Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight! I just make everyone go crazy!
A/N: So… about the horrible misspelling of the title. Here's the story. Of course I knew the saying and I've heard it a lot but I didn't know how to spell it. So I went to good old Google and typed in what I thought the correct spelling to be so it would correct me when I spelled it wrong- cause I knew I would. After chapter one my friend corrected me but I refused to change it because I love my idiotic mistake. I apologize if anyone is offended by my ignorance when the French language is concerned but I speak SPANISH – not well -so you know what? I actually did good!! Haha. Sorry again but ya'll are strong, you can handle a bit of my stupidity. Okay, enough ranting from me! READ!!
Bella POV
I outstretched my hand for the door. I was in such a rush to get out, to run away from everything I wanted for such an immature impulse that I hadn't realized that I was trying to open the large door with the hand that held my beautiful bouquet.
I gasped at the sudden reminder shaking my head to clear it of the twinge of sanity that began to pull me back to the love of my life.
As I extended my free hand thunder cracked, making me jump.
Why couldn't I just leave this place? Why was this so hard? I gathered myself as I heard Charlie's footsteps come closer behind me, though he didn't dare say a word; he just stood there confused.
Gradually the lullaby playing in the background gained in volume, the beautiful flow of it captivated me just as it always did. I froze closing my eyes and taking a deep breath as the music drew me in.
"Bella?" Charlie questioned. "You know you don't have to do this. I know you love him and that's perfectly fine but time won't kill you."
"There's nothing I want more." I insisted turning to face the doors open wide, all of the unimportant fears diminished as I thought solely of Edward, his smile, his irresistible voice, his glorious features, his kisses, his touch in general.
I was going to marry him because I wanted to, because without him life wouldn't be worth living. And after the wedding… I would kill Alice; after all, the surprise part of the wedding was what had me freaking out.
"I'm ready." I whispered wrapping my arm around Charlie's.
"I guess I am too." He sighed winking at me, a bit of sadness leaking into his smile.
A/N: I know I promised a LONG chapter but ya'll don't understand how much I'm dieing of pain!! I hope I don't keep spitting out these ridiculous baby chapters. I might recite them to my sister and make her type it but that could get pretty weird, especially if I decide to do a honeymoon chapter!! Awkward!! That brings me to a question, this story is soooooo long and so much has already happened and I know ya'll want a happy ending but do ya'll even want a honeymoon or for it to just end after the wedding? TELL ME! REVIEW!
Clairxdexlune- Once again, I apologize for my ignorance, which continues on a daily basis since I refuse to fix my mistake. Haha.
Xcld09- I'm going to explain it all later but, no, it wasn't planned. The whole thing was spur of the moment; Bella's going to ask all of your questions later.
My-Bella- I couldn't stop laughing at your comment!!
Lauryn- You better watch yo'self girl!! First you call me NAPPY and now you call my thought process random and unorganized!! Besides, you, being my editor and all don't think that my writing is all that great!! You've told me numerous times that my writing isn't pretty!! (Do you want another chapter of Apprehensive Thursday?)
Ms.VeronicaCullen- It's okay, breathe! Technically she never left!! Haha!!
