And here is chapter 29 for you. But I'm warning you. It includes TenRose and TenRoseBaby fluff. ;)
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The Doctor and Rose made their way back to the TARDIS, Jackson at their side. Now, that Jackson had his memories back he was completely different to Rose. He seems... happy. Completed. Like the Doctor had completed her life, such a long time ago. Even if this man had lost his wife, he has his son back. Frederic.
And for Rose the little boy was an angel. Big, Ice blue eyes and when Rosita had left them with Frederic in her arms, the little boy had waved to her with a huge childish like smile. That had caused Rose, to let out an rapturous ' Awww!' and in the same time, had caused the Doctor a punch on his left arm ( which surely would leave a blue mark) , when he had rolled his eyes at her and asked her '' What are you? Five? ''.She had thrown back to him then, with a amused grin. '' What are you? Rude again?''
Now she was wrapped in the Doctors long brown coat, with his arm around her shoulder and really must hold back a fit of laugher, when she thought back of his childish, defiant face.
Rose came back to reality, when she nearly crashed into Jackson in front of her. She then realized why. He was staring at the Doctor's TARDIS, with his jaw nearly dropped down to the ground again. It remembered her on the first time, Jackson has seen her black TARDIS. Hers was now back in her ring. Her girl let out a soft hum, when Rose stroked the ring with her thumb.
Jackson shock his head and laughed. '' NO!... That's not... That's.. That's the TARDIS. I mean the real TARDIS! The TARDIS from my dreams!'' A huge smile spread across his face in delight. Rose couldn't resist to grin about that.
'' Would you allow me, Doctor. You know, as a last adventure?'' he pointed at the blue box and stepped closer. He stretched out his hand and touched the blue, warm wood, like he though this was an hallucination.
'' Yea, why not.'' the Doctor replied. Rose felt how he moved his arm from around her shoulder and pulled out the silver TARDIS key. She automatically felt colder, when he left her side to lock the door open. She shivered and wrapped his coat tight around her and followed the Doctor.
When he had pushed the doors open, Jackson entered the green glowing console room hesitating and wide eyed. Rose heard how the TARDIS hummed softly to calm Jackson down a little bit. The Doctor and her followed him inside, but let him get used to everything before they said anything.
Jackson's mouth was wide open, both of his hand over his temples. ''Oh my god...'' he muttered. He was completely stunned. He walked slowly up to the console. A fit of laughter escaped his mouth.
Rose nudged the Doctor with her elbow and giggled. '' Was I like that too, when I saw the TARDIS the first time?'' He snorted '' Oh yes! You should have seen your face! And then you started crying. Culture shock! Typical stupid ap-'' Rose interrupted him and put an finger over his lips. '' Even if I'm a Time Lady and not human anymore, don't even think about finishing this sentence.'' She raised her eyebrows and waited for him to agree. When he rolled his eyes, she took this as a 'yes' . She took her finger away and the Doctor made a pouting face. Rose placed a quick kiss to his lips. '' Rude Time Lord.''
''Stubborn Time Lady.'' he said with a grin and this time, Rose was the one who rolled her eyes.
Their attention went back to Jackson, who was still staring at the console, like everything wouldn't be real. He giggled '' But it's... madness. '' The Doctor suspected the sentence would end with the words ' bigger on the inside'.
The Doctor raised his eyebrows in surprise and tugged his ear. '' Well, that could describe it too...'' Rose giggled next to him. '' That's something new.'' she said.
Jackson's fingertips touched the TARDIS screen and the girl let out a hum. His hands shot to his temples again. He shock his head and grinned madly. Then he burst out of the console room, past two confused looking Time Lords. '' No, No, No, No, No, No that's to much.'' Jackson said.
Rose and the Doctor blinked and shared a look again. He shrugged with his shoulders. '' At least he didn't start crying.'' She nudged his arm with her elbow again. '' Oi! Not everyone is used to fly a Time machine, that's bigger on the inside. '' . He grinned again. '' But you fly one!'' Rose opened her mouth to reply something on that, but didn't find the right words. '' Yeah.. but that is not the point, I...'' She rolled her eyes and grabbed the Doctors hand. ''Crap... You know let's just follow Jackson, right?'' But it wasn't a question and she already pulled him with her. '' Ha! Gotcha!'' the Doctor teased her out of fun. '' Oh come on.'' Rose grumbled.
They found Jackson outside, leaning against a wall. He was gasping and his expression still said ' No, No, No, No I can't believe this ' .
''Is it alright for you now?'' Rose asked. Jackson just nodded.
It was awkwardly silent for a moment. Everyone waited for someone to say anything. Jackson cleared his throat. '' So... then is this our goodbye?'' Rose didn't feel good by the words ' Goodbye'. She really liked Jackson and Rosita and she didn't want to leave them right now. But that was her life with the Doctor. They never stay for a long time.
''The life goes on.'' the Doctor replied and smiled.
Jackson returned his smile. '' But before you go, allow me one question. I saw the records about the last few years of your life and noticed, that Rose had been human ones. How can you be... wait, how do you call a female Time Lord?'' he asked.
''How I became a Time Lady? Well, that a really long story. But it was the TARDIS. The rest of the story, would need more time to explain it.'' Rose explained.
An idea hit Jackson's mind. '' But you two could stay. For Christmas dinner, with me Rosita and Frederic. Then there would be enough time and you could tell me the story.''
'' That would be fantastic!'' Rose announced happily.
'' Good!'' Jackson clapped his hands together. His eyes wandered to the Doctor. '' What do you think, Doctor? Will you stay? Only for this dinner?''
Rose gaze fell on the Doctor next to her. He seemed like he would be torn between an decision. '' Please , love.'' she looked begging at him and squeezed his hand gently. He looked down at her and grinned. '' Alright, why not.'' He closed the TARDIS doors again and put his arm around Rose shoulder. '' Thanks.'' She said and cuddled against his side.
''Fantastic! Then lets go.'' Jackson said.
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Three hours later, after a huge amount of Christmas food, telling her story and saying goodbye, Rose and the Doctor were back in the TARDIS. It has been very hard to leave Jackson, Rosita and Frederic, but someday they had to move on.
Rose was also glad to be back, because even if she was a Time Lady and actually didn't need a lot of sleep anymore, she felt how tired she was. But not the Doctor. He was already bouncing around the console again. '' What would you think about the planet-''
'' Don't even think about a new adventure already. Serious, I need a shower and some sleep.'' Rose interrupted him and yawned.
The Doctor lifted his head up and stared at her in disbelieving. '' But Rose!'' he pointed like a little child who didn't get what he wanted. She walked up next to him laid her chin on his shoulder and smiled. '' But you could also join me in the shower and help me getting out of this dress much faster , you know. '' She muttered and pressed her lips on his cheek. She placed a row of small kisses over his cheek until she found his lips. He stared at her for a moment until he finally understood. The Doctor wrapped his arms around her waist and grinned cheeky. He returned her kiss. '' Sure. But I thought you want to sleep and would be too tired and with that-'' he started babbling.
''Doctor?''Rose interrupted him. '' Yep?'' he popped the 'p '.
'' Shut up.'' she said and grinned.
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After they had taken a ' shower ' together, Rose had forced the Doctor to watch Tv with her in the living room. He often noticed, how her eyes closed and she was in a half sleep. After the tenth time he had caught her sleeping and asked '' Tired?'' she still pretended on she wasn't. But soon Rose was fallen asleep, with her head placed on his legs and one hand on the little curve in her belly.
The Doctor switched off the TV and watched his love sleeping. Her blond, still damp hair was spread over his legs and let her look like an angel. His own angel.
She was deeply asleep and didn't even noticed, that he carried her into their bedroom. Their hands were still lanced together. When the Doctor wanted to let go of Roses hand, she grabbed his firmer, like she was afraid he would disappear in the next moment. He thought he has woken her up, but her eyes were still closed. The Doctor smiled. '' Rose everything is alright.'' he said softly. She rolled to her left side and murmured something he couldn't quite understand, but sounded like ' Doctor'
''... love you.'' she muttered while she was still asleep.
He felt a warm feeling inside his hearts. Although Rose was dreaming, she still noticed that he was there and wanted him to stay with her.
'' I love you, too. Already before I have regenerated into this body. And I will forever. ''
The Doctor thought she would have good dreams but he was mistaken. The nightmares, that had hunted her in the parallel world were still there. Like an curse.
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Rose saw the Daleks getting sucked into the void past her. They screamed as loud as they could, but nothing stopped their fly to the huge, white wall. Everything was blurred and didn't felt like reality and she knew that it has to be a nightmare again. It was always the same dream. Why does it hunt her every time she was asleep? She didn't want to go through this again, again and again. It was one of the most horrible parts of her life, right after she had to say goodbye to the Doctor. Forever like she had thought. Why couldn't she dream from the good parts of her life? Didn't she deserved to forget this day and to barried it under her wonderful memories? After everything she had gone through? But instead of it her hands, were claimed on the level again. Trying desperately to hold on. Before she even noticed her hands had left the level, she got sucked to the void, too. Like the millions of screaming Daleks before her.
She didn't heard anything, except of her own screaming. She didn't paid attention to anything except to the Doctor. Rose remembered his face exactly like it would have been yesterday. It has shown pure fear and desperation. But before she could feel her father stopping her fly into the void, she suddenly woke up.
She felt dizzy and confused and dared not to move. For some reason she believed she would be back in the parallel world and panic spread out inside her. She was afraid, that the last month of her life, only had been a wonderful dream.
To her relief, she heard the Doctors voice somewhere near her. She opened one of her eyes carefully and hoped, it wasn't an hallucination.
She relaxed, when her gaze fell on the person, she had hoped would be there.
The Doctor leaned with his arms on the edge of the bed and talked to their unborn baby in Gallifreyan. Rose must resist to giggle, what would destroy this perfect and utterly sweet moment. Forgotten was the pain, that the nightmare had brought her again. But only for one moment. The next time she was asleep the nightmares surly would come back.
But instead of wasting her time on the pain, she just listened to him.
He told about Gallifrey and Rose was glad he did. She loved this planet and missed it nearly as much as she missed earth. She even somehow felt a little bit homesick... The Doctor must feel the same. Even harder then her. For all of this years.
So she just listened and felt how she calmed down.
But then Rose couldn't hold it back any longer. A question burned in her head. She had learned a lot of things on Gallifrey, but only the essential things. Learning to fly a TARDIS, to speak Gallifreyan and the most impotent things, about aliens and their technology. She never had thought about a Time lord baby at this time.
''Can the baby understand you?'' she asked in Gallifreyan.
The Doctor winced a little bit, at her sudden move and his eyes met hers. '' Rose. Uhm.. I just... I mean... How long have you been awake? '' he scratched his neck, slightly embarrassed.
She smiled. '' No need to be ashamed. I could listen to you for hours, when you talk about Gallifrey. I miss it so much. ''
The Doctor's expression lit up by her words. He almost has forgotten that she had lived on Gallifrey, too and understood what he was talking about.
'' No, probably he can't understand me, but feel our presence.'' he answered her question instead of starting to talk about his home planet.
She raised her eyebrows and smiled her tongue-between-teeth-grin. '' He?'' The Doctor rolled his eyes out of fun and grinned. '' Our she.'' He waited for her to reply anything, but she didn't answered on that anymore.
Her face paled abruptly and both of her hands shot to her stomach. The Doctor felt her shock through their telepathic link and was immediately alarmed. He hopped up to his feet and grabbed her wrists gently. '' Rose, what happened?'' his voice was serious and no joking in it. She breathed short and fast and stared at her stomach, still pale. She didn't answered him.
'' Rose!'' he said a little bit louder, slowly starting to worry. She looked at him and and an overjoyed smile spread across her face. '' The little one kicked inside me.'' she gasped and took his hands. Rose placed them over her belly. ''Do you feel it? '' The Doctor noticed the gently nudges against his palms. His eyes widened and his hearts skips a beat.''Rose, we will become parents !'' His eyes rushed to her and back.
'' Yes, I know!'' she laughed. She jumped up and hugged him. Both of them knew, that she was pregnant, but know it had become more real to them.
'' I will become a mother! I still can't believe it!'' She buried her face against his shoulder and he twirled her around gently. Both of them grinning, like today would be Christmas and their birthday at once . They remained in each other arms for a long time. Both of them needing to realize what just had happened. After a long moment of silent, Rose was the first of them, who started to talk again. '' It's a girl, Doctor. ''
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The words hung in the room for an long unbearable moment in silence. Rose almost regretted, that she has said this sentence. Maybe he would be disappointed about the fact, that it isn't a boy.
The Doctor pulled away, so he could see her face, but remained in their hug. '' What? Where do you know it from?'' he asked curious. '' Well, I'm not an expert, but I think...'' She stopped talking and lifted her hands up to his temples. "Can I show you?" He couldn't quite understand what she wanted to say him, but he just nodded.
Rose laid the top of her fingers over his temples and closed her eyes. The top of her tongue touched her teeth, while she was concentrating. When nothing happened, he thought mind control was a little bit to early for her. Maybe the bond she tried to built was not strong enough. But then the Doctor felt Rose's warm presence in the back of his head. He noticed that she was really good in it, for a young Time Lady. Normally it needed a lot of practice to even reach someones mind. But sending feelings and pictures...? He couldn't hide an grin about it. Oh, she surprised him always and always again.
'' Really?'' she asked in his mind and without seeing her, he knew she was smiling. Oh, damn he had forgotten, that Rose heard everything he thought out too loud.
'' Oi, stop thinking out so loud. I'm not that practiced like you.'' she complained and concentrated again, didn't wait for an answer.
Rose let him feel, what makes her sure it is a little Time Lady. He felt the two little hearts beating. But their was something else between the little one and Rose. It was like the little girl would already communicate with her mother. Like he had tried it while Rose has been asleep. It must have happened right after the first move inside her. And now he understood, where Rose has knew it from. It was definitely a girl.
Rose slowly let go of his temples and the connection between them faded. '' Is everything okay? '' she asked and smiled sweetly. But under that smile he could see, that she was afraid that he wouldn't like the fact that they would get a girl.
The Doctor stroked her arm with his fingertips. A warm shiver ran over Roses back as reaction.
'' Of course everything is alright. Weeeell, now I don't have to search for girls and boys names anymore.'' She raised her eyebrows with an bright grin. '' You already have?'' He tugged at his ear. '' Not really. I mean it's the name of a someone I have...'' he answered, before he noticed what he was saying. His eyes darkened and Rose saw the pain in them. She took his hand to comfort him. '' You don't have to tell me.'' The Doctor shock his head and cleared his throat. '' It's someone I have lost, when I traveled with Donna and Martha. Jenny.. her name was Jenny...''
''Who was she?'' Rose asked carefully. She didn't want to tear open old wounds. Especially, when she knew noting about what this girl had mean to him. But before the Doctor could say anything, a loud beeping noise came from the console room.
Rose almost could feel the tension falling.
''What is that?'' she asked and brought him back to reality with that. His dark eyes got the normal color back and he was almost the old Doctor again. '' Let's find out!'' he said and he pulled her with him, in the direction of the console room.
When they entered the TARDIS hummed softly. '' Whats wrong, girl?'' Rose said.
'' Nothing is wrong with her, but I think we already have our new adventure here.'' The Doctor was leaned with his hands on the console and stared at the TARDIS screen. His eyes met hers. He had an bright grin on his face and looked like he couldn't wait to run through this two blue doors. Rose returned his smile. '' Oh come one give me some more information. Do I have to put on comfortable shoes, because we have to run?''
He shrugged his shoulders. ''Well, better it is. But!...'' his eyes wandered back to the screen. ''….It's on earth. London. There is a hole in the fabric of reality. A wormhole. It's tiny but... still you could never know...''
Rose furrowed her brow. ''Where has it come from? Is it dangerous?'' The Doctor searched something in the pocket of his coat and pulled out an strange looking device. It looked like an remote control with tiny satellite dish on it. '' Good question. That's what we have to find out! ''
Rose put her hands to her hips and grinned. ''I could swear you want to search it, with that thing in your hand. Am I right, yea?'' He pushed some buttons and pulled the right levels and she heard how the TARDIS already has landed. ''Can't resist.'' he replied and was about to take her hand and to just walk outside, but Rose stopped him.
''Do you think I will go out in my pajamas?'' The Doctor noticed it then. '' Yes why -'' She interrupted him. ''That was not an question.''
'' But there is an wormhole. In London!'' He made an pouting face, which he knew Rose found utterly adorable. She shock her. ''Won't work this time one me.'' She kissed him. ''Don't worry. Won't take me too long to get ready.'' With that she walked out of the console room.
Not for all wormholes in the universe together, she would walk though London in her pajamas.
She came back dressed in a black trouser, black chucks, an burgundy red T-shirt, an thin scarf with in the same color with white and dark red flowers on it and her favorite jeans jacket. Her hair laid smoothly over the scarf. For the Doctor, she looked beautiful like she always did to him. No matter what she wears.
He smiled at her and held out his hand. He wiggled with his fingers. ''Ready?'' She lanced her fingers through his and returned his smile. ''Always. But haven't we forgot breakfast? '' she teased him, knowing that he couldn't wait to step through this doors. He grabbed something next to him and put an big, golden chocolate egg in her free hand. He grinned. ''There you have it. Happy easter!'' Rose giggled. '' Where do you have it from?''
'' Sometimes you find things in the TARDIS you would never expect to find.'' He pulled the TARDIS doors open and pulled her with him.
'' Allons-y?'' Rose asked with her tongue-between-teeth grin. The Doctor grinned again. '' Allons-y.''
So I hope you liked this chapter. In the next one, I will start with the episode ' Planet of the dead '
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