Chapter 20 - Blow Me One Last Kiss

"..eyes on fire, and the burn from all the tears. I've been crying, I've been crying, I've been dying over you. Tie a knot in the rope, trying to hold, trying to hold, but there's nothing to grab so I let go.."

January 23rd. 2012 ~ 9:30 p.m.~

My head snapped up, and Zak was still passed out. Of course, it's just my stupid head playing tricks on me, AGAIN. I shook my head, sniffling slightly. I just poured my heart out to this man, and he would never hear it. I stood up and walked out of the room. I couldn't stay there any longer. My heart hurt, my head was pounding, and the beepy - heart thingy was driving me insane.I went to walk out of the room , but I couldn't . I ended up sliding down on the floor, tears covering my face.

I didn't leave the hospital until he woke up - nearly two weeks later.

~February 5th . 2012 ~ 2:45 a.m.~

I sat in the corner of the hospital room, one hand on the mouse, the other on my face. Cuddled up with a Dora blanket, and a totally not fluffy anymore pillow. Cuddly pajamas that Jorel brought to me. Zak still lay still - the only times he moved was when the nurses brought him new bags of IV fluid, or to give him sponge baths. (Trust me, I'm still trying to get over the fact that these random nurses are stripping Zak and bathing his.. um.. *cough* 'area' with sponges.). I took a deep breath in, and went back to my facebook page.

People were all over facebook - pushing their prayers onto Zak, oh please. They don't give a crap about him. they are just like, "hurry up and get better so we can watch more of your show.". The post that really pissed me off though, was from his girlfriend. Well, I'm not even gonna call her his girlfriend. More like a blonde bimbo that Mrs. Bagans refuses to let see Zak. *Chuckles*.

It said,

Amberlynn Chazolkie Zachary Bagans

Hey baby, I heard your in the hospital and your bitch ass mother won't let me in to see you. The only person that's allowed in your room is your bitch ass girlfriend and your bitch ass mother. Anyways, I can't wait to have sex again because your just fuckn' amazing at everything. I love you always and forever Zachary Bagans!(: -January 22ed 2012-

I couldn't help but laugh at that. His "Bitch Ass Mother?" Oh please. Zak thinks more highly of his mother than her. I ought to punch her in the face because Rachel is the best mother, thing, I don't really care what she says about me, because I'm not quote "Bitch ass". Can't wait to have sex again, because he's amazing at everything. Yes. Because that's something Zak wants posted ALL over his facebook that his family is on. And she loves him a day after dating him. What. The. Actual. Hippo. Balls. I shook my head and bit my lip.

Sure. I'm totally jealous of Amberlynn. (Doesn't she have a weird ass name?). I mean, she has Zak. That's the one thing in this world I'll do anything to have.

I wiped my nose, and Zak stirred on the bed. I snapped my laptop closed. Zak let out a painful scream and clenched his fists. "Get off me!" He screamed. struggling against the bed, tossing and turning, hurting his already broke ribs. Suddenly, Zak sat up, his eyes wide open - his face blank. Staring ahead, like two feet beside me.

"Zak?" I whispered, breathing heavy, what the actual..

"Zak's not here." He said, his voice deep, scary, heavy. not his.

"Zak what are you - stop trying to scare me." I laughing shaking my head and rolling my eyes.

"Trying?" Zak said, his head circled around his body, and he stood up, his hospital gown hanging halfway down his thighs. (Authors Note: Zak thighs. That's something we don't see!)

"I don't have to TRY. I've waited for years to steal his body - now, he's weak, he can't fight it. I can take it." I stood up and ran for the door.

"DOCTOR!" I screamed, my voice shaking, Zak's hands found my neck and he squeezed.

"You will NOT take away my only chance," Zak hissed, "of becoming HUMAN." My breath was being slowly taken from me. I couldn't breathe. He shook my head as my breath was taken from me. Everything went black, and I hit the floor.

WHAT JUST HAPPENED?!

HAHAHA. this is late. I said I would update on Friday. It's sunday. I'm sorry. Yesterday, Hell, I was in town with my madre all day, and then today we went to a carshow and friday I was stuck at a stupid football game in which we lost by like... 56 points. lol. okay, I'll update sometime this week!(: