I Will Remember You
will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light
April
Some days move quicker than others the ones where I can imagine there still there that he's still here. On cold nights I remember his arms round me those are the only nights I can sleep. I have insomnia as I used to make up stories to go to sleep I've always done it ever since I was little but no it's impossible.
I can't eat. I don't want to.
I can't smile no matter how hard I try I can't.
There are days where I can't even speak so live in my silence.
But I can remember.
I can remember his arms, his kiss, and the touch of his skin. I remember his eyes, his hair, his face, his perfection. I remember how we laughed, smiled and how good we were together.
I remember he always called me Rae. He was so careful with me like I was china. Our time was so short together but I remember it for a life time.
"Rae" muttered Lou gently tugging my sleeve.
I stared at her so tired that I was unable to speak.
"Rae you've got to eat. Come on you can have my galaxy it's your favourite" said Lou unwrapping it for me.
I put my head down showing her didn't feel like eating.
"How about my crisps?" said Kai rattling the packet.
"or maybe you'd like some of my delicious biscuits" said Scar offering me one.
"I'd offer you my sandwiches but I already ate them" said Oscar staring down guiltily at the empty lunch box. " you can have them tomorrow I promise"
"my yogurt is always available 24-hours a day seven days a week especially for you until it goes out of date then I'll get a new one" said Griffin proudly.
I felt too faint I knew I need to eat but I didn't want to. I was so tired and in so much pain.
Things were getting blurry until the room started spinning...
