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"Mr. Kurosaki, Lord Aizen-sama wants to see you," Gin appeared in front of our cell, wearing his usual creepy grin. Just seeing it gave me the chills.

"Don't go Ichi," Toushiro whispered, trying to be as quiet as possible. It didn't work, he heard.

"This is an order, I assure you if you fail to comply there be grave consequences."

I exchanged a weary look with my cellmate before walking to Gin.

"Ok, take me away," I whispered. If this was Grimmjaw I wouldn't be worried…but this wasn't.

He aggressively grabbed my arm as he pulled me to an unknown place.

"Do not speak until you are spoken to and do not try run away. You must do anything and everything Lord Aizen-sama tells you to. Don't ask stupid questions or be frank. It will not be tolerated." His tone was so harsh it scared me. I could only nod as he pulled me into a room with at least 10 arrancars standing around and one man sitting in a white chair. Aizen.

Gin let go of my arm as he walked away, taking his place by Aizen. I rubbed my arm when I thought no one was looking. Did he have to be so rough? He left a bruise!

For a moment it was to quiet. I stood there studiedly, unsure of what to do.

"Kurosaki Ichigo, welcome," Aizen said, with a smile, breaking the silence.

"Yes," was all I could think of to say. It must have been wrong because people started to whisper and laugh.

"Silence!" He said sternly. They instantly froze. "I would like to ask you some questions, if you don't mind." It made it sound like there was a choice, but obviously there wasn't.

"Ok, what do you want to know?" Gin smirked, he must have found me amusing.

"What is your relation with Jagerjaques Grimmjaw?"

There's the question. Of course that was the issue. Why else would Aizen want me?

"He's my friend," Something told me he'd want me to say that. What was he to me anyways?

"Friend? Did he initiate this friendship?"

"Yes, he spoke to me first."

"Is he planning to free you?" God I hope so.

"Not that I know of," I fibbed slightly, I hope he can't see that.

"Than why is your Zanpakuto missing?"

"I don't know, I haven't seen it since I was brought here." Did he notice the fear grow in my eyes?

"You lie."

There was silence for a minute, and then I found my voice.

"What?" More people laughed. Gin looked happy, as if he already won.

"You have seen it, you have your memory back, don't you? And there's no way you could get it back without it. I don't like liars," His voice turned cold. He saw right through me, didn't he?

"No! Why do you think that?" I was getting defensive. This wasn't good.

"Why do you have that scared look than? I can sense your angry and scared. Your raiatsu tells me everything. If you're going to lie, at least make it believable. Who are you trying to protect? Grimmjaw?"

"No, I…"

"Silence. You're a bigger threat than I anticipated. Maybe you should be punished."

This made many people snicker, as if they already knew what he was going to do. The fear grew inside me. What was going to happen to me?

Aizen made a motion toward the door and they quickly cleared the room, most wearing a big cocky smirk. I stared at them confused and than looked back at Aizen. He stood up and walked toward me, stepping dangerously close. I almost stepped back from him, but caught myself.

"Kurosaki-kun do you know what I want?" Something told me I didn't want to know. I shook my head, not being able to find words.

"What a pity, I'd think it'd be rather obvious by now. If I didn't want you I wouldn't have sent for you."

"You want me?" I echoed.

"Yes."

He grabbed my waist and pushed me onto the ground not so gently. I groaned in pain as I hit the hard floor. He kneeled down next to me, starting to undo my pants.

"Wait no!" I screamed. His hands stilled momentarily.

"No? You dare refuse the person who holds your very life in his hands? I could kill you with one snap of the neck, but you see I want to keep you alive. So why don't you just relax and enjoy it?"

He didn't wait for a reply, instead he just went back to work. I shut myself down as he touched me and kissed me. I tried not to make a sound when he forcefully entered me, without even preparing me. I felt my body tense up

"Relax," He said sternly as he thrust into me.

I wouldn't scream or moan, not for him. Not when I didn't want this from him.