More Primal
It comes to him as a surprise that he misses Vala. After all of her insane antics and trouble she has put him through, he still wishes he could see her. Just one minute would do.
It would give him time to get it out of his system and her presence would remind him how crazy she is. That should be enough for him to come to his senses.
Vala has just about sent SG-1 to hell and back. It's insane that he feels for her. It's not love or a crush as Cam keeps teasing him, but something deeper. More primal. There's definitely some hate, too. Beneath his skin, she has embedded herself, and she stays in the forefront of his mind.
He misses her for a reason that he cannot comprehend, and in the end that's what matters and that is what confuses him.
fin.
