You have no idea how sorry I am for not adding new chapters for ages. I have been really busy what with school, GCSE's, family. But I am back now and I plan on staying here now. Also If you are a fan of my work I have two twilight videos on youtube. If you go onto /tourse you can check them out and rate. Anyway, here is the story. You know the routine now. Love you all and once again I am so sorry.

B.P.O.V

I ran down the stairs trying not to go at vampire speed as Phil was in the room. I ran to Renée but then Edward's arms caught me.

"Bella, I think its best if you stay away."

"EDWARD LET GO! SHE'S MY MUM!" I was frantic now. I knew if I could cry, my traitorous tears would be spilling over by now.

"Bella, trust me on this one, please." I then knew why Edward had held me back.

Blood.

I had made my own mother bleed. I buried my face in Edward's face, vampire crying. I had hurt my mother in more ways then I though. But the blood wasn't as strong as it should have been. What kind of monster was I?

Edward's arms held me in place as he rocked me back and forth trying to calm me down.

"Renée, sweetie. Wake up. Renée its Phil. Please open your eyes." Phil was as frantic as I was. I could hear the tears in his voice but was too ashamed to look up to see the painful tears fun down his cheek.

"Bella, go get Phil's coat and a blanket for your mum. I am going to call Carlisle and tell him to meet us at the hospital."

I then remembered he was hunting with the others and prayed his phone was on and with him.

I did as I was told though and was back downstairs faster then intended. It didn't matter though; Phil wasn't paying any attention to anything around him. I could have lifted up a bus and he wouldn't have noticed.

"We need to get Renée to the hospital now Phil." Edward said as comfortingly as he would with me.

"Alright. I will carry her." He was already lifting Renée up and walking to the garage by the time he had finished his sentence.

I tried to stay as far back from Phil as I could. I felt so ashamed to be near either one of them.

I managed to get as far as the door frame and then gave up. I broke down on the floor. I buried my face into my arms which were rapped around my legs. All I could think was, Monster! You have hurt your own mother. The person who brought you onto this planet. How could you! You are not even worthy of being called her daughter.

"SHUT UP! I AM! I DIDN'T MEAN TO!" I yelled in whisper so that no one looked back and thought I was stranger then I already was.

I then felt Edward pick me up, just like Phil had with Renée. I swung my arms around his neck and wept into his neck.

"Stupid, stupid, stupid! I should go provoke the Volturi. At least then I can't hurt anyone anymore." I whispered to myself, but I forgot that Edward would be able to hear me.

He stopped outside the door to the garage and put me down. He looked me in the eyes and said, "Bella, don't you EVER say that. You are still young and can't control your actions well yet. If you ever go provoke the Volturi, I will join you. I can't live without you. Do you understand?"

I just nodded and walked into the garage, knowing that even if Edward tried to stop me, he wouldn't be able to. I was much stronger then him for the moment.

We both got into the car with Phil holding Renée and drove to the hospital as fast as Edward's Volvo would allow him to go.

We reached the hospital and Edward led the way to a room for Renée straight away. The perks of having a doctor as a father.

Carlisle came in as if he had been summoned straight out of the air.

"Bella, I need you to step out of the room. Edward and Phil I am afraid I have to ask the same thing for you too."

Once again I did as I was told. I couldn't meet Phil's eyes, afraid that he would kill me.

"Phil, I….I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to, it was a complete accident." I said looking at the floor.

"It will be fine Bella, as long as she is ok." Phil said, but by the sound of it he wasn't looking at me, but looking through the window where Renée, Carlisle and some of the nurses were.

I sighed then and walked away.

"Please excuse us Phil." Edward said and followed after me. I slowed my pace so that I could hold his hand. This had to be one of the worst days of my life.

Hours had passed and I was past nervous now. There wasn't even a word to describe how I felt now. I couldn't lose another parent.

Finally Carlisle came out. I could hear the steady breathing and heartbeat of Renée and was relieved.

"Phil, could I please talk to you?" Carlisle said formally. Not a good sign.

"Edward, what's gone on?" I asked him so low and fast no human could hear.

"There has been…a loss." His words sunk in then and I felt even more guilt.

"I am afraid that the child has not made it. I am so sorry." Pain crossed Phil's face as he took in the same message I had just heard.

"Carlisle, can I go in to see her?" I asked.

"Yes Bella, you can. But if she is still asleep, please let her rest."

I nodded and walked into the room.

"Edward, let her go in by herself. She needs to talk to her mother alone." I heard Carlisle say. I knew Edward would be able to hear what ever was going to be said but I didn't care.

"Mum?" I whispered.

I could smell salt.

She had been crying.

"It was a girl. Our little Meaghan. She was so young." I didn't know what to say.

"There was internal bleeding in my womb. That's what killed her." She was rubbing just below her stomach, where the baby should have been, while looking at a picture of the baby's last scan.

"Mum, I am so sorry. I didn't mean to. This wasn't supposed to happen."

"Bella, it's alright. At least I know what it was like for you now. It's funny if you think about it. We both had an accident. We both fell down the stairs. Both got treated by Dr Cullen. It's a small world."

If it was funny then why was neither of us laughing and why she was crying? I knew I would have been crying if I was still human.

"It's all my fault." I said sitting down on the chair in the corner and crying.

She turned to me then and she looked as if she had been beaten up with a crow bar or baseball bat. She had bruises and cuts all over the skin I could see. Her bottom lip was slightly swollen too.

"It could have happened to anyone Bells." She said calmly, snapping me out of my daydream.

"But it happened to you, because of me!"

"Bella come here." She said motioning me towards her.

I walked over silently and didn't look at her face. Instead I looked at her heart monitor.

"Bella look at me." She said calmly again. I didn't listen though.

"Bella, look at me!" This time she was speaking as my mother.

"You didn't mean to. I know that, and I know it was a complete accident. So if it helps, I forgive you."

Had she just said she forgave me?

"But what about the baby?"

"Phil and I could try again. It could be fun."

"Eww, mum. I don't want to know about your sex life with Phil."

She laughed then, but it ended in a weak cough.

"I just wish-" I stopped then.

"What?" Renée asked me curious now.

"I wish I could do something to bring back Meaghan."

"Bella, you can't. She's gone and you can't bring the dead back to life. No one can."

Carlisle then came into the room.

"Bella, Phil would like to see your mother before she needs her rest. Can you give them some privacy?"

"Of course." I said to Carlisle. I kissed my mum goodbye, placing my hand on hers which was still where Meaghan should have been, then walked out the room.

Edward was at my side straight away.

"Ready to go?" He asked me.

"We need to wait for Phil."

"It's alright; he is going to stay here tonight with Renée. She will be out tomorrow so their room is empty tonight."

"Oh." Was all I could manage to say.

"I heard what you and your mother were saying."

"Why does that not surprise me?"

"You really need to stop blaming yourself Bella. It was an accident. She was just in the wrong place at the wrong time."

"I guess."

Then Edward froze.

"Edward, what's wrong?"

He didn't answer me straight away. He was listening to something.

"Bella. The baby is alive."

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