Lost It For

Chapter 29

"Blessed are the hearts that can bend; they shall never be broken." But I wonder if there's no breaking then there's no healing, and if there's no healing then there's no learning. And if there's no learning then there's no struggle. But struggle is a part of life. So must all hearts be broken?

The next day

Hearing knocks at the door. Sent Jamie rushing to open it.

The door opening quickly. As Brooke and Lucas. Stood at the other end.

"Hey buddy." Brooke said. Leaning over as she hugged him.

"J Luke." Lucas said. Smiling at him.

"We have a fun filled weekend planned for you."

"Be prepared to have the time of your life."

Brooke said. Happily.

"I'm so excited." Jamie said.

"We thought it was you." Nathan said. As he and Haley walked over to thank them.

"It is no problem you two." "With twins coming we have to get used to having little feet running around."

Brooke said. Putting a hand on her stomach.

"You behave for your aunt and uncle okay." Nathan said. Looking over at Jamie.

"I will." Jamie said looking back at his dad.

"Tell me everything and don't get any bigger or cuter while your gone."

Haley said. Hugging him.

"I won't momma I promise." Jamie said hugging her back.

"We'll let you go now." "Please call us if anything comes up."

Nathan said to them.

"We won't need to." "Just focus on each other." "This weekend." Brooke said. Hugging them both.

"We may or may not have him back to you full of sugar and pizza though."

Lucas said smiling.

"We've been warned.

Nathan said. Smiling back.

Closing the door.

As he watched Jamie take both their hands.

"Let's get going Mrs. Scott."

Nathan said. Taking her hand as they started to bring their luggage to the car.

Once they were all packed and Nathan was driving.

Haley started to speak.

"Remember we he wanted nanny Carrie to be his mom."

"When I think back to that moment."

"I can actually feel my heart break in half."

"Seeing him with Brooke and Lucas."

"Gave me a preview of things."

"He would get to remember what it's like to have both parents there."

"I know Brooke will love him the way I do."

"And you will be some hot item."

"The girls will be falling over each other."

"I don't want you to grow old and bitter and let your heart cold."

"I want you to be happy Nate." "Get remarried and love our son."

"Live the rest of your life in peace."

"I'll be with my mom and dad."

"So you know I won't be alone."

Haley said. Putting her hand on his.

Nathan stopped the car. And looked at her.

"I can't talk about this."

"Or think about you being gone."

"My mind shuts off whenever I go there."

"Losing you Haley is not an option."

Nathan said. Looking to her.

While they started to get out of the car.

"I'm going to try and go through the process but if doesn't work."

"I don't want to live my days in misery."

"I'll do what my mom did and go without intervention."

"And live for each day."

Haley said. Looking to him.

"Our cabin." Haley said. Smiling at him.

As they walked inside closing the door behind them.