I am so sorry it took me so long, as I said this story is amazing and I don't want ruin it; I hope I haven't done that and you like it.


When Melissa and I were in to the burn we walked over to the bed, Melissa got under the cover first and got under after her and
snuggled into her side. I was thinking about how I would never get to hear my dad's voice again or every get to hear him say Emmy again.

I softly start crying into Melissa side, Melissa began saying "Ssh... its okay let it out." I don't think Melissa really knew what to do; I
wouldn't either if I was in her place. I began wondering what he last thought was before everything and what he was doing was he
telling one of his dad jokes to some of the recruits. My eyelids started to fall down and the next thing I knew they were closed; was
slowly falling asleep.


When I slowly started to wake up in the morning my face had hair all over it but it wasn't my hair, it was then that I remember that I
was sleeping next to Melissa and everything else that had happened. I push Melissa hair out of my face and slowly sat up to lean against
the headboard.

I must have been loud because Melissa turned around and said "Hey, how are you doing?"

I replied with "I don't really know."

Melissa sat up against the headboard next to me and said "You know you can talk to me, you don't have to bottle up."

I nodded and replied "I know, I just don't know what to say or how I'm actually feeling."

Melissa then said "Okay just as long as you know I m here, what do you want to do now?"

I answered with "Well I am kind of hungry, do you want to make we breakfast?"

Melissa replied with "I think I can manage that, come on." We both got out of the bed and walked out of the barn and into the kitchen.


When we walked into the kitchen Spencer, Hanna and Aria were all in there having their morning coffees.

Aria walked over to me said "Hey, how are you?"

I replied with "I'm not sure."

Melissa then asked "Em what would like for breakfast, we have eggs. I could make you two eggs on toast?"

I smiled and answered "Yeah that's fine." I walked over; sat down to sit next to Hanna and watch Melissa started to cook; whilst
also thinking. I still couldn't believe that my dad was really gone, he wasn't coming back home and I would never get to hug him again.
I sighed and lean against Hanna shoulder, she then wrapped her arm around me. Just then Mr & Mrs Hastings walked in through the
front door, they then walked into kitchen and I think they left their bags at the front door.

Mrs Hastings said "Hello girls, it's great to see you all again."

Melissa and Spencer both say at the same time "Hey mum."

Mr Hastings then said "Hello girls, Melissa are you cooking?"

Melissa replied with "Hey dad and yes I am, I am making Emily breakfast."

Mrs Hasting smiled and said "That's nice of you Melissa but if you're making breakfast for Emily wouldn't you make it for the
others as well."

Spencer stepped in before Melissa could answer by saying "Mum, Emily kind of got some bad new last night."

Mrs Hastings face changed completely, she then asked "What happened?"

I then said "Umm... I'm going to go sit outside for a bit." I stood up and left before any of the conversation started.