Europe tour, my first ever, and he called me just about every night to see how the show was.

Working in Europe was amazing. I could hardly believe that I was wrestling in Germany and England. I woke up one morning to look out across the city of Paris.

"This is a dream." I whispered in awe.

"Get used to it, Sandy." Becky said, wrapping an arm around my waist, joining me at the window. "You're a superstar now."

We capped off our month long tour with a flight down to Australia, which is another vision to behold. Sammy had been wrestling in Japan and flew over to join us for a night before we all flew back home.

Sammy talked about a girl he had started seeing over dinner. A small part of me wondered if he was telling me about her to gauge my reaction. Then I realized how happy I was with Xander and it didn't matter.

As much fun as I had traveling with Becky, I couldn't wait to get home. Xander and I had been dating for several months now and I was needing of some personal time with him.

He met me at the airport, a bouquet of roses in his hands. I nearly tackled him while I was waiting for my luggage.

"Let's go somewhere, just the two of us. No siblings, no parents. Just us." He whispered in my ear.

"You read my mind."

Times like this I'm grateful that my parents kept their old apartment. Mom bought the apartment with her first paycheck when she joined the Smackdown roster all those years ago. They steal back there every now and then when they need some alone time.

I disabled the alarm once we entered. The place still looks the same. This was my first home when I was a baby. When they found out that Mom was pregnant with Rachel, Dad bought the house. The kitchen was still well stocked so I made Xander and I dinner, settling down on the couch afterwards.

The TV quickly got ignored as we started making out on the couch. I was so excited that my hands were shaking. We hadn't had sex yet and I was more than ready to take that step with him.

My hands tugged at the hem of his shirt, pulling it free.

"Wait, wait." Xander murmured to my mouth, stopping me.

"What? What's wrong?" I asked, confused.

"I've got something to tell you." Xander told me.

"Okay." I looked at him expectantly.

He took a deep breath, looking like what he was about to say was going to be difficult. "I'm a virgin."

I stared at him for a moment, waiting for him to say something else. He moved away from me on the couch, looking slightly embarrassed.

"How is that possible?" I asked after a few moments. "You're twenty-three."

"I graduated high school early, went right into college and med school. My head was always in books and most of the girls were either not mature enough or too mature."

"You look skiddish right now." I told him.

"Very much so. My last few girlfriends, well, they weren't quite as understanding. It ended our relationship."

"Are you kidding?" I sputtered out before I could think. "What the hell was wrong with them? I think that it's great, Xander."

His blue eyes lit up. "Really?"

"Of course! You should never be put in a situation where you feel awkward. You know your body and knew that you weren't ready. Sex is a big deal. I wish I could take back a few of my past sexual partners."

"So you don't think I'm a freak?" He eyed me carefully.

I laughed. "No, not at all. I think it's very sweet."

"You're the best, Sandy." Xander said, sliding an arm around my shoulders.

"I've been told that." I said with a grin. "Sooo...have you ever done anything sexual with a girl before?"

Xander shook his head no. "Are you comfortable with me?" I asked.

"I think you're amazing. Yeah, I'm comfortable." He said in a low voice.

I slid closer to him, pressing against his side. My hand stroked down his chest and he automatically stiffened. My hand didn't need to travel south to know the effect I was having on him.

"Lay back. Let me take care of you." I instructed.

Xander looked at me unsure. His hesitation went away when my hand glided over the front of his pants. "You can stop me anytime you want. Just let me help you with that." I boldly gripped him.

Xander smiled and complied. I sank down on my knees on the floor and removed his belt.