Complexity of a relationship
"Naruto Uzumaki." Sasuke says as he holds Naruto's hands in his. His heart is beating fast and he hopes Naruto doesn't notice how clammy his hands are becoming. Fuck, I'm so nervous. I haven't been this nervous since showing my first report to father. But I can't wait with this any longer. I have to know. I need to know for sure, that I won't lose him. Even at the risk of getting rejected. Sasuke swallows hard as he tries to get rid of the lump in his throat while intending to moisten his to dry mouth. Fuck, what am I doing?! He wanted to leave just a few minutes ago! …B-but… Even if he rejects me… I cannot torture us like this any longer. The tension, the frustration, it's killing us both. So, I will ask him. I've got to know! "Naru, will you go out with me? Will you be my boyfriend?"
Naruto can't seem to catch his breath, nor can he explain what he feels. Relief? Disappointment? It's mixed up, causing him a black out because he had not expected this to be the question. It suddenly makes him laugh though. "Gheh, for a moment I thought you were going to propose to me, with a ring and everything." Sasuke rises a brow at that before he chuckles too.
"I don't want to go so fast and you think I'd already ask you for marriage, skipping the entire dating part?" He shakes his head. "I'm not that desperate."
"Yet?" Naruto grins teasingly.
"That depends on your answer." Sasuke replies with a careful smile.
"Oh, Sasuke." Naruto sighs scolding before he leans forward to claim the ravens lips shortly. "What do you think?" He asks while pushing their foreheads together.
"Well, I don't know. You did want to walk out on me just a few minutes ago… 'Smashing the door in my to handsome face'." Sasuke replies with a smirk while he can already taste those lips that are just a few inches from his. The butterflies in his belly go wild when he hears Naruto chuckle at his reply.
"By now. You've figured out how to handle my tantrums." He chuckles again which ends with a sob. "Y-You have no Idea how long I've been dreaming of having you as my boyfriend. I didn't dare hope.." A tear manages to escape, caught by the hands of his love, who kisses him shortly and lovingly.
"I'm sorry. That I didn't realise my feelings for you sooner…" Sasuke replies and he kisses his forehead shortly. "I will do things right this time. Starting with a date."
"Gheh. Haven't we been on one already? The pastry place?"
"Hn. That did count as a date in my head. Wasn't sure you would…"
Sasuke kisses his dobe's tears away which makes Naruto smile as he can feel his heart swell with love for the guy in front of him. He kisses Sasuke gently and this time, Sasuke doesn't push him away. Taking this as a que, Naruto deepens the kiss, teasing and daring his seme and while he gropes Sasuke with one hand, he tries to pull the raven closer and on to the bed. When they break their kiss, Naruto moves to his seme's ear, teasing him with soft bites and gentle kisses and teasing licks.
"Hmm… Naruto-" Sasuke's protest is interrupted again as Naruto claims his lips once more, by now having pulled his seme along on the bed again. "Naru…" Sasuke manages to say after a bit. "I… don't want to go back to how things were… I want to take it slow. Go on a date first. An appropriate one." Naruto sighs.
"Sasuke. Do you really think I can concentrate on anything you say to me during that date while I can't keep my eyes of you? Or prevent my mind from going to what will happen when we get back from that date?" Naruto replies with a still quickened breath and Sasuke sighs, knowing that he could not do that either.
"I had a hard time keeping my eyes of your mouth the last time we went out on that 'date'." He admits. "Especially with the chocolate at the corner of your mouth…" His cheeks get redder at the memory. Especially the part where his dobe licked it of his finger.
"Not just that date." Naruto says while taking Sasuke's hand and kissing his knuckles one by one. "You didn't seem to want to let me go on the dancefloor either."
"You won't hear me deny that…" Sasuke whispers back as he is enchanted by the seducing way Naruto kisses his hand, starting to kiss each fingertip.
"We'll go out on a date." Naruto says between kissing the next finger. "And many more dates after that." He then flips Sasuke over to continue what he had started, starting with getting rid of his seme's shirt, which Sasuke allows this time. "So, lets enjoy this for now… Sasu..." He whispers in his ear and the tone breaks away Sasuke's last restraint.
He kisses Naruto fiercely while shoving both his hands down his uke's pants where he kneads the delicious round cheeks he finds. Naruto grinds against him once more and as they break the kiss and Sasuke kisses and licks his neck, Naruto throws his head back as he sighs and moans in relief.
"I want you.." Naruto says when he looks down into the dark, love and lust filled eyes that meet his and they both know no words need to be wasted on that.
"Sit up." He orders him while Naruto is still straggling him and the blonde does so with a raised brow. At the same time Sasuke pushes his pants and underwear down, revealing a member that is already weeping for attention. Naruto hisses as he feels how Sasuke strokes him a few times while his seme looks up to him, smirking. "About time I make you feel this good." He says with a husky voice before kissing his stomach shortly followed by moving lower, leaving a trail of hickeys.
"Oh, holy F-! Hgn… S-Sahasuke..!" Naruto moans as Sasuke takes his member into his mouth and starts to slowly move back and forth. Naruto never felt anything like this and the tears sting in his eyes from pleasure. But not that alone. The knowledge of who is willing to give him this amazing feeling, for he knows from experience it isn't as pleasing for the one who gives the blowjob, makes his heart swell with love. Years ago he would never have dared to wish this would happen and he'd already be long glad if he ever could give a blowjob to Sasuke, for whatever reason. That Sasuke truly cares enough about his pleasure that he is willing to do this, it's more than Naruto had ever hoped for. And fuck, he's so damn good at it! I'm n-not gonna..! "S-Sasu… Stop. I-I've got to-!" Naruto's breath hitches as he has reached his climax and he hardly notices that he comes, not in his seme's mouth, but in his hands. As Sasuke leans back Naruto leans on his hands as he hovers over his boyfriend while riding out his release. "Damn… That was… Too fast…" Naruto says between his heavy breathing.
"It's not over yet, don't worry." Sasuke says with a sadistic tone in his voice which always makes Naruto shiver and is a contrast to the loving kiss he gets on his damp forehead. Naruto groans again as Sasuke uses his cum covered fingers to widen the hole his still hard rocket has to enter. Sasuke kisses Naruto's neck and ear to distract him while also wanting to erase the mark that damn stranger had left on him. Naruto was his, only his and he would see to it that every part of that delicious tanned skin is marked as his territory. Naruto yelps when Sasuke bites his neck at the spot he had been touched so intrusively by another.
"T-Teme! No hickeys! O-Or my parents will find out…" Naruto scolds him and Sasuke smirks at that before pulling his love into a heated kiss.
"Naruto.." Sasuke says and he looks his dobe in his eyes after ending their hot kiss, his cheeks being red. "Dou you want to ride me?"
"Yes." Is the determined answer he gets and after a short kiss Naruto moves lower to get rid of his own and Sasuke's remaining clothes.
"We've never done it like that before…" Sasuke says as he is clearly in doubt about it. "Are you sure y-! Hngh!" He can't finish his sentence as Naruto has taken the opportunity to return the favour of what Sasuke has done for him earlier. "Hah… Not to… much.." Naruto hears his seme say between his heavy breathing. After a bit he crawls up to him till his mouth is near his ear.
"Don't worry, It's not over yet." Naruto says as he tries to make his voice as seductive as possible and taken the shudder that goes through the raven, he has succeeded.
"Since when are you such a tease?" Sasuke asks and they both hiss as Naruto sits down on him, crushing their members together.
"I-I like it when you want meh…" Naruto moans as he grinds against his boyfriend for a few times.
"I want you…" Sasuke answers and he pulls his uke closer with one hand to pull him into a slow and love filled kiss. "Make this round count, Naru. I won't have enough energy for another one."
Naruto nods and he smiles before deeply kissing his seme again, getting more passionate as he grinds against him some more. They touch foreheads as Naruto sits up a bit so he can aim his seme's rocket at his entrance. He kisses Sasuke deeply as he starts to move down. Damn it hurts… Was he always this big o-or am I tighter because it has been so long? Naruto thinks as tears from pain and pleasure sting in his eyes while his breathing has become deeper.
Damn he feels so good… I know I said I'd let him ride me… But damn I want to pounder myself into him..! Sasuke thinks as he has closed his eyes, his forehead touching Naruto's and they hold each other tightly as they catch their breath when they are completely one. Fuck, I'm so sensitive… Sasuke thinks. I hope I can last long enough for him… I want him to enjoy this. I was the one who kept pushing him away, who left him hanging every time, without letting him know why… Torturing him. Have I ever done anything else to him? All those times I've been hurting him… Disappointing him… And yet he's here. Still he tells me he would never leave me. Even if I didn't love him. Even if I could never give him what he desired and dreamed of. He's still here. My lifeline. My everything. My happiness…
"I love you."
In a gasp Naruto holds his breath and after a bit he dares to ask, not sure if he heard right; "What?"
"I love you, Naru." Sasuke repeats and though his cheeks colour deeply red a smile covers his lips as he can feel a wave of happiness. "I never thought it would feel so right to say those words to someone…" He leans back a bit and looks into blue eyes of the person that makes his heart beat like crazy and actually makes him feel kind of giddy. And everyone knows Uchiha's don't do giddy. "I mean it… I really… am quite deeply in love with you." The careful smile on the ravens face makes Naruto melt as his heart must be skipping multiple beats as it jumps and dances with enjoyment and excitement.
"I…" Naruto says as he is completely overthrown by his raven's sincerity as well as the love that is undisguised in those black orbs. Only for me… Oh heavens, let him only ever look like that at me..! "I love you too!" Naruto says happily as he kisses his seme fiercely and into that kiss they both smile.
"Ride me… My Naru…" Sasuke says between kissing his boyfriend happily all over his face. "Make love to me." He whispers warmly into his ear and Naruto's heart swells with love for that is all he had ever wanted.
And so he did. They both moan, breathing as unevenly as their rhythm for Naruto has never done this before. Due Sasuke's cautioning they go slow at first, both being sensitive because of the sexual tension they have been dealing with for weeks. When Sasuke starts to guide Naruto with his hands, the blonde can't wait anymore though and he thrusts as hard and fast down onto his seme as he can, aiming to come together. Sasuke whispers Naruto's name and he lets himself fall back on his elbows as he enjoys his climax while Naruto shortly after rides out his, moaning incoherently.
"S-Sasuke… I love you…" Naruto says softly while still catching his breath as he lays down on his boyfriend, snuggling against the nape of his neck.
"Naruto…" Sasuke says tiredly and he moves Naruto's head up to give him a love filled kiss. "I… Love you too…" They both smile at that and Sasuke holds his uke tightly as they both enjoy each other's warmth and the aftermath of their make out.
"Hmm… Sasuke?" Naruto asks as he ruefully sits up a bit.
"Hmn…" Is the sleepy reply he gets and Naruto's heart melts at the adorable sight of the sleepy Uchiha under him.
"I ah… D-do you have any paper towels nearby?" He asks shyly. Why the hell?! It's like our first time all over again! T-there is nothing to be shy about! Naruto thinks as his cheeks turn red and that feeling and the colour only intensify as he sees that Sasuke has noticed as well and is smirking at it. "T-teme…" Naruto growls, having both his hands on Sasuke's chest which moves as the raven chuckles lowly. The sound makes the butterflies in his belly move again and he tightens his wands for a moment, which Sasuke, being still inside of him, notices.
"Hnn.." The raven says with a knowing look as he leans up a bit more. "You still haven't had enough?"
"Ghah. As if I could ever get enough of you!" Naruto proclaims as he folds his arms in front of his chest, teasing Sasuke by moving his hips the slightest bit while squeezing the semi-hard member inside of him. He yelps softly in surprise though as Sasuke suddenly pulls him close and rolls him over so he is now seated between his legs.
"Ghn." The raven smirks before leaning down and claiming his dobes lips before he can get over the surprise. He even dares to grind against him a couple of times before pushing his hips as close to his blonde as he can where he holds still. "You… Are such a pervert…" Sasuke smirks down on his dobe who gasps at how tightly his seme is pressed against him. "I would have given it to you, had I the energy…. But instead, you better look forward to the next time. …There is no way I will hold back then…" Naruto shivers in anticipation at the seducing and sadistic words whispered in his ear.
Shortly after Sasuke offers him some tissues from his nightstand and he kisses his dobe gently on his forehead before sliding out of him. Naruto sighs ruefully before getting up to got to the bathroom to clean himself up, though not before stealing another kiss of his raven haired and very sleepy boyfriend.
By the time Naruto returns to the bed, he finds Sasuke being half asleep already.
"Has been quite a day huh?" Naruto comments while he sits on the edge of the bed and strokes some of the bangs out of his seme's face.
"Uhnhm…" Is the not expected reply the blonde gets, having thought him already asleep. "Don't forget to call your parents that you'll be spending the night here…"
"Huhhh… And who decided that I will?" Naruto asks teasingly, wanting to hear Sasuke say it.
"I did." The raiven claims and he throws his upper body around his dobe's to embrace his stomach possessively. "No way I let you go home now… It's already dark anyway." And as Naruto looks up he notices that the sun is nearly under indeed and that the sky is tinted in all kinds of purple and dark blue. He looks down again as Sasuke snuggles against his stomach some more.
He's like a possessive and stubborn child. Naruto thinks as he lets his hand flow through the soft, dark hair. Don't ask me why, but I find it actually really adorable. He can't help the smile around his lips and he sighs before going through the trouble of reaching for his pants to get his phone, while Sasuke is still clinging to him. "Of course I'll stay. Wouldn't want anything else. I had no other intentions when I chased after you."
"Hnn… Really?" Sasuke replies and even from the one eye Naruto can see, he knows what his seme is thinking about.
"N-Not like that teme!" Naruto replies, his cheeks getting red again and the Uchiha smirks before kissing his stomach lovingly, making all the frustration disappear.
"What will you tell them?" He asks, eyes closed again.
"The truth." Naruto replies while searching for the right number in his phone.
"Hn." Sasuke replies absentmindedly, until it registers what Naruto had said. "W-what?!" And Naruto grins.
"That I stay with a friend whose only family is still in Japan while the earthquake happened and is waiting to hear news." Naruto replies snobbishly. "You didn't really think I would tell them about what we did just now, did you?" He asks rhetorically while putting the phone to his ear and he places a finger before his mouth to caution the raven to silence as he had just wanted to answer, but ends up pouting instead.
"Naruto? Where are you? It's late." Sounds Kushina's voice on the other line.
"Hey mom. I eh, actually just wanted you to know I'm not coming home tonight." Naruto replies as he looks up to the ceiling, having one hand on his boyfriends head, while he has a hard time to keep his head of the fact that the raven is using his exhausted, yet semi hard private part as a pillow.
"Naruto-"
"Mom, you've heard about what happened in Japan, right?" Naruto asks, interrupting the scolding he was sure would have gotten.
"Yes. A tragedy that reminds me yet again that I am glad we moved away from there." Kushina answers, the thought that she could have lost her son or husband that way just makes her shiver.
"Me too." Naruto answers, the same thing on his mind. "But my friend wasn't that lucky. The only family he has left had gone to Japan. He's still waiting for news and I want to stay with him through the night. He needs me mom. You've thought me to always be there for friends when they need you. So.. That's just what I wanted to let you.. know." Naruto has a hard time keeping his breath even as his boyfriend has started to kiss his lower belly and member.
"I see…" Kushina answers reluctantly after a bit. Naruto glares down at his seme who just mischievously smirks at him before nuzzling his member teasingly. "Are you sure about this friend..? That you can trust him?" Naruto sighs in frustration at as much the question from his mother as well as his terribly annoying and distracting boyfriend, whose ear he shortly pulls to make him stop. "It's not like I don't trust you." Kushina replies as she heard the frustrated sigh. "I just… Don't want you to get hurt again… Like the last time."
"I know mom. This is different though. It's nowhere near like that between us." He replies and he can only just prevent himself from gasping as he feels how his seme is teasingly kneading his behind while giving his twitching member another short kiss. Oh and ever is that frustrating mischievous smirk on that handsome face! When I'm done with this..! Naruto thinks as he glares at his Sasuke again, nearly missing what his mother says next.
"Very well then." Kushina sighs. "I trust you, Naruto. Tomorrow you will come home though." She says and Naruto swallows to get rid of the lump of guilt he feels. It isn't working.
"Yeah, mom. I promise!" He replies and he strokes those dark locks absentmindedly as his boyfriend snuggles sleepily against him again. "I'll see you tomorrow then." Naruto says and after a few more words they hang up and Naruto sighs deeply, looking sternly down on his seme who pretends to be asleep. "What the hell, teme, where you doing?" He asks threateningly. "Do you want her to find out?"
"Hn." The Uchiha smirks, eyes still closed. "I knew you wouldn't let her know what was really going on. I was actually wondering how far I could go before you'd have to make excuses."
"Sadist…" Naruto glowers.
"Hn. I know you like it." He says as he leans up to whisper in Naruto's ear; "Masochist." At which Naruto blushes.
"W-whit pain… Not like this- hn!" Naruto can only just stifle a moan as Sasuke trails the line of his backbone, making him shiver. "Besides, I thought you were working on that and didn't want to be a sadist anymore."
"I don't." Sasuke answers as he lowers himself again to kiss carefully the thin scars on his boyfriends belly, which he had made. "I don't want to inflict pain on you anymore." He kisses a few more lines gently before he continues. "I was just teasing you, not hurting. You could even call it flirting if you wish." When Naruto's member twitches at that, Sasuke smirks and kisses it shortly.
"Teme..!" Naruto growls before pushing Sasuke back on the bed and straddling him. They both gasp as their private parts are being squeezed together. "If you like to tease me so much." Naruto pants. "You better be prepared for the consequences."
"N-" Is al Sasuke can say before his uke has claimed his lips and Sasuke lets him dominate the kiss for a bit, still hardly believing that this is reality. When Naruto starts to move his hips though, Sasuke groans and he manages to flip them to their sides. "Naruto… I… I'm really tired." The raven says as he catches his breath while leaning against his dobes forehead.
"So you leave me hanging again…" Naruto pouts, his excitement warring with disappointment. Familiar disappointment. "You want me to leave then? I told you not to touch me if you didn't have the intention of going all the way! Why the hell did you tease me then?!" Naruto says, clearly upset, while having his arms crossed over his chest and leaning away from his counterpart.
"Teasing you didn't take half as much energy as making out with you would." Sasuke replies sleepily, not have the energy to coach it up, and a tired sigh follows before he continues. "And I don't want you to go. If I had known you'd make this much a point of it I wouldn't *yawn* have…" He reaches out and lays a hand on Naruto's arm, but the blonde doesn't react to the gesture.
"Oh, so only because me complaining about it when you don't continue, when you leave mé hanging, do you regret doing so?! Don't you know that's really selfish?! Just like those times before, as soon as you get what you want, my needs don't matter."
"Naruto, I believed I had lost my brother and gained a boyfriend in the same day! I'm exhausted, mentally drained! I won't touch you again then, won't steal kisses from you again or teasingly touch you…" Sasuke lays his harms over his eyes as the tears seem to overcome him like a tidal wave. "I thought… I don't want things between us to just be about sex! I'm sorry if I crossed a boundary… *sniff* I didn't…" He stops talking when he feels how Naruto pulls him in for an embrace, shushing his seme and kissing his head.
"I'm sorry too…" Naruto says softly and he realizes how selfish he has been when he feels how Sasuke trembles. "That was really unfair of me, huh…" He swallows hard and as Sasuke hugs him back, the tears break the dam. "I'm sorry, Sasuke." He kisses black locks again. "I was, just… Really afraid…" Naruto tries to clear his throat to try to stop the trembling of his voice. "That you would push me away again…"
"Uhn.." Sasuke replies and he leans up to so he can look Naruto in his eyes. "We've got to learn to trust one another again. We need to learn one another's boundaries… And respect those…" He wipes away a tear from his boyfriends face as he looks into those watery sky-blue eyes. "We might accidently cross those lines when we are discovering them, but… I need you to know." Sasuke leans in and kisses his boyfriend without deepening it, slowly, love filled. "That I love you. …More then you will ever know." Naruto can feel his heart swelling with the love he feels for the guy he lies in bed with and his eyes water all over again. "If you don't want me to touch you, tease you, without having making out in mind-"
"No." Naruto says softly while putting his fingers over his boyfriends mouth and he silently shakes his head. "Forget I said any of that. I have wanted us to be together as a couple for a long time. For things to not be about making out all the time.. No matter how good you are at it." He winks and Sasuke chuckles softly.
"Can we then actually get to the sleeping part?" Sasuke asks sleepily. "I don't think I could get some good rest if I don't have you in my arms."
"Of course. It's what I've been looking forward to for a long time…" Naruto answers and he kisses his lover one more time before turning around and shoving against him so they are spooning. "Sweet dreams, teme." Naruto says and he smiles softly as he feels how Sasuke moves his arm around him and pulls him closer, noticing slightly how his seme's soft member rests against his buttocks.
"Hn." He had answered and the raven smells the blonde locks of his boyfriend. "You too, my Naru…"
When Naruto next awakes, he doesn't dare to opens his eyes, afraid that the warm chest against his back and the arm around him will just disappear. Like so often it happened when he woke up from such sweat dreams. When he hears the boy behind him groan though, Naruto dares to open his eyes and as he recognizes the room around him to be the one of his crush, no, his boyfriend, he can't stop the smile or the fluffy feeling in his belly.
"Hmm… Naru…" Sasuke says as he nuzzles the blond hair of his boyfriend, still being half asleep and unsure weiter this is a dream or not, nor really caring or wanting to ponder that.
"Morning teme." Naruto says as he turns around and the sleepy smile Sasuke gives him makes his heart leap in his chest.
"Morning dobe…" Sasuke replies and he lazily kisses his boyfriend on his lips. After that he pulls him close and with his head on Naruto's he sighs in contentment. This is how it is supposed to be. Just this is all I need. He thinks.
"Wish we could stay like this forever…" Naruto sighs as he takes in his boyfriends smell.
"Yeah… Me too…" Sasuke replies and he just manages not to purr as he shoves them closer to enjoy each other's warmth. Naruto chuckles softly.
"You're like a cat. I guess Uchiha's are not morning people?"
"Hn. Only once we get out of bed... And you don't ask to many questions or too much of us." Sasuke says and he notes once more to himself how much he loves to hear his lover laugh when Naruto does so.
"Ghehe. Not a morning person, then." The blonde grins before he leans up to capture his boyfriends lips again which wakes the sleepy Uchiha up some more. When Sasuke licks his dobe's lower lip, Naruto grands him access to the sacred sensations that Sasuke will find behind them. They kiss slowly, turning and turning lazily as if their muscles need to get used to moving again, but when Naruto pushes his tongue into that of his boyfriend they start to kiss fiercer and more passionately. When they break up to catch their breath the heat in their bodies has risen and another part of them has woken up.
"Naru…" Sasuke says knowingly as he lets his hand slide over his dobes body to his behind, a smirk on his face.
Naruto grins back and as he leans up a bit, their lips seem to have found each other already as they engage in their complicated and heated dance. While never breaking their kiss, Naruto pushes Sasuke backward to straddle him and they both moan when their private parts have found one another. Sasuke sits up and Naruto giggles a bit when the raven attacks his neck with soft butterfly kisses.
"Ah. Sasuke." Naruto says as he sways his leg to the other side of the raven so now he sits on the opposite spot of him then where he had slept.
"What are you doing?" Sasuke asks confused while Naruto gets of the bed.
"If we're gonna get messy, we might as well do it where we can get cleaned of easily…" Naruto says questioningly while tapping his finger to his mouth, on purpose making Sasuke think about what his mouth could also be good at.
"Very well." The raven sighs as he moves to get out of bed, struggling with the blankets that seem to not want to let their source of warmth go, and he nearly crashes out of bed instead. The raven scowls but when he hears his dobe laugh at him he thinks it all worth it.
"Such a clumsy Uchiha. Really not a morning person, ghahaha." Naruto laughs while Sasuke threateningly advances on him.
"If you think you can laugh at me without punishment, you are gravely mistaken." Sasuke says and as he tries to grab his dobe, Naruto has already made it out the door towards the bathroom, laughing all the way. Sasuke rolls his eyes before he too smirks and runs after his blonde.
"Ghn." Sasuke grins when he has managed to corner Naruto in the bathroom, each of his arms at a side of the dobe leaning against the wall. "Nowhere to run." He kisses his lover fiercely and when Naruto doesn't resist but react to it with passion, he moves their bodies closer so their heat can keep each other warm, not that they are feeling cold or anything. Slowly Sasuke moves their bodies to the entrance of the shower till Naruto breaks of their kiss and steps back a bit.
"I'm quickly gonna grab my boxers. Running around your house naked..." Naruto shakes his head. "Bet your brother wouldn't approve." He smiles sheepishly.
"Hn. Don't remind me.." Sasuke replies with a sigh. "Hurry up then." He says on which Naruto salutes shortly, which Sasuke finds adorable, on which the dobe dashes out the door.
When Naruto enters their bedroom again, he has quickly found his underwear on the floor. When he picks it up, his eye falls on a sketchbook laying on top of other books in the shelf. Curiosity wins it from his other need now that his terribly good looking boyfriend isn't around. He reaches for the textbook and he looks one more time over his shoulder, knowing full well that what he was doing wouldn't make Sasuke happy, before he opens the book to see what secrets it holds. Why didn't you want me to look at this, teme? Naruto thinks as he sees in awe the beautiful sketches he fiends at the start of the book. That is. Until he comes across some different ones.
Ohmy…. T-This is me… Naruto looks in awe at the drawings of himself. There is one where he Is in class, here one in his gym outfit, stretching so his belly shows a bit. A-and on this one I'm wearing a whole less clothes… Naruto thinks as his ears turn read while he looks at how Sasuke sees him without clothes. He quickly turns a couple of pages till he stops at one that instantly captures his attention. This… This was in the tree…The drawn Naruto sits in the tree, though the raven isn't in it with him and the few is from below. Sasuke had drawn him, grinning down at him with a ray of light behind him, coming through the green leaves of the tree that holds such a different meaning to Naruto. He really thinks I'm beautiful… Naruto thinks as a small insecure but happy smile covers his face. When he turns the page he finds a completely different sketch that fills him with dread and an ominous feeling. On the page he sees red eyes, a dark figure turning away from the viewer, a red painting, a dead and blood covered bird and in the middle Naruto can make out a fallen figure with blood around him. The page consists out of dark colours and a strong contrast with red. Sasuke… This…. This… Naruto thinks as his breath quickens. The dread, ominous and desperate feeling that the painting emits seems to draw Naruto in, back to that moment, making him not just relive it but see it from Sasuke's point of view.
"What do you think you're doing..?" At the low and threatening question Naruto spins around to find his dark haired crush standing in the doorframe, towel around his shoulders, hair still wet and Naruto would have found him irresistibly hot, if it were not for the real anger and hurt in his eyes. Fuck what did I do?! Naruto thinks as he realizes he has not just kept him waiting for a long time, while he had lost track of time, but also betrayed his boyfriends trust and privacy entirely.
To be continued…
I'm sorry for the long wait guys! But damn, these parts are still not easy to write. I know there are different ways to write lemon scenes. You guys think it's fine like this or should I write it differently? I know I once wrote it like a dance performance, and on DA like a soccer match(Cuss DA is antihardcore ya know). But, yeah, I guess you've all been waiting for so long so skipping it was no option. ',:)
Another reason that you'all had to wait so long is because I wanted to end with this clifhanger. Any ideas as to how Naruto will defend himself now? Will Sasuke forgive him?
I guess we all will find out once I've written it. Cuss yea I still need to do that. (So any suggestions any of you might have I might use!)
Also, a little personal thingy. A friend of mine finally broke up with her ashole of a boyfriend, and now she's living with me till she has found her own little house to rent. So it might be a while before I can upload a new part taken that I don't have that much time to write on this anymore. School starts in a couple of weeks again too so yeah, sorry for the wait...
Then again, go read my other fanfics if you want something to do in the meantime! ^.^
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