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Chapter 29: Change

I heard beeping but it was slowing. I felt pain also but It wasn't unbearable. I thought death was un-painful. Unless I was in hell.

" Once more!" I heard an angles voice yell.

" Sir.. she's dieing theres nothing we can do." I heard another voice say.

" Please" The angel said desperately.

I felt a tug on my heart. I didn't want this angel to sound sad.

I fought against the darkness and the beeping got louder and faster.

" Yes!" The angel cheered. I bet he was beautiful.

Finally I got through the darkness and a face of a gorgeous man came to mind.

Edward. My mind registered. My Edward. My Love.

He's here he didn't leave. I struggled to open my eyes but I couldn't. I was stuck. I tried moving but I couldn't. The only thing I was able to move were my fingers and that wasn't much help at all.

I felt a hand grabbed mine and instantly knew it was Edwards by the way it fit perfectly in mine. I tapped my finger on his hand and he gasped in surprise.

" Can you hear me?" He asked warily.

I tapped again. He let out a whoosh of breath.

" I'm sorry Bella." He said and I tapped his finger in a way of forgivingness.

" I'm sure your wondering why I did what I did right?" I tapped.

" I got scared. I thought you were going to go back to him or something. I didn't want to get hurt again Bella. I thought maybe if I broke it off it would be less painful. When I heard you sing that song you wrote I had to go, go anywhere. I was just going back home for a week or so to clear my mind. To have some space. But just as the plane was about to take off I got a call from Alice. She said you were in the hospital so I ran off the plane off the runway, grabbed a cab and came straight here." He explained.

I tapped his finger.

" Are you wondering why?" He asked. I tapped again. He knows me well doesn't he? I couldn't understand why he did that though? I mean he couldn't possibly still love me.

" Because I love you Bella. I always will." My heart squeezed and I felt alive and free. I felt love. Because I'll always love him too. I always will.

" I know you probably can't love me right..?" he said scared and vulnerable.

I didn't tap because he would probably take that as a yes I couldn't love him again.

" Tap once if you couldn't twice if you could." I heard a bell-like voice chime in. Alice,my mind registered. My cousin, or rather sister in my heart.

I tapped twice. Was he really that unsure of our love?

" OK now that the love birds are back together let the rest of us talk to her!" Emmett announced. Emmett, big burly guy, but acts like a big teddy bear.

" OK guys when she taps once its a yes and twice its a no" I think its was Rosie who said it. Rosalie, the tall beautiful blond, Emmett's girlfriend, my mind registered.

" Sure! Great idea." I heard Jasper's deep voice say. Jasper, Alice's boyfriend, tall blond guy.

They started fighting like the kids that they were over who could "talk" to my first. Basically who could interrogate me first.

" Lets just go around the room." Alice said. Clearly impatient.

" OK then since Edward already asked a question its Emmett's turn."

" Umm... Are you in pain?" He asked. Sounding pretty happy that he thought of a question to ask.

Everyone groaned. " Emmett what kind of question is that?!" Edward asked angrily.

I tapped twice. No Edward. Ha ha I felt like such a mom.

He just sighed.

" OK what's your answer Bella?" Emmett asked.

I didn't know what to tap.. it kinda did but I didnt want to worry Edward.

" Tap three times if its a kinda" Alice luckily said on my behalf.

I immediately tapped three times.

" Wanna know how this happened?" Rosie asked warily. Although she knew that I wanted to know.

I tapped once and I felt Edward's hand leave mine before quickly coming back again knowing his mistake.

I never wanted him to leave me again

" Sorry love, it's just a little painful for me to hear at the moment." He said.

I tapped in understanding.

" Well.. after well yeah.. you had a heart attack. A severe one too. You almost died bells. You scared us so much Bella. Your never allowed to leave us again. Even for only a few minutes.. So basically what I'm saying is that you really died from a broken heart. Of course you lived but.. thats different." Rose explained.

And I'm pretty sure I smiled.

My eyes finally opened slowly and I gasped at what I saw.

So we've been
Out numbered
Rated and now cornered
It's hard to fight
When the fight ain't fair

We're getting
Stronger now
From things
They never found
They might be bigger
But we're faster
And never scared

You can walk away
Say we don't need this
But there's something
In your eyes
Says we can beat this
'Cause these things will change

* Change- by Taylor Swift *