Jpov

We walked in and went to the couch to talk I could hear the girls upstairs so I went to go get them.

"Hey guys we have some visitors from Alaska so if you want you can come down stairs with me." They nodded and we all went down stairs. I sat on Seth's lap with them around me.

"Who are the humans?" One asked

"There my friends visiting from cali. That Savannah and on her right is Ashlee and on her left is madi. Who are you guys?"

"I'm Tanya and that's eleazar and Carmen and that Kate and irina." Tanya said

"Why did you guys bring them here I'm not trying to be rude I'm just curious?"

"Because we needed them here for a family meeting."-about your cutting and you mental illnesses.- within 3 seconds I was all ready out the door and was a good half a mile away from the house I know they wouldn't follow me. I ran all the way to la push the boys were outside I emerged from the forest and walked over to them.

"Hey jaq where's Seth." Jake asked

"I swear to got if anyone tells anyone else I'm here ill kill you and he is at the house the Denali coven is there because my parents thought I needed more people to talk to me about my problems so I left."

"There doing it because they love you how about we go me Paul and jarred go with you than will you go and if you need to leave we will let you and plus I want to see your mom." Jake said

"Ugh fine I hate you for this." They went into wolf form and put there clothes in there mouths than we took off running I walked in behind Jake as Paul and jarred were behind me nobody really moved. I walked in looking at the ceiling with my arms across my chest.

"Are you ready to discuss your feelings with us." My dad asked I turned around but they wouldn't let me go. I went and sat down in seths lap and looked out the window they could have fun trying to get me to talk.

"Ill take that as a yes who would like to start." My dad asked "Seth why don't you start."

"Ok well love why are you doing this to yourself there's better ways to cope with pain. I love you so much it kills me to see you like this your slowly killing yourself." I knew he was looking at me but I didn't like people to see me cry.

"Ok now Emmett." Dad said

"Jaq your special to us we don't want to lose you it's not fair what your doing to yourself have you even thought about what it does to others?" He said he voice cracked I got up and went to sit cross legged in front of the window with my back facing everyone. A few tears would slip but whatever.

"Rosalie"

"Jaq I love you. Your me and Alice's shopping buddy since your mom won't go and you have made this family whole we can't lose you." She said

"Alice"

"Rose is right and you love fashion and let me do whatever I want with your make up and hair. Your not only my niece your my best friend it would kill all of us if you left our lives forever."

"Jasper"

"Jaq you have not seen the changes you have made to my life and everyone else's. You are the glue in this family when you smile no one can ever resist and I know how you feel about this but everyone loves you."

"Not everyone." I whispered while more tears went down my face.

"Esme"

"Sweetie you have brought so much love into this family. You always try to make everyone happy but you just being with us is what really makes us happy."

"Carlisle"

"Jaq you have brought the light to all of our lives especially Bella and Edward's. You may not see it but you are a beautiful talented girl that always brings the joy to the darkest moments."

"Bella" my mom got up and ran to me and hugged me sobbing.

"Oh my sweet little baby please don't leave us we all love you so much me and your dad thought we were never going to have the privilege of being parents but you brought us that gift and we wouldn't trade it for the world."

"Ok now it's my turn. Jaq your are Angel you have shown us so much love and care it's unbelievable but you need to stop this your mom and me pretty much cry all night because of what could happen to you it would kill us I don't think anyone could handle it and think about Seth he would die if you did and I know you don't want that for him." I looked back and saw a tear go down his cheek I ran over and curled up into a ball and buried my face in his neck.

"Ok Tanya do any of you have anything to say."

" yes jaq you are such a beautiful young girl and you have the opportunity to live with this family forever but your doing this to yourself. We have heard about your talents and want to see them sometime but we need you to get better."

"Ok girls anything you have to say."

"Hey little hoe." I looked at her.

"Thats my thing slut."

"Well I'm taking it. We love you and we can't get through are problems without you. Your not allowed to leave we will not allow it and we have someone on the phone who has something to say to you. Jakob." Madi said. Jakob is my best friend in Santa Rosa she put the phone on speaker.

"Jaq your not dying on me are you because if you do what will happen to everyone else who will I play gta with or who will call me nerd? We love you and your not leaving."

"Ok boys."

"Jaq you have made Seth so happy and all of us you fun to mess with and the way you stand up to Leah is awesome but the pack loves you and so does everyone else." Jake said

"Why are you doing this to me? Do you want me to feel pain? Your little meeting is not helping. Why do you hate me?"

"We think you need to see how others feel about this." Grandpa said. "And we don't hate you we love you. We don't want you to feel pain but you need to understand."