A/N: So here it is! You have no idea how mad I am at myself for not updating it in such a long time. I really hope you like it. Please leave a review. The song used in this chapter is Better than revenge by Taylor Swift.

And of course thank you for sticking up with me!


The dorm room was all cleaned and neat. Both of the beds were made and books on the shelves were in alphabet order, so that it would be easy to find the one he needed quickly. His room was the complete opposite of the inside of Sebastian's heart. It seemed like there was a hurricane messing his feelings up and destroying everything on its way.

Looking around the familiar environment, the place he could so easily call home, he felt weirdly out of place. It wasn't where his heart belonged. At least not anymore. His damaged heart and soul longed to be reunited with their other halves, but it seemed like there was nothing he could do to change his current situation.

Sebastian grimaced as he realized that in fact there was something he could do to show Blaine that he was a different person. That he truly cared about him. The only solution was to man up and tell his father about Blaine and the baby. And surprisingly his father was home for two days, so he didn't have to wait.

He abruptly stood up from the bed running his hands through his hair in frustration. Sebastian had no idea how his dad was going to react to something as extraordinary as his only son having a baby with another guy while he was still only a teenager. That was way too much too handle. While Sebastian knew that his father was quite open-minded and wasn't against the idea of someone being gay, a male pregnancy would probably be something new and unknown to him. Hell, it was still mostly unknown to Sebastian and he was in this mess.

Men getting pregnant was something that people would shake their heads at while reading the paper or surfing the internet. While it was definitely real it was still a relatively new discovery and strange to people. After weeks of trying to come to terms with the fact that Blaine was having his baby, Sebastian could finally see that he had screwed up badly and fixing it was going to be a very difficult thing to do.

But the green-eyed boy was positive that Blaine was the love of his love and he would never come across someone as pure and amazing as him ever again. Sebastian wasn't a good person, his heart wasn't made of gold and he probably didn't deserve Blaine, but he couldn't force himself to give him up just like that, without even attempting to win him back.

He felt a wave of anger wash over him as an image of Kurt's blue eyes appeared in front of his eyes. The boy had used their break-up to make his way into Blaine's heart and claim a huge piece of it. Sebastian couldn't deny that losing Blaine was all his fault, but right now Kurt was on his way to make the dark-haired boy realize that he and Sebastian belonged together.

Well, in order to fix it, first Sebastian needed to come clean to his father. Whether he liked it or not, the older man had every right to know the truth. Mind made up, Sebastian quickly grabbed his coat and excited the dorm room locking the door behind him. He made his way downstairs, trying to avoid looking at other students. They saw him as a heartless asshole which was true, but it still wasn't a nice feeling to know that the whole student body of Dalton Academy hated him.

As fast as he was able, Sebastian excited the building and got into his vehicle, still trying to avoid judgmental stares. Unluckily his ride home was less than twenty minutes long, so he didn't really have that much time to rethink everything one more time. He had no idea how he was going to tell his father everything.

Way too soon an intimidating building came into view. Their house was one of the biggest in the city, but they didn't really need that space at all. Most of the time three cleaning ladies were the only people living there. To be honest, Sebastian liked that it was so huge. It was a perfect place to hide if he wanted to disappear for a while. He could walk through the long corridors with tasteful paintings on the walls and various rooms which weren't used anymore for hours without coming across another living soul.

The house used to be a joyful place. Once upon a time there was someone who truly cared about making other people feel like they belonged there. There had been a being with golden heart and pure soul. But then one day she was just gone leaving a short letter behind. Sebastian didn't even remember anymore why she had left. But it didn't matter anymore. Some might say that Sebastian was so messed up because of her, but the truth was that it was his own doing. It wasn't her fault that Sebastian had a tendency to see people as nothing more than obstacles that he needed to get rid of.

But as blind as his heart could get, miraculously it was finally able to see clearly that it was bound to Blaine's. Sebastian took a deep breath trying to clear his mind. He had to get rid of all the distracting thoughts in order to be sober enough to crisply explain everything. He pulled a remote control out of his pocket and clicked the green button. The iron gate slowly opened up and Sebastian parked his car in the parking lot. He slowly got out of the vehicle and clicked the red button to close the gate. Looking at the big house in front of his eyes, Sebastian tried to think of happy memories, but all of them were connected to her, so he quickly gave up.

The green-eyed boy walked down the path, ignorant to the beauty of the garden. He fished his key out of his jacket pocket and opened the door. It was kind of ridiculous that they didn't have a higher security system, but Sebastian didn't even care. He entered the house and locked the door behind him. Sebastian started pulling his jacket off when he heard a sound of footsteps. A couple of seconds later the youngest maid appeared in front of him looking surprised and disappointed. Well, there was a smile plastered to her face, but it was clearly forced. "Oh, Mr. Smythe! What a surprise!" She exclaimed taking the jacket from him. "It is a rare thing to have both you and your father home at the same time."

"Yeah..." Sebastian said, not really listening to her high-pitched voice.

"Would you like me to make you something to eat? I'm making roast chicken for your father, but if you want something else then I can just-"

"I'm not hungry." Sebastian said sharply, effectively silencing her. "I just need to talk to my father. Where is he?"

"In his office, of course." The woman said looking at him as if she wanted to hurt him in some way.

Sebastian sent her a pitiful stare. If he wanted, he could even fire her, but she was clearly aware that he was too focused on something else to find time for that. "Thanks for you help, Julie." Sebastian said ironically walking out of the hall.

"My name is Maya." The woman called after him, but Sebastian didn't bother to say that he was sorry. Because he wasn't.

He walked through the house, hoping that he wouldn't run into other maids, because the next time he would surely lose his temper. The closer he was to the office, the faster his heart was beating. As much as he wanted to say that he didn't care about what his father was going to tell him, he knew he would be fooling himself. It was his father after all. He could he not?

Sebastian reached the wooden door leading to his father's office and stood in front of it for a moment or two. Then he lifted up his hand and softly knocked. Less than two seconds later came a replay. "Come in."

The green-eyed boy pushed the door open and slowly entered the room. His father was standing in front of the window with a glass of what appeared to be whiskey in his hand. As soon as the door opened he lifted up his gaze and studied Sebastian's whole body was his dark eyes. "Oh, what a surprise." He said and smiled warmly. "Hello, Sebastian. What has brought you here?"

Eric wasn't naïve enough to think that his son was there to simply spend some time with his father. The older man had to know that it was going to be a tough conversation. "I need to tell you something rather important before you decide to disappear for a couple of months again." Sebastian said, not caring that he sounded harsh and angry.

Eric raised his eyebrow in question as his warm smile transformed into a smirk. He emptied the glass and put it down on his wooden desk before leaning against it and crossing his arms over his chest. "Alright, then." He said, obviously having some kind of sick satisfaction from watching his son struggle. "What is it? You know you can tell me anything."

Sebastian sighed in defeat. The thing was that he really didn't know his father that well anymore and he couldn't tell just by watching his body language what he was going to say. "Dad…you know that I have a boyfriend." Sebastian said and then mentally slapped himself.

"Yes, from what I know Blaine Anderson is a really good kid." Eric said, seeming slightly confused.

That statement felt like a painful stab to Sebastian's heart. "Well, the thing is that we are not together anymore."

"Oh…that's surprising." Eric said slowly, looking straight into his son's eyes. "Is that what you wanted to tell me?" He asked, clearly surprised.

"Not really." The green-eyed boy said finally closing the door behind him. He didn't want Maya or anyone else to hear the rest of their conversation. "It's more about the reason why we broke up." Sebastian paused for a moment trying to find adequate words. He started playing with his fingers, a nervous habit he had got rid of a few years ago. "Blaine's pregnant." He finally said, not looking up at his father. "He has this gene thing and we had no idea about it." Sebastian didn't know if his father was angry or not, so he decided to let out everything that was heaving on his heart while he still had a chance.

"And when he told me about it I was so mad and confused." He paused for a second feeling the hot tears start to gather in his eyes. The green-eyed boy blinked a couple of times trying to compose himself before continuing. "I-I wanted to make him get an abortion, but he refused, so I broke up with him." He had been so horrible to Blaine. He had made him feel so alone and unwanted. "And now I regret it, because Blaine is the better part of me and I feel so lost without having him by my side." Sebastian wanted to appear strong and tough, but a few tears escaped his eyes and rolled down his cheeks. "He's in a different school. A public school where people will most likely bully him as soon as they find about his condition. It's partly my fault." A broken sob escaped his throat and Sebastian started shaking all over. "I thought that love didn't exist and that I didn't need anybody, but I was so wrong, dad."

Sebastian looked up and found his father still standing in exactly the same spot. He had to see something in his son's eyes, because as soon as their eyes met, Eric sighed and slowly approached his son. He wrapped his arms around Sebastian and held him tightly as he cried into his shoulder. The green-eyed boy breathed in his dad's scent suddenly realizing that they hadn't hugged since Sebastian was a little boy and his mother was still around instead of making career in Japan.

"Oh, Sebastian." His father let out rubbing small circles on Sebastian's back. The green-eyed boy finally felt that he wasn't the worst person on the face of the planet. He felt that maybe not everybody hated him. "You're damn nearly insane. I leave for two months and when I come back my only son is in so much trouble." Eric said softly as he pulled away. "How could you do something like that to him?" He asked. "Blaine's such a nice kid. You need to work things out between the two of you." He paused for a moment looking away. "Maybe I'm not an expert when it comes to relationships, but if you two should be together."

Sebastian ducked his head. "It's not so easy, dad. You see, Blaine already has a new boyfriend."

"Wow...that's unexpected." Eric said looking beyond surprised.

"Yeah…" Sebastian trailed off. They talked for a moment longer, but Eric had to get back to work and Sebastian needed to go back to Dalton to sort something out. They decided that in the near future they would set a meeting with the Andersons' to figure out what they were going to do next.

As Sebastian sat behind the wheel, a small smile formed on his face. Maybe not all the hope was lost. With some luck he would get Blaine back and everything would be finally alright.


Kurt looked over at his dorm room making sure that he hadn't forgotten his car keys or cell phone. When he was positive that he wouldn't have to run back upstairs in a couple of minutes Kurt locked the room knowing that Jeff and Nick wouldn't be back for another hour at least since they had a Warblers' practice. Kurt knew that he would get scolded by Wes for skipping it, but he preferred spending time with his boyfriend than repeating the same moves over and over again. They would be alright this one time without him.

Kurt made his way to the front door thanking whatever higher force that was up there for not running into Wes. He walked out of the building enjoying the sun warming up his face. It wasn't strong enough to burn his skin yet, so Kurt could enjoy it without having to worry about burning and as a result ruining his nearly flawless skin. The blue-eyed boy got into the car and started the engine. He drove all the way to the Lima trying to focus on the road and only when he parked in front of the familiar building of Lima Bean he took a moment to think about what was he going to say to Blaine when he saw him.

As much as Kurt wanted this meeting to be all about talking about their day and laughing at silly things, there was one thing that Kurt needed to say and he knew that Blaine wouldn't like it very much. The blue-eyed boy gripped the steering wheel tightly in his hands biting his bottom lip. He was getting anxious when there was no need to be. He was going to ask Blaine to tell his dad about the pregnancy. Kurt knew that he wasn't the baby daddy and Burt wouldn't be involved in raising Blaine's child, but he really wanted his father to know. It wasn't lying, but Kurt still felt bad about keeping something like that from him. But of course it was Blaine's decision and he would be the one to have the last word.

Kurt took a deep breath and excited his car. After locking it he approached the building and pushed the door open. As soon as he entered the coffee shop, Kurt's gaze landed on their usual table and surely he found there Blaine slowly sipping something that could be hot chocolate or a tea. His hair was styled with a ton of hair gel and he was wearing a dark brown sweater. The sunlight peeking out from behind the windows was illuminating Blaine's face beautifully and making his honey-colored eyes look like liquid gold.

Slowly, the dark-haired boy lifted up his gaze and his eyes met Kurt's. His whole face lightened up and a bright smile appeared on his face making Kurt feel dizzy. It seemed like the air was knocked out of Kurt the moment he saw Blaine's smile directed at him. It was silly and a little ridiculous how little control over himself Kurt had while being in Blaine's presence. The blue-eyed boy smiled back and walked over to the table. "Hi." He said a little breathlessly pulling off his jacket and hanging it over his chair. He sat down at the table and only then noticed that a cup of his favorite coffee was right in front of him. "Thank you for the coffee. You really didn't have to."

Blaine waved his hand dismissively. "It's not a big deal." He said watching as Kurt took a first sip of his coffee. "It's really good to see you, Kurt." Blaine said and it was clear by the softness of his voice that he meant it in more than just a casual way. Kurt's heart started beating loudly in his chest, but he didn't let it show.

"You too." Kurt said honestly. He was aware of the fact that the bubble would be busted soon and they would have to return to the real world where nothing was as simple as it seemed. "How was your day?" Kurt asked after a moment wanting to keep this moment alive for as long as he could.

"It was fine." Blaine answered. "Since most of the teachers at McKinley don't really care about anyone in particular the classes are boring and uneventful, but it's actually a nice break from Dalton where I had to keep awake at night sometimes to keep my grades high." The smile on Blaine's face turned into a sad one and his hazel eyes got a little misty. "Even though I miss it sometimes…" He said looking past Kurt. Then he quickly shook his head and his eyes once again focused at the brown-hired boy in front of him. "Anyway, at least I had time to read a book and watch a movie. And the morning sickness is completely gone, so that's a good thing too. What about you?"

Kurt considered for a moment telling Blaine about missing the Warblers' practice, but then he decided against it knowing that the other boy would surely get upset and tell him that he should have stayed at Dalton with the other boys. "Well, a shit ton of work as usual, so nothing eventful." Kurt said shrugging. He didn't really have that much to say unless he wanted to change a subject to one that he really didn't want to touch just yet.

"Can I ask you a question?" Blaine suddenly asked, looking uncertain.

"Go ahead." Kurt said without any hesitation,.

"Have you seen Sebastian lately?" Blaine asked carefully. "How is he?"

Kurt was slightly taken aback by Blaine's question. "Uh, well…I'm not sure." Kurt said honestly trying not to look hurt. He didn't know why the other boy was asking about Sebastian, but it couldn't possibly mean anything good. Kurt had been understanding about Sebastian, but now when he wanted to be back in Blaine's life it was a completely different thing. "We're not in the same classes and he's not in the Warblers anymore, so I don't see much of him these days. When I do though, he seems fine. Maybe a little alone."

Blaine slowly nodded his head. "I have a doctors' appointment scheduled for next week…" Kurt opened his mouth to say that of course he would go with him, but Blaine wasn't finished yet. "…and I was thinking that since Sebastian wants to be a part of our child's life then I should take him with me, so that he can actually see it." He paused for a moment studying Kurt's face carefully. "And as much as I would love to have you there with me as well, I don't think that the three of us being in the same room would be a good idea."

"I understand." Kurt said doing his best to show Blaine that he really meant it. Yeah, maybe he didn't like the idea of Blaine and Sebastian being alone in a situation where emotions could get the better of people, but he understood why Blaine wanted to do that. Sebastian needed to be given a chance to prove to Blaine that he was trustworthy.

"Are you sure?"

"I'm positive." Kurt said a little too quickly. He could see that Blaine wasn't quite buying it so he reached his hand across the table and squeezed Blaine's warm one. "I trust you, Blaine and I get why you need to do that."

"Thanks." Blaine said smiling a little. "You're the best."

Kurt rolled his eyes. "Well, of course I am." Blaine chuckled. "Blaine?"

"Yeah?" The dark-haired boy propped up his head on his free hand looking straight into Kurt's blue eyes.

"Do you think…" He started not really knowing how to phrase it. "…that we could tell my dad about…the baby? I know that it's none of his business, but you are a part of my life now and so is the baby. It doesn't feel right to keep it from him."

Blaine looked for a moment as if he wanted to argue against the idea, but eventually he just shrugged and said. "Well, I guess that it couldn't harm anyone, huh?" He stopped speaking for a second. "But I don't want your father to think any less of me."

"He won't, I promise." Kurt said squeezing Blaine's hand even tighter.

Then, out of nowhere Kurt's cell phone went off ruining the intimate moment between them completely. Kurt rolled his eyes reaching for the device. As soon as he saw Wes's name on the screen he knew that he was going to get yelled at, but he picked it up anyway wanting to get it over with. "Wes? What is it?" Kurt asked clicking the accept call button and sending Blaine an regretful glance.

"Where the hell are you, Kurt?" The older boy asked sounding distressed

"I'm on a date with Blaine. I think you can manage to have one practice without me, can't you?" He asked, slightly annoyed.

"Get your ass in here right now." Wes said harshly. "I don't care what you're doing. We have a situation."

"What kind of situation? Can't it wait a little?"

"The thing is that apparently it can't." Wes replied and now he sounded just tired and resigned. "Sebastian just came out of blue and decided to audition again."

"What?" Kurt asked, shocked. "Then just let him audition, I guess."

"The problem is that he wants you to be here for that."

"Oh, are you kidding me?" Kurt exclaimed in frustration. "Why?"

"I have no idea, man. So just get in here and help us handle him."

Kurt rolled his eyes. "Ugh, fine. But it will be there in two hours , so be patient."

"Thanks." Wes said and Kurt ended the call.

He looked apologetically at his boyfriend who was staring back at him in confusion. "I need to return to Dalton."

"What's going on?" Blaine asked raising his eyebrow.

"I'm not sure." Kurt said and for some reason he decided not to mention Sebastian.

They hugged, said their good-byes and Kurt left the coffee shop. He drove back to the Dalton Academy not really sure what to except to find there.


"Thank God! We've been waiting for like two and a half hour!" Wes said as soon as Kurt appeared in the front hall.

"Yeah, let's go then." Kurt said just wanting to face Sebastian and see what he really wanted. He followed Wes through the corridors of Dalton Academy not even taking his time to get his things back to his dorm.

As soon as they found themselves in the Warblers' common room Kurt noticed all the boys sitting on the couches and looking bored as hell. And then there was Sebastian standing next to a window with his hands shoved into his pants pockets. As soon as his green eyes landed on Kurt a smirk that he hadn't seen in ages appeared on his face. "Oh, it seems like we are all here now, so I can begin. Please, boys, take a seat."

Kurt and Wes looked at each other in confusion, but obediently sat down on the couch side by side and watched as Sebastian turned on the music and started singing. It took Kurt a moment, but finally Kurt recongnized the song and winced noticng the meanign behind the lyrics.

The story starts when it was hot and it was summer and...
I had it all, I had him right there where I wanted him
She came along, got him alone and let's hear the applause
She took him faster than you could say "sabotage"

I never saw it coming, wouldn't have suspected it
I underestimated just who I was dealing with
She had to know the pain was beating on me like a drum
She underestimated just who she was stealing from

The song was obviosuly directed at Kurt as the green-eyed boy kept sending him meanigfult glances throughout the whole song. Kurt curled his hands into fists and watched Sebestian with something that could only be called hatred.

Do you still feel like you know what you're doing?
'Cause I don't think you do. Oh.
Do you still feel like you know what you're doing?
I don't think you do
I don't think you do
Let's hear the applause
Come on show me how much better you are
So you deserve some applause 'cause you're so much better
She took him faster than you could say "sabotage"

The song ended and Sebastian bowed dramatically to his audience. Then he smirked at Kurt and the whole world disappeared. Wes started saying something, but Kurt couldn't hear him. Sebastian hadn't changed. He was back to his old self. The old Sebastian always got what he wanted and now he apparently wanted to have Blaine back and he wouldn't back down without a fight. Kurt swallowed hard. It was on.