Here's another chapter sorry I didn't get it up last week like I wanted too. Between cleaning my apt then a meeting at work I had to go to on my day off I didn't have time to get it up. But its up now and I kinda like this side of the story its different. But here it is I hope you guys like it. Enjoy and review.

Chapter 29

Peter

I took my small family out of the study down the stairs and too the garden that was on the back part of the castle. We sat down on the grass and let lily play in the grass while we sat there. I wanted talk to Emma about going back with us. I took her hand and tried to put my words together after a while I started, "you are sure you want to do this it's a big change for you."

She was still looking down at Lily and our hands, "I know but am willing to adjust I did it once," she looked up to my face smiling slightly. "I did when I came here and I can do it again. I know the war is just over and things are hard there. But Peter really it will be so much harder for me to go back without you. We deserve to be a family together I don't want lily to grow up without you. What will I do when she's older and asks me about you." She looked up at me looking me in the eyes. "The truth that I came to a different world fell for the king and the leader of the world a huge talking lion sent us back. I can't lie to her and I can't tell her the truth people will think am crazy and take her away from me. This is the only way for us to be together to raise her together to be a family." I pulled her into my arms she was willing again to give up everything she ever know to be a family. I buried my face into her shoulder and hair. "I'll help you. I'll make sure you adjust to life there and make sure lily is taken care of. I finish school at the end of this quarter instead of going back to school to the university I will get a job. I'll take care of us." I felt her stiffen under my arms and she pulled away from me. "No Peter no you finish school then go I want you too. Am getting a job am not staying in a house stuck there all day and night am not that type of women."

"We don't have to decide anything right now." Emma pulled away from me then and it hurt that she did. I wanted what my parents have a family love and a place to call our own. To marry her again to make things right. "We need to decide a few things and you need to know something's." She took my hands again and she gripped them tightly before pulling lily closer to use after she wondered away. "Am not the type of person to sit by and let someone take care of me you know this. You want to take care of us I know but I will get a job I will work and I will take care of lily and you. Yes you can take care of us but it's a two way street for us. I can't stand there and stay in a house all day and be a house wife. I can't Peter I won't. I will go crazy. You know am the strong independent type I'll adjust but this won't change." A few strands of her hair blew out of her braids that wove around here head I pushed it behind her ear; I know your right we just need to adjust. I think it will be hard for us both. I pulled lily into my lap and then wrapped my arm around Emma's waist.

We stood there waiting knowing any moment that we would be sent home. I held on to Emma's free hand as Aslan offered to send them back only to have them accuse Aslan of harming them. So I turned to my wife my daughter and our small family. "Times up we have to go." Lucy protested I knew she didn't want to leave I didn't want to either but it was time. I gave Caspian my sword it was the hardest thing to do. Knowing that I wasn't coming back to get it. That Narnia had to move on without me and I without it. As I let go of my sword knowing it would never see my hand again I turned to see Emma standing there with her weapons in her hands. I stepped back to put my arm around her then took Lily from her so she could speak with Caspian. "Here Caspian I want you have this," she gave Caspian her bow quiver and sword, "I want you to give them to the women you marry. A queen of Narnia should always know how to use them." Slowly Caspian took them, "but Peter gave these to you."

"I know," she looked at me then back to Caspian, "he gave them to me after I was attacked and I pray no woman goes through that. I know one day you will find her I want her to have them. Make sure she can use them there weapons there meant to be used not to sit on a shelf. I don't need them anymore am going back with Peter we are going to be a family." She looked back at us we were a family now. I had her back and it was just a bonus to have lily as well. We had tried for months for a child and am sent back and Emma is pregnant with our child then has to go through that alone. I watched as Emma hugged him kissed his cheek and walked back to me. Susan then did the same giving him a hug while we all said our good byes I knew the moment we left tears where going to fall.

And just like that there was no one else to hug no one else to say good bye too. I took Emma's hand and walked through the trees arch. We walked back into the train station dressed in our school uniforms again our bags at our feet. Emma let go of my hand "Lily oh no where's lily. Oh god there she is" she held her stomach and clutched my hand more. I lead her over to the bench. "What's wrong where's lily?" I pushed Emma's curled hair out of her face which was white. "Emma where's lily?" She groaned and took my hand and lead it to her stomach. It took me a moment for me to understand oh Aslan. "Are you sure?" She nodded to me and opened her eyes, "oh yeah am sure morning sickness I remember very much."

Emma

"Oh the train can you stand." I nodded, "I need some help though." Nick and Rickon helped with the bags as Peter took my elbow and helped me to stand walk on the train. We got on the train and he put his arm around my waist I couldn't help but lean on to him. Nick then pulled out some envelope, "hey guys there's keys here papers bank checks papers and a letter. Nick pulled it out, "oh wow you guys won't believe this it's from Aslan," we put our head together to lesson to nick read the letter it said that Aslan set up a bank account for us and arranged a house and give the addresses it was just down the street from Peter. The papers where for parental rights of Nick, Eliza, Bran and Rickon to me. Aslan made them the same ages as Susan, Lucy, and Edmund. Bran was again a young child Eliza held him to her as she sat. Aslan also wrote that we were to use the story that Eliza, Bran and Rickon were my cousins, Nick my brother and that both our parents were killed in a accident. And they left them in my care along with our inherence. This just left the question of Lily, Aslan wrote that I could come up with a story for her but that he gave Peter and I the gift of the pregnancy together and of the birth.

I looked up to Peter and smiled we were going to get to go through everything with lily together. But then all horrible things went to my mind what is Peter going to say to his parents, is he going to be able to claim lily here, oh god peter can't work he still has school for a while longer. How was I going to get through this lying to everyone? I took a deep breath looked at Peter the love in his eyes and knew that we would be ok. It was then that I got a look at my cloths the red dress I wore was cute. It came past my knees and flared out from my waist the short sleeves were tight and it buttoned up from the waist to my collar bone. I could feel my hair was pinned back half way and my hair curled. I knew I was messing up my hair from leaning on Peters shoulder but my stomach protested when I moved too much. The train didn't help but Peters hand going up and down my back did.

We got off and the four of them lead us to the house that the letter said was ours. Peter held onto my hand the whole way. I had a feeling he was worried about me not going through this with be before. When we got to the door Nick pulled out the key and unlocked the door. We all filed in to the living room. I thought it would be a small house but it was a good size. We slowly walked around there was one room for both Nick and Rickon, a small nursery for Bran, and then Eliza and I had our own rooms. I was confused as to why I wouldn't share a room with Eliza then it hit me to everyone here I was her older cousin that takes care of her. Our kitchen was a decent size the table was sitting there with four chairs a high chair sat off to the side. As I looked around I couldn't help but think this is my home now.

Peter sat me down on our couch put a pillow under my head he pulled the pins from my hair and my curls feel away and in my face. He tucked them behind my ear before putting his hand under my knee and pulled them up on the couch. I closed my eyes and tried to not think about my rolling stomach but I could hear Peter whispering to the others to go home and tell their mom that he would be along in a few minutes. Nick and Rickon wouldn't let them walk alone so they walked Lucy, Susan and Edmund home Eliza went to put Bran down for a nap. I felt the couch dip as Peter sat down then put a blanket over me, "here sit up and drink a few sips of this for me." I opened my eyes and he held out a small glass of water to me sitting up I took it and slowly sipped at It. "I don't want to go through this again it was three months of this last time." He slid onto the couch took the glass from me set it down and pulled me to lay on him. He rubbed my back and when the door opened we both ignored it until Peters mom walked in to glare at us. "Peter Pevensie what is this?" I could feel Peters arms stiffen under me.

"Hi mum this is Emma, she umm my a girlfriend." I glanced up at him all I could think was nice Peter nice. I looked over Nick and Rickon were standing there looking at us, "Why don't you two go upstairs check on Eliza and Bran." They slowly walked up the stairs Nick mouthed a are you ok to me I gave him a slight nod. "What is the meaning of this peter?"

Peter went to get up I sat up so he could, "Why don't we go home mum and talk about this I don't want to upset Emma."

"No we will discuss it now away from others." When peter went to ague I just put my hand over his, "it's fine peter really." I slowly pushed myself up pushed the blanket off set my feet on the floor and stood, "it's nice to finally meet you Ms. Pevensie am sorry it had to be like this." I held out my hand she gently took it and shook my hand. My stomach took that moment to turn I closed my eyes took a deep breath and slowly sat down. Peter handed me the glass of water, "here take another sip slowly." I took the cup and looked up to Ms. Pevensie, "if you want to sit I'll explain we both will." I folded my hands into my lap I knew this was going to come but I didn't expect it to be so soon.

"Explain yourselves. Where are your parents Emma? How long have you been hiding this from me? And who are those two boys?" I looked at Peter thinking which one do you want to take thankfully Peter decided to talk first. "Just a month I didn't mean to keep it from you I was going to tell you." All Ms. Pevensie did was purse her lips in a way that reminded me of Susan. "My parents they died a year ago. The two boys you saw are Nick and Rickon. Nick is my younger brother Rickon, Bran and Eliza are my cousins. Both our parents died in a car crash I take care of them now that they're gone." I look down at my hands in my lap trying to look sad. I take a sip of water trying to not let the churning of my stomach distract me. It turned once then twice then three times I got up ran to hall bathroom. I sat there clutching the toilet to me I felt someone pull my hair from my face and then a cool cloth on my neck. "Are you alright?" I felt Peter rub his hand up and down my back. I didn't have the strength to do anything by nod to him. He flushed the toilet for me helped me stand and take me to the sink. I looked up and saw Peters mom standing there in the door way. While I was rinsing my mouth out and brushing my teeth I heard Peter and his mom talking. "She's sick Peter why didn't you say something." I contracted on Peters slow circles on my back, "its complicated I didn't know if she was ready for you to know why she's sick." I straightened up and leaned on to Peter, "its ok let's go sit down and I will tell your mum." Peter went and gently sat me down he then kneeled down in front of me, "do you need anything crackers?" I nodded to him, "that would be great." He stood and went to go find something in the kitchen. Ms. Pevensie sat down next to me, "do I need to watch the children while Peter takes you to a doctor?" I smiled at her, her demander changed quickly to a mother, "no I know why am sick I just don't want you to think ill of me if I tell you."

"Dear I won't what's wrong?" She took my hands into hers and gave them a gently squeeze. And all I could think about was is this what having a mother feels like. I didn't look her in the eyes as I told her, "am pregnant." I saw her shocked face and she pulled her hands from mine. "Right after my parents died I met a solider he was to ship off in a few months we fell in love. He helped me get over my parents death helped me get on my feet. Two weeks before he was to ship off we married. I found out I was going to have his baby days after I got the letter that he was killed." I felt so bad lying to her but I couldn't tell the truth. I didn't think that oh by the way the baby's Peter's but no we didn't conceive her here but in a magical land where we were kings and queens was going to go over well. So I took a deep breath and keep going, "it was on chance that I met Peter." At that moment peter walked in set down some crackers on a plate in front of me and a cup of tea, "it will keep your throat from hurting." I looked up to him and smiled before he took a set on the chair to my other side.

Ms. Pevensie looked at peter, "your father is not going to be happy you kept this from us." I could see where Susan got her looks from I could see many of the disapproved looks that Susan gave to Edmund and Peter over the years in Narnia. "Am sorry Ms. Pevensie I asked Peter to keep this between us I wasn't ready for it to be known. And not to mention that the rumors that would be around if Peter's seen with me and its know that am pregnant." She looked at me then Peter, "And now what do you expect to do about that if you two are together it will be assumed that Peters the father of the child." I looked over to Peter he smiled before he spoke to his mother, "there's an easy solution mum after I finish school this spring we will marry after the baby's born."

I looked at Peter glaring at him, "I don't like that idea Peter." Peter got up and sat down next to me and took my hands, "if we wait longer then there will be talk." All I could do was look down at our hands. Peter's hands even now covered mine fully and I remembered how he was the rough callous, the scars they were gone now. Ms. Pevensie interrupted my thought when she put her hand on my shoulder I looked over to her, "it may be best if its sooner. I hate to say it but for the two of you it may be better to get married before peter goes back to school. I don't like it much but it will assure that the child is claimed by peter. We can put something together soon. What would you like for a wedding?" I didn't know what I was hearing married soon, "but wouldn't I be alone while you're at school." He nodded to me, "you would but I have only four months left and I'll ask permission to leave for your appointments." I nodded to him, "I'll agree if it's only the family something small." My thoughts were stopped when there was a knock at the door, "I'll get you drink your tea your still so pale," he kissed my hand looked to his mum blushed then left to answer the door, "umm dad why don't you um come in mums here." All I heard was a grunt and a I know as peter walked in with his father trailing behind him, Edmund Susan and Lucy brought up the rear they hurried off upstairs. Peter father looked so much like him or Peter looked so much like his father. Were his mums hair was dark like Susan's Peters fathers hair was blonde like his. The width of his shoulders was the same as peters at a time not so long ago in Narnia. Peter favored his father more, his eyes, nose, the confident gate of his walk all were the same. I adverted my eyes picked up my tea and sipped it. Peter sat there next to me as Ms. Pevensie spoke to her husband is hurried hushed tones. All I could do was drink the tea clutch Peters hand and hope.

I was so scared right then my fate, our fate lay in the hands of the two people I didn't know. Two people that I madly wanted to accept me into their family. Peter took my cup from me and set it down. I leaned back my stomach rolling my hand squeezed Peters but it wasn't enough I stood ran back to the bathroom. Peter was still there rubbing my back helping me stand handing me water and just there to hold me, "it was like this before," his voice wasn't more than a whisper so not to be over heard. "Yes much worse though I hardly kept anything down for weeks." Peter pulled me into his arms I rested my head on his chest and just closed my eyes. "Your shaking are you cold," I nodded to him and before I knew it he picked me up and walked back to the couch were he laid me down. He set me on the couch the pillow under my head then pulled the blanket up over me, "rest for me I'll take care of everything," he just sat there on the couch rubbing my arm and running his fingers though my hair.

I opened my eyes to see both of Peter's parents sitting there watching us. I closed my eyes expecting the worse. "Your mother has filled me in on what has been going on. Really P?eter why didn't you tell us. This isn't the way I wanted to find out you were sweet on someone. And then I find out that you find a girl that has been married and is pregnant. As your mother told me all this I was thinking of tell you that you two can't see each other." I felt peter stiffen and I reached for his hand. "But," but there's a but maybe there hope, "after seeing the way you ran after her helped her and how you are now I can see there little I can do to part you from her." I opened my eyes to see Peter look at his father, "there's nothing that can keep me from her." He took my hand in his smiled at me he looked at his parents in a way that dared them to stop him from seeing me. "That's why I agree with your mother as much as I don't want you to get married at seventeen it's the best thing. We'll make the arrangements since… oh dear I don't know your name," I smiled tried to sit up but Peter kept me laying down, "Emma." Peter's dad smiled at me, "very lovely name and who are the ones I hear upstairs." Before I could answer they all ran down the stairs Nick and Susan running after them. They all stopped staring at us all Nick let go of Susan's waist, Edmund let go of Eliza's hand as did Rickon with Lucy. Peter stood and introduced them to his parents then Bran let out a cry Eliza and Edmund left to go get him. Ms. Pevensie turned to me, "you have a baby already?" I laughed, "no bran is Eliza's and Rickons little brother."

"You didn't tell me you had one so young." Her voice wasn't angry just worried. "He's been asleep since we got home." Mr. Pevensie looked over at us, "this means you two will responsible for five other lives five children. How will you two do that?" I glanced at Peter, "my family left us some money to live on and I intend to work." As do I. I looked up at Peter I shook my head at him. "Yes I will as soon as schools over I will work." I just kept shaking my head at him, "no you will not give up your future."

"Can we discuss this later." He took my hand, "you're not feeling well right now." He pushed a few strands of hair out of my face, "we need to discuss it now. I won't let you work your fingers to the bone trying to take care of us. Please peter for me work but not too much we have enough money from my family to live on while you go to school like you wanted. I won't marry you unless you agree to this."

"You give me no choice but to agree to it. We get into trouble I will quite school and work more." I nodded to him and agreed. I wouldn't have him give up so much just for us. I wanted what we had in Narnia but now we had to worry about money and the fact that I now had the lives of four others in my hands.

Later after Peter and I talked to Mr. and Ms. Pevensie about getting married and our plans Ms. Pevensie sent Susan to gather extra food so that she could make dinner for us all. Peter and Mr. Pevensie went to go help carry what Susan couldn't. This left me laying on the couch with Ms. Pevensie watching me. She replaced my tea with a cup of water and then sat down on the couch next to me, "now that Peter's not here I wanted to talk with you." She smoothed down the blanket over me, "I just need to know do you love my son." I smiled at her that it was the easiest thing to answer, "Yes very much," I took a deep breath and prepared to tell yet another lie today, "I thought I loved before but it paled against the way I feel for Peter. I truly can't image things without him." She smiled at me, "that's what I wanted to hear. Now first thing we need to do is find you a doctor then we need to start finding things for the baby." I couldn't help but smile at her and try not to cry. "I would love that." I took the cup of water she held and took small sips until I drank half. When Peter came back a bag in his hand he caught me running to the bathroom again.

Hours later I ate a small meal then Peter tucked me back in on the couch while his family left. Thankfully they didn't think we could get into more trouble than I was already in. So that night Peter and I spent the time trying to plan for lily and our future together. I feel asleep leaning on Peter that night and he carried me to bed before heading home. He was there first thing that morning to help me though my morning sickness again. I was thankful he was there every time. It never failed that he would be there holding me afterwards kissing my cheeks and forehead and make me cups of tea and water. Having Peter here with me this time made all the pain from before wash away.