I grabbed the paper that I just signed and folded them and put them in my jacket. I still needed to think about it if this was a good

thing. I got up and walked toward Abel, Jax would be there for his son but he would have to figure out what he wanted to do and

then I would make my decision. As I left the room I noticed mom was coming my way, I had to go to Oregon so I still had time to

think about this.

"Hey you have them ready?" asked mom as she looked at my now empty hands. She just crossed her arms and looked at me.

"Jenni why are you going against me on this?"

"What do you get from this mom?" I asked. She was probably dieing to raise Abel her way so why was she so hell bent in me

taking on Abel.

"Just knowing that my grandchild would be with us and raised right with a mother. Jax will be there for him, but this is his chance

for Abel to have what he needs."

"I'll think about it"I said as I walked away from her

"Jenni there is nothing to think about" she said as I walked out the doors. I grabbed my phone and called Jax to pick me up.

"Hey" said Jax as he was already waiting for me outside.

"Have you seen him Jax"I said as I grabbed the helmet.

"Jenni not now"

"When Jax, when he is older and doesn't want anything to do with you" I said.

"We still don't know if he is going to make it" he said

"But you still have that hope, since you want me to take him

"I just want something better for him Jenni. Look at us we weren't raised right

"It's going to be the same thing" I said

"No because I trust you"he said. I had to get my shit ready and head out with Hap. I just shook my head and got on the bike.

I walked into the clubhouse to find the perfect man for the job.

"Hey bobby" I called out as I saw him sitting at the bar. I knew mom would search everywhere for the papers, I was still surprised

that she didn't sign them for me.

"I need to give you something so that you can take care of it" I said hugging him.

"What are you doing"

"Just make sure you don't give it to mom" I trusted Bobby, and I knew he wouldn't give it to mom.

"Is this about the Abel thing?"

"Why do you ask if you know everything." I said handing him the papers.

"Just making sure you do the right thing for you"

"Yeah I am figuring that out"

"Hap is not the right thing" he whispered in my ear.

"What's going on said mom.

"Nothing just saying goodbye."

"Alright be careful you don't need to sleep with another patched member" said mom in front of Bobby

who just shook his head. I went to go look for Hap to get ready to go, before Clay realizes that we are still here.

Bobby

I stayed sitting down as Gemma took a seat next to me and was looking straight at me she knew I had the damn papers. I should

burn them is what I should do.

"Bobby give me the papers" said Gemma as she got closer to me. I knew it.

"What does Jenni get out of this." I said hating the fact that no one seemed to care about Jenni. I found no good thing would come

out in Jenni's advantage.

"We both know Jenni and Hap will happen" she said. I only knew that Clay didn't want Juice and Jenni together but why would he

allow Hap with her.

"Is that what Clay wants?" I asked

"Why do you think Bobby, she dropped Juice the minute Clay asked her." she said.

"Clay still holds shit above her huh." I said.

"With Abel you think Hap would even turn her way"

"Clay wants her with Hap for what" I said.

"I don't know yet" I knew she was hiding something. She was probably the first person to know what Clay was up to. Probably one

of her damn plans.

"Jenni didn't give me the papers" I said as I stood up I had to hide these from her since I knew she was going to look for them. I

went to the room and looked around to where I could hide them for Jenni. I didn't have a show soon so the bag was the perfect

place to put them.

Gemma

Several hours had passed since Jenni left with Happy. I knew she was going to do something she was going to regret. I closed up

the shop and grabbed my keys. I walked over to the clubhouse, I had to find those damn papers. I noticed Bobby was sitting down

with Tig as a crow eater danced on the table. The crow eater was paying more attention to Tig.

"Hey go check if Bobby needs some company" I said to one of the crow eater that was at the bar. I had to go check his damn room

and Bobby was one of the guys that didn't mind an audience. I waited till Bobby accepted the crow eater that was eager to please

him to head to his room.

Jenni

"I told you this was a bad idea" I said as we arrived at a hotel. It had began to rain and hail was falling and the only place we

found was a old ass hotel.

"I only have one room available, single bed and smoking." he said as Hap looked at me like if we had another chance.

"I don't care" I said all I wanted was to be out of the rain. The guy gave Hap the key we walked to

the room. As we walked into the room it was a clearly a shitty place that should have closed along time ago.

"Shit the bag" said Hap as I was already on the way to take my wet clothes off before I got hypothermia. Hopefully the clothes in

the bag wasn't wet. I removed my clothes and dried myself with a towel and wrapped one around my body as I waited for Hap to

get back with the clothes.

"Fuck" said Hap as he looked at me and smiled.

"Hap give me the bag." I said as I stayed in the restroom. As he handed me the bag I was going to close the door but he stepped

into the restroom and grabbed a towel and began removing his clothes. I could see that he was looking at me, shit this was going

to be a long night.

"Shit everything is wet" I said as I took out one of the shirts, maybe I could dry them with the hair dryer, and hopefully they would

dry fast.

"Everything" asked Hap as he put his hands on my waist and pulled me to him.

"Hap" I said as I removed his hands and began looking for the dryer. Eventually I found out that there was no hair dryer. I was

hanging the clothes on the shower to see if they would dry so that we could

get out of here after the rain stopped. I went to go get my phone to call dad and let him know we were

stuck here till the rain stopped. As I passed Hap he grabbed me and wrapped an arm around me as he pushed me toward the wall.

I was about to say something but my mind went blank as he crushed his lips on mine. This was wrong but it felt good as his hand

traveled up my leg. No Jenni big mistake not worth the trouble.

"Happy shit" I said as I pushed him back. I went to sit on the bed, nothing good was going to come out of this. You already slept

with one member, oh screw it I said as I moved back into the bed as Hap turned around as he was still standing by the wall. As he

walked toward me I removed the towel as he got on the bed and grabbed me as he moved me toward him. One time won't be

such a big deal.

Juice

I was walking to my room as I bumped into Gemma coming out of Bobby's room.

"Sorry" I mumbled.

"Idiot" she said as she hit me upside the head with some papers. I wanted to tell her something, I still wanted Jenni but I guess

the club was and will always be more important to me. The club always came first she should know.

Jenni

Well I guess I did go against my mother on one thing. I rolled onto my back as Hap put his arm on around my waist. Yeah it was a

huge mistake, but damn it was good.

(Sorry it has been so long. Thanks for reading and reviewing.)