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I called for Carlisle to come to me so he could see this, this wonderful thing. Not only was Bella becoming more like my kind but I was also becoming more like her kind, human.

Chapter 29: What is too becoming?

(Edward POV)

To be human would be being alive again; I would give anything to be like that. To truly be with my Bella in every way.

Carlisle was in the room with Bella, Rose, and Alice, but he came out to see what I wanted.

"Carlisle, I am crying!" I exclaimed.

"What are you talking about, Edward, we can't cry," my father said back to me.

"Look and see, dad," I said as I lifted my hands and my face to look at my father.

"This is wonderful, Edward, I need to run some test on you, but it looks like you and Bella are both going to be a new breed of vampire," Carlisle said as he tapped his chin.

I could see the wheels turning in his head, as he thought of all the possibilities this might bring.

"Carlisle, do you think that we'll die someday?" I asked almost choked over the words, 'The thought of my Bella dying someday, is just wrong!'

"I can't live without her, I won't!" I told Carlisle.

"Oh, son, we'll figure this all out and you and Bella will both be safe. " Carlisle said as he put a hand on my shoulder.

I heard Alice and Rose think at the same time and then yell "NO, BELLA!" Then I watched the love of my life jump out of the bedroom window and run off into the woods.

"Don't worry, Eddy, I'll find her!" Emmett yelled up stairs. I heard the front door open and slam shut, but I couldn't move. I felt like I has glued to the floor.

Alice came out of the room and wrapped her arms around me, she held me while I sat and cried, like I hadn't done ever in my whole 100 plus years of life.

"Edward, Rosalie went after her as well as Emmett and Jasper. You know that they'll find her and bring her back. I can't see her, I keep trying but nothing, I'm so sorry Edward," Alice said.

(Bella POV)

I didn't understand everything that was happing to me, it all came so quickly. First the baby, then my mom and dad are also having a baby. I have dreamed of becoming a vampire and being with Edward and my new family for the rest of forever, but this was all coming at me so fast.

I have to get out of here. I yelled at Edward and sent him away, if I saw him, I would not listen to my inner self and I would have to stay here and suffer this burning in my throat. I just need some air!

Maybe I can go and see Jake, he'll help me. I know that we had a fight the last time I saw him, but he's my best friend and I need him right now.

So, I did the only thing that I saw that I could do, jump out the window and run, run as far away as I could and get to Jake in La Push.

I heard Emmett and Rosalie following behind me, I thought I even smelled them and Jasper. Great, he'll be able to feel me and find me. I climbed up the first tree I found. I didn't fall or scrap anything as I climbed all the way up to the very top.

'Jake! I need you, please come to me!' I was calling out in my mind. I could hear the blood in my veins slow down as my heartbeat did too.

I'm going to die, I've never been bitten so I won't change into a vampire and I'll lose my Edward, as well as my life. I started to cry as I sat on the branch of the beautiful old oak tree.

I saw -how, I don't know- Rosalie and Emmett run past the tree and keep running towards La Push. 'Where's Jasper at?' I thought. He can't find me, not like this, why am I so upset?

"Bella, it just me, everything will be alright, you know that. Besides, you have to think about the baby now too." I turned to see who this was talking to me, and there on the same branch with me sat Jacob.

I smiled at my best friend, I needed him now and here he was.

"Thanks, Jake," I said with a smile.

"Any time Bells. What's wrong, sweetheart?" Jacob asked.

"Where should I start? First, thing my mom and dad are having another baby. Second, Edward and I are also having a baby." I had to hold up my fingers for him to wait till I has done, before he started asking questions that I didn't know if I could answer or not.

"Third, and this is the most important thing, you know that I love Edward with all my heart and that I was planning on becoming a vampire like him someday right? Well, that time is coming faster than I thought. I'm so confused, Jake." I finished with tears rolling down my face.

"Bells," he said as he took my face into his big warm hands and kissed the tears away. "Bells, I love you, I'll do anything for you, I'm sorry I have acted like such a jerk as of late and that'll change now, I give you my word as a man, as a great leader in my Quileute wolf pack, and most of all as your best friend," Jake said.

I fell into Jakes arms and he held me for what seemed like forever. Neither of us moved nor even spoke. I knew he had all kinds of questions that he wanted to ask me but he waited and just held me tight to his warm body.

"Bells, honey, are you feeling better now?" Jake asked as he brushed my hair out of my face. Jacob kissed my forehead and smiled his beautiful sunshine smile at me.

"Go ahead Jake, I know that you have loads of things to ask me," I told him.

"Bells, all I need to know is two things, and the rest is up to you if you want to share with me or not. First, please tell me he didn't bite you. If he did, then that would break our families' treaty and I would have to tell my people that. If he didn't bite you then that is a different story all together," Jake said.

"Second, Bells, and this is most important to me and my heart is that you truly love him and if you do, I will help make things all work out for you, no matter if you choose him over me. I love you enough to let you go," he added.

"Bella, is that you up there? Who is that with you?" Jasper called. I turned three shades of red, being caught up a tree with Jake, by Jasper, who would've known.

Jasper could feel everything that the people around him felt, so he would know that I was scared and a little angry. He would also know that I was and am very much in love with Edward, no matter what.

'I should have been a little nicer to him, to Edward. I hope that I haven't hurt him too badly,' I thought to myself.

"Yeah, Jasper, it's me up here, along with Jacob. Can we please have some time alone to talk? He's my best friend and I need him right now," I told Jasper.

"I'll go home but please don't be too long, Edward's very upset and something's happening to him too," Jasper said as he ran off to the big white house.

I looked at Jacob, who till now hasn't said a word. He broke into a big smile and kissed my forehead again.

"Jake, no, Edward would never do anything to hurt me, he and none of the other Cullen's ever would. I have asked Edward to bite me and let me be a vampire just like him but he said that he couldn't, it wasn't right for him to take my life away from me. Carlisle thinks that it's because when we made love and chose to share blood, I offer him my blood, he offers me his and we drink from each other. I cut myself and he, himself. It makes making love so much more intense and brings us so much closer with each other," I told Jake.

"Second, I love Edward and our baby more than this life of mine, what would I be giving up anyway? I would have him and our child and our family forever. I would even have you forever, Jake, right? If you keep changing you'll never get old, right?" I asked him.

"I would lose my mom and dad, and someday my younger brother or sister and it'll hurt. It'll hurt more than anything but I'll gain far more in the long run than I'll lose," I added.

"Jake, I love you too, you know that, I always will, but it is so different with Edward and me. Do you understand?"

"Yeah, Bells, I do. Now the question is what would you like me to do for you?" Jake asked.

"Let's get out of this tree, I need to go home and see Edward, can you come with me?"

Jake grabbed my hand; we jumped out of the tree and landed on our feet. 'OMG! Did I just do that?' I thought to myself.

Jake and I ran back to the big white house, to my future, to my life, and to my Edward.

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Thanks for reading. Hope you like how I had Jacob come around. See I don't dislike Jake; I just like him better with someone else. Please review, they do make me want to write (type) faster. Thanks to my Beta Strawberry also.

Disclaimer:

Like always, I am just playing in SM playground (Twilight) she owns all the rights to them and their names and or likeness.